Hello Fellow OpenStudyiers, I know my apologies don’t mean much anymore, and I honestly don’t expect you to believe my apology anymore, However I’m Apologizing anyway.

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just_one_last_goodbye · Answer

@Jaynator495 what the hell is wrong with you?

just_one_last_goodbye · Answer

Always writing huge paragraphs ._.

jaynator495 · Answer

To every individual I harmed, to every person that I’ve annoyed or angered, to all the people I have trolled or hurt, I’m Sorry. Currently I’m having my friend Pooja195 help me change. I don’t know if it’s going to work or help, but anything is worth a shot instead of always messing things up and harming people, With that in mind, I’m going to try to list out all that I have done wrong, I’m not going to list any excuses as to why I did it, just that it was done. I will also include personal apologies to those that I can remember. This is going to be an extensive list… When I always would say I don’t deserve to be on OpenStudy, and I’m constantly trying to fix my actions, I meant it… but even when I do I mess things up again, and your about to see what I mean. Heck at some point because there is so much I may have to add more to this apology in the confessions and apologys

$\Huge\sf Confessions$

$\large\sf OSSF$
ossf confessions, (people regarding these confessions: @undeadknightt @pooja195 @just_one_last_goodbye @conqueror @eclipsedstar @librarian @joeltheboss @igreen @thesmartone )
In the OSSF I wasn’t who any of you thought I was, you always thought of me as the glue that held the team together, the reason we weren’t broken up already… But the reality of the situation is I was tearing wedge in between the OSSF, I was destroying it from the inside out.
The first thing I did when I got on the team was lie, when I was with undeadknightt I was not one of the top guys, However I told the leaders of the OSSF I was, which quickly got me up in the ranks, When I was promoted to owner, I would often wedge In between people… Let’s begin what really ended up happening, and how I changed people.
	@Pooja195 : I often would hack your slack account, and use it to troll people, but made it subtle so they wouldn’t realize it was you, this often caused a lot of tension between you and your friends. I can’t even count how many times I lied to you when something strange was happening with the slack page, for example weird glitches and things that shouldn’t have been public became public.
	OSSF as a whole: I would often break the slack page, and abuse the slack page to see all of your private messages with people, and would use these all the time to troll you, the reason I was a good troll and you didn’t notice I was doing it was simply because of the fact that I always study my pray before pouncing, I learn their weaknesses, their beliefs, their strengths, their blind spots, their trusts, their hates, I learn everything I possibly can about the opponent, I get in their head and play mind games until I’ve bent them to my will… That is what makes a good troll, not these silly internet trolls… I would always do this and drive a wedge slowly in-betweens friendships, though sometimes I would bring people together, it was mostly so I could drive them apart again… Sometimes I wouldn’t even realize I was doing it… Another thing I did is I would change people’s names to random bad things for the heck of it in the slack page. I would blame this on @TheSmartOne , Conq, or @iGreen . Another thing I did was often send messages to people that they didn’t send just to see their reaction, and often would tear apart friendships slowly. For the most part they made up later on, however I needed to confess this.
	@Conqueror : You guys all thing of him as the bad guy… truth is he was right about me. Conq saw things for what it was, and he saw threw me most of the time… I turned him into what he was to tell you the truth, before me he actually wasn’t that bad… In the OSSF I would make him seem like the bad guy and give false proof to back it up. Everyone believed me and didn’t suspect it. I was making him mad, and he started doing things that made people agree with me. I’m truly sorry conq.
	@thesmartone : Yes even you I did bad things to, Often I would set up a troll bot or spam bot, and make it seem like you made, often getting you into hot water and in trouble, because if they were short a admin, I figured I could become a admin again, I would constantly do this, for example the poop bot script.
	@jigglypuff314 / @sleepyhead314 : I can’t even tell you how many times and how hard I tried to make you look bad… Whether it was sending bad messages to people with your username, then deleting the convo to confuse you as to what was going on, telling Preetha every last thing you did wrong and nothing right, or just plain talking to you badly…
	@librarian You, you I have done so much to, I was always feeding you false information whether it would be me doing something ad blaming it on someone else, telling you someone said something that they didn’t, I mean the list goes on for all the hell pain and tears I put you through, I don’t deserve your forgiveness after all of that.
	And the biggest confession of all: SSOT (aka the secret society of trolls) All of that was a lie, simply just because I wanted to troll you all… And at that time I did have malicious intent to take down OpenStudy, I was constantly lying about this.

