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My hands are shaking,
Bodies aching,
Wrist is bleeding,
No need for healing
There's blood on the floor
Don't know if I can take this anymore
I'm screaming and crying out his name
Taking all the blame..

Should I feel this way, when your gone?
Should I feel this need to cry, when your gone.
I don't want to feel this empty, inside
I just have a small feeling, to die..

I wish that I could hold you close
And never let go
But I can't cause your not here
So I'll just sit here and drink a beer
Wish your lips were against mine
I would sigh and look at the time

Grab the blade, cut again,
Let the walls fall down again
Let the blood fall down and cascade
Down my arm and onto the floor
I wish that I could see you again
But I can't, your gone
Thats why I am so alone.

Nobody cares if I die,
Nobody loves me, so goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry
So I lie
and say I'm fine
I know its just a lie but
I can't help but lie to you
So maybe you'd understand one day..
Hopefully I won't hear you say

What the hell were you thinking
Why did you do this?
I know that things are hard now
But why did you cut your wrist?