Question

This isn't a question... this is a goodbye/journal..
So lately i've been thing about suicide... I have no family left and nobody cares if i die... I'm tired of being hurt and cheated on.... I'm tired of getting beat up and made fun of... I cant pretend i'm okay.. .I'm slipping away.... I don't know what to do anymore... I not okay... I can’t take it anymore. I want my pain to stop. I have no place anymore. I’m useless. I’m nothing. I don’t belong on this earth. I am fading away. I want the pain to stop... death is my only way out so goodbye I want to drown or put a bullet in my head.... I want to stop breathing... Just fall away from the earth i want a place with no worries.... no memory I wan to die..... I have no place in this world... I never have

Answer 1

There is always a reason for everyone to be on earth. I'm not a counselor or a psychologist, and I truly believe you need to call a hotline or find a counselor to talk to. You're young and have the whole world in front of you. Sometimes life hands us a whole bunch of suck, and we can either let the suck beat us, or we can fight back. I've been through a ton of suck in my life, and sometimes I felt like giving up. Somehow I didn't, and I know you don't really want to either. You just can't let go of your joy. Even if you have to find joy in the smallest and silliest thing. That will take you far in a moment of darkness.

Answer 2

Please dont I used to feel that way and that is never the answer please message me I can help you please dont do that.

Answer 3

i just don't know wut to do @Nesse

Answer 4

Listen Ik its hard I went through the same thing and actually did try but its not worth it im sure your an amazing person and i care

Answer 5

thx @Nesse

Answer 6

your welcome.