$\large\sf OpenStudy$
Oh the things ive done to OpenStudy… this list is going to be a while. I’m constantly hacking OpenStudy, injecting scripts, harming the site, breaking the site, destroying posts, But here is all you don’t know, or for all I know you do know, but here’s my confessions and apology’s and what I’ve done wrong to OpenStudy itself.
@pooja195 I’ve hacked you more times then you know… I’ve hacked your account a total of 73 times. Not 12 as you previously thought. Often it was because I’m nosy and I was looking through your messages to see if you said anything about me. Sometimes I would even send messages as you and pretend I was you. In chats a long time ago I could often be found badmouthing you and/or making fun of you. You are one of the most trolled people by me on OS. I’ve spammed your inbox with over 50 thousand mails, Lied and manipulated you, played mind games on you. You have every right to be mad with me, and it’s a wonder you aren’t. I’ve broken your account on several occasions, this includes that one time where your account was in what we call the “Loop” I admit that I was the one to put people into that, not the subject, well it was the subject, but I planted what caused it into the subject.
@WhiteMonsterBunny17 Everything you know about me is a lie, although I’m sure you’ve figured that out with the shear amount of time I spent hacking accounts, spamming chats and breaking posts. For those that don’t know I forced her once to give me her password else I was going to hack her account. All of that was to invade her privacy and read her mails, this way I could find out what was going on between my friends. But that wasn’t the real reason, that was but another excuse used to hide the fact that I was nosy, and I found myself a way to shield myself from the real reason. I’ve spammed your inbox to the point of nearly breaking your account god knows how many times.
@elsa213 you, you I’ve hacked 3 times. And got your password once from wmb’s inbox. I’ve read a whole lot of your private messages.
@preetha Yes, I’ve even hid and lied and kept stuff from you, This includes lying about people, cheating the system, finding exploits in the system and kept them to myself so I could use them whenever I wanted, Hid the truth, kept people from telling you what I’ve done, well no more, you can read this and see all the hell I’ve put OpenStudy through.
@thesmartone I would lie and cheat with you, I was always constantly lying and blaming stuff on you, and making it seem like something was one thing when it was another. I’ve spammed your inbox, and broken your account on a multitude of occasions.
I know there is a lot more I have done, and I’ve only BEGUN to type out all the hell I’ve put OpenStudy through, but I can only type so much, I will continue this apology, as I’ve basically only just started this.

just_one_last_goodbye · Answer

^ there it is ._.

just_one_last_goodbye · Answer

I'll have you know although I see im mentioned in it... I will not read it due to my lazyness of that monster size paragraph

just_one_last_goodbye · Answer

I do not accept you apology

elsa213 · Answer

o.e
How far did you go? >.>

alexandervonhumboldt2 · Answer

@Jaynator495   it is good that you lied to tso :)

alexandervonhumboldt2 · Answer

it is bad for all what you did to tohers, but that you lied to to is good :)

imqwerty · Answer

can u read and record it on vocaroo and share the link :)

alexandervonhumboldt2 · Answer

jay you are making me listen to this sad song :'( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4yLWL1gXgew

alexandervonhumboldt2 · Answer

maybe i'm the only to accept your apology :)

zoeeh127 · Answer

i'm a very forgiving person so i forgive you even though it has nothing to do with me
\

zoeeh127 · Answer

what you did was horrible but you are saying sorry and reaching out... on the sheer fact that you admitted your wrong i will forgive you.

agl202 · Answer

Jay, I am stunned that you were able to give this all out like that. That was a little surprising. Apology accepted ;)

sleepyjess · Answer

Apology accepted... at least until I've seen what you've done to me...

agl202 · Answer

"Just because you've made mistakes doesn't mean your mistakes get to make you. Take notice of your inner critic, forgive yourself and move on." -Robert Tew-

malcolmmcswain · Answer

Although some people find it hard to accept your apology, I find it mature of you to formally apologize... :/

Nevertheless, you have harmed people, and I assure you it will be hard to regain their trust. :(

One way to start is to show people how you can change and become a better person, and from there begin to alter your bad image.

