Question

i never knew how much you meant to me.
until you ran your car into a tree.
now im trying to love him like I did you.
cause I know you loved me too.
every time I look in the mirror
what I have to do keeps getting clearer.
every day that passes by.
I say im fine but that's a lie.
I drink I smoke I do crazy stuff.
all because I was in love.

Answer 1

Dang.

Answer 2

I've been so miserable since you've gone
It's almost like having you here.

Answer 3

and I know that this is wrong,
but I need to have you near.

Answer 4

something that randomly popped in my head-

I took the pills, I drank the beer. all so I could have you near
you never knew how much you meant to me, I don't know why you cannot see.
you killed yourself now ill do the same, even though that does sound lame.
yes im going to kill myself for a boy, who was so much more than just a toy.
we made a pact to never leave, and now that he has what can I hope to achieve?
yes I will miss him but not for long, for I will see him at the end of this song.