Question

The doors are growing closed
no matter who or what enters the paths are never crossed.
Not knowing what is going to walk in or walk out scares me .
Can anyone help me ?
Can they save me?
I cant do this right now, its just the heart ache of living givings me a reason to forget.
I don't think about this a lot.
Will i die alone?
I'm gone now.
Forget about me.
Its the best thing to do.
I am nothing now and i never will be.
I am not a person anyone i am a monster.
I am nothing more than a waste of time.
As i grow old my body seems to consume more scars.
The more i take the more pain it brings , my body is just a piece of paper once u start cutting u can't stop .
My body is just a object that can be used in ways many would not dare to do.
I am not scared to do it anymore.
Sure i cried at first but now no tears fall.
I am a never ending blood shed.
I am never going to give up i tell my self, But i really don't know if that is true .

Answer 1

comment what u want
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Answer 2

Woah... o-o

Answer 3

what??????????

Answer 4

Its amazing o-o

Answer 5

thanks

Answer 6

@horsegirl27 @demonchild99 @simi_awesome. @chainedecho @Godlovesme

Answer 7

I don't even know what to say, this is so amazing, so sad. I need you to fully want to be strong, to stop doubting that you can, I want you to stop cutting, let go for a moment do you have at least a few minutes where you are truly happy. Where your smile is real, your laugh not forced. Where deep down, you aren't having second thoughts and just being truly happy. even if it's not even 10 seconds. But just try to stay strong, you have to put your heart into it, not thinking "well maybe I can't." Keep writing. Have a dance party. Sing a song to yourself in silly voices. Run around your house laughing. Look online at pictures of cute puppies and kittens till u just squeal because they're so cute. Go make a new friend. Watch a happy movie. Find a new funny cartoon show to watch all night. Get some new markers and start drawing pretty pictures. And smile. For real. A true smile. Put yourself arounf people who make you smile, make you laugh. Just stay happy, and put your soul into staying strong. You can do it chica. You just have to try, try, try harder.

Answer 8

the only thing i can think right now is why does this even matter

Answer 9

It matters because your special, because you're loved, because we all care about u, because u were meant to be here. It all matters, just stop being negative, become positive. U really have to want to be strong, and u need to

Answer 10

no i am just like everyone else i may not have a chance in life to get anything done i want to do in mlife but it does nto matter it scares me

Answer 11

i am nothing speical i am just another human on this earth who is ready to leave now but due to people like u keeping me here so i can talk bout it making ti worse for me

Answer 12

STOP
u r special
u r caring
u r nice
u r beautiful
u r kind
u r loved
u matter

Answer 13

@paki