I wish you luck on this journey of recovery, Jay...

-Malcolm

kendricklamar2014 · Answer

^

jagr2713 · Answer

i dont see my name up there

jaynator495 · Answer

Its still not done :I Theres a lot to admit and apologize for.

agl202 · Answer

Don't see my name either.

alexandervonhumboldt2 · Answer

dont see my name ether because jay didn't harmed me lol

thesmartone · Answer

Uh Jay, I have no idea what you're talking about. xD

You're good in my books. :)

You only broke my account ONCE when I had asked you to prove it to me :P

And, you never spammed my inbox with messages :P
Well, maybe you did, I don't remember. But back then it was sending the one long spam message that we used to do :P. Not the 10,000 messages in 1 minute type of thing :P

jaynator495 · Answer

$\color{#0cbb34}{\text{Originally Posted by}}$ @TheSmartOne
Uh Jay, I have no idea what you're talking about. xD

You're good in my books. :)

You only broke my account ONCE when I had asked you to prove it to me :P

And, you never spammed my inbox with messages :P
Well, maybe you did, I don't remember. But back then it was sending the one long spam message that we used to do :P. Not the 10,000 messages in 1 minute type of thing :P
$\color{#0cbb34}{\text{End of Quote}}$
True, i never did the super spam messages to you XD

thesmartone · Answer

Also, this: http://prntscr.com/99mw41 No idea what you're talking about x'D And the SSOT part, you completely shocked me. x'D But I'll believe you Jay, whatever you tell me. :P

thesmartone · Answer

Also, where have you been? We've missed your presence ._.

jaynator495 · Answer

I tried to quit... Realized i at least needed to say sorry first, And chances are now that i've logged on its going to basically be impossible for me to not be on again :/

greencat · Answer

It's so sad that there is nothing you need to apologize to me for.

jaynator495 · Answer

there is, however i have not yet finished this, this apology is going to be around 20-50 thousand words at this rate ._.

greencat · Answer

I wish you could find something because I want to forgive you to.

elsa213 · Answer

You never apologized for spamming me... e.e

anonymous · Answer

what happened?

anonymous · Answer

@sneakysquash

pooja195 · Answer

Guys chill. 

@Jaynator495 Im not mad at you because being mad at you won't change anything helping you out will :) 
So it's not something you should be wondering about.

pooja195 · Answer

Long story. :)

alexandervonhumboldt2 · Answer

jay lost his A!

greencat · Answer

"jay lost his A!"
what did you say about jy?

lol he still has it.

pooja195 · Answer

Let' not spam the post. Keep comments relevant to the apology.

jaynator495 · Answer

To every individual I harmed, to every person that I’ve annoyed or angered, to all the people I have trolled or hurt, I’m Sorry. Currently I’m having my friend Pooja195 help me change. I don’t know if it’s going to work or help, but anything is worth a shot instead of always messing things up and harming people, With that in mind, I’m going to try to list out all that I have done wrong, I’m not going to list any excuses as to why I did it, just that it was done. I will also include personal apologies to those that I can remember. This is going to be an extensive list… When I always would say I don’t deserve to be on OpenStudy, and I’m constantly trying to fix my actions, I meant it… but even when I do I mess things up again, and your about to see what I mean. Heck at some point because there is so much I may have to add more to this apology in the confessions and apologys

