Question

NEW POEM :-)

dozing in and out of consciousness

I want happiness
I want the bliss, others encounter everyday of their lives
I want the overbearing weight lifted off of my shoulders
I want to forget the pain and sadness that has embraced my soul.
I see it all in my mind, but I can't seem to find out if it is possible? can i grasp onto something that I haven't felt since I was a small child, lying in the grass, or spilling a glass of milk and laughing, or;
being able to rely on my mommy to help me through every situation.
to hide behind her legs when there was a scary person. or to run into