Question

I hope you all continue to study hard, for I am quitting and need some rest....I need to think, and it....love ya, and just need a break

My life is on the line
My mind is on the knife
Myarms are waiting for lines to be drawn, and blood to be spilt
My heart is beating, but not for long
I feel depressed, and not okay
'I want to slip away peacefully, nice and quiet too
I hate the life I live and the person I am
Please forgive me for all I done
I must go now, and unite with my guardian angel