$\Huge\sf Confessions$

$\large\sf OSSF$
	ossf confessions, (people regarding these confessions: @undeadknightt @pooja195 @just_one_last_goodbye @conqueror @eclipsedstar @librarian @joeltheboss @igreen @thesmartone ) In the OSSF I wasn’t who any of you thought I was, you always thought of me as the glue that held the team together, the reason we weren’t broken up already… But the reality of the situation is I was tearing wedge in between the OSSF, I was destroying it from the inside out. The first thing I did when I got on the team was lie, when I was with undeadknightt I was not one of the top guys, However I told the leaders of the OSSF I was, which quickly got me up in the ranks, When I was promoted to owner, I would often wedge In between people… Let’s begin what really ended up happening, and how I changed people.
	@Pooja195 : I often would hack your slack account, and use it to troll people, but made it subtle so they wouldn’t realize it was you, this often caused a lot of tension between you and your friends. I can’t even count how many times I lied to you when something strange was happening with the slack page, for example weird glitches and things that shouldn’t have been public became public.
	OSSF as a whole: I would often break the slack page, and abuse the slack page to see all of your private messages with people, and would use these all the time to troll you, the reason I was a good troll and you didn’t notice I was doing it was simply because of the fact that I always study my pray before pouncing, I learn their weaknesses, their beliefs, their strengths, their blind spots, their trusts, their hates, I learn everything I possibly can about the opponent, I get in their head and play mind games until I’ve bent them to my will… That is what makes a good troll, not these silly internet trolls… I would always do this and drive a wedge slowly in-betweens friendships, though sometimes I would bring people together, it was mostly so I could drive them apart again… Sometimes I wouldn’t even realize I was doing it… Another thing I did is I would change people’s names to random bad things for the heck of it in the slack page. I would blame this on @TheSmartOne , Conq, or @iGreen . Another thing I did as often send messages to people that they didn’t send just to see their reaction, and often would tear apart friendships slowly. For the most part they made up later on, however I needed to confess this.
	@Conqueror : You guys all thing of him as the bad guy… truth is he was right about me. Conq saw things for what it was, and he saw threw me most of the time… I turned him into what he was to tell you the truth, before me he actually wasn’t that bad… In the OSSF I would make him seem like the bad guy and give false proof to back it up. Everyone believed me and didn’t suspect it. I was making him mad, and he started doing things that made people agree with me. I’m truly sorry conq.
	@thesmartone : Yes even you I did bad things to, Often I would set up a troll bot or spam bot, and make it seem like you made, often getting you into hot water and in trouble, because if they were short a admin, I figured I could become a admin again, I would constantly do this, for example the poop bot script.
	@jigglypuff314 / @sleepyhead314 : I can’t even tell you how many times and how hard I tried to make you look bad… Whether it was sending bad messages to people with your username, then deleting the convo to confuse you as to what was going on, telling Preetha every last thing you did wrong and nothing right, or just plain talking to you badly…
	@librarian You, you I have done so much to, I was always feeding you false information whether it would be me doing something ad blaming it on someone else, telling you someone said something that they didn’t, I mean the list goes on for all the hell pain and tears I put you through, I don’t deserve your forgiveness after all of that.
	And the biggest confession of all: SSOT (aka the secret society of trolls) All of that was a lie, simply just because I wanted to troll you all… And at that time I did have malicious intent to take down OpenStudy, I was constantly lying about this.

$\large\sf OpenStudy$
	Oh the things ive done to OpenStudy… this list is going to be a while. I’m constantly hacking OpenStudy, injecting scripts, harming the site, breaking the site, destroying posts, But here is all you don’t know, or for all I know you do know, but here’s my confessions and apology’s and what I’ve done wrong to OpenStudy itself.
	@pooja195 I’ve hacked you more times then you know… I’ve hacked your account a total of 73 times. Not 12 as you previously thought. Often it was because I’m nosy and I was looking through your messages to see if you said anything about me. Sometimes I would even send messages as you and pretend I was you. In chats a long time ago I could often be found badmouthing you and/or making fun of you. You are one of the most trolled people by me on OS. I’ve spammed your inbox with over 50 thousand mails, Lied and manipulated you, played mind games on you. You have every right to be mad with me, and it’s a wonder you aren’t. I’ve broken your account on several occasions, this includes that one time where your account was in what we call the “Loop” I admit that I was the one to put people into that, not the subject, well it was the subject, but I planted what caused it into the subject.
	@WhiteMonsterBunny17 Everything you know about me is a lie, although I’m sure you’ve figured that out with the shear amount of time I spent hacking accounts, spamming chats and breaking posts. For those that don’t know I forced her once to give me her password else I was going to hack her account. All of that was to invade her privacy and read her mails, this way I could find out what was going on between my friends. But that wasn’t the real reason, that was but another excuse used to hide the fact that I was nosy, and I found myself a way to shield myself from the real reason. I’ve spammed your inbox to the point of nearly breaking your account god knows how many times. I left you to clean up my messes lately with what ive been doing wrong on OS.
	@elsa213 you, you I’ve hacked 3 times. And got your password once from wmb’s inbox. I’ve read a whole lot of your private messages. I spammed your inbox 5 times 2/5 broke your account.
	@preetha Yes, I’ve even hid and lied and kept stuff from you, This includes lying about people, cheating the system, finding exploits in the system and kept them to myself so I could use them whenever I wanted, Hid the truth, kept people from telling you what I’ve done, well no more, you can read this and see all the hell I’ve put OpenStudy through. Ive also broken several thousand posts, and deleted them so you would never know I did this
	@thesmartone I would lie and cheat with you, I was always constantly lying and blaming stuff on you, and making it seem like something was one thing when it was another. I’ve spammed your inbox, and broken your account on a multitude of occasions.
	@greencat In the OSSF I did something similar to you that I did to conq. (I know ive done more, and I know this doesn’t help my situation but I cannot remember)
	@KendrickLamar2014 I’ve hacked your account and used it to spam, broken several of your posts, and broken your account once.
	@zale101 during that time you where suspending all of my accounts, I got really mad and hacked your account, however I didn’t have the gut to do anything, and logged off. I’ve upset you by lying, spamming, trolling, yelling, threatening, breaking, and much more.
	@miracrown your right, all I do is generate lies, I lied that one time about fixing OS because I wanted to look good… I was trying to but didn’t succeed.
	I at one point hacked OS to give myself mod powers, and succeeded… However I realized I shouldn’t use them… I gave myself power but refused to use it.
	@alexandervonhumbolt2 I’ve lied to you about being able to do and not do many things that you asked me about.
	@skullpatrol I hacked your account and used to spam
	@anaise I hacked your account and used it to spam
	@the_ocean_girl I hacked your account and used it to spam
	I’ve also abused OpenStudy to bypass suspensions, kicks, and made scripts to spam every OS chat at the same time as well as spam all users inboxes at the same time.
	@eclipsedstar I used to hack you on a daily basis to read your mails, I’ve lied to you just like everyone else, and I would mail people sometimes just to mess with you.
	@sleepyjess Ive hacked you 3 times, just like the others to read your mails to see conversations about me. I’ve spammed you, and broke your account.
	@malcolmmcswain I hacked your account and used it to spam
	@thomaster I hacked you once to do some testing to add stuff to my extension.
	@abhisar I would spam you on a daily basis and then hack your account to delete the messages before you saw them just to get relief. As well as spamming you and crashing your account. Ive lied and manipulated you to my own advantage.
	@iambatman hacked your account so I could say “I’m Batman” in chat about a thousand times throughout the day.
	@batman I hacked your account so I could do the same thing I did on batmans account
	@hulk I hacked your account because im hulk and I wanted to take over your account but in the end decided against it
	@shifulani I lost count how many times I hacked you, you would change your password multiple times a day… I just couldn’t resist the challenge.
	I know there is a lot more I have done, and I’ve only BEGUN to type out all the hell I’ve put OpenStudy through, but I can only type so much, I will continue this apology, as I’ve basically only just started this.

jaynator495 · Answer

Added more to the apology... and still not anywhere near done...

elsa213 · Answer

Thank yew e.e

just_one_last_goodbye · Answer

I say we ban him :D

jaynator495 · Answer

^ I agree

just_one_last_goodbye · Answer

WAIT!!

thesmartone · Answer

If we ban Jay, then we're going to have to ban you too JOLG. ;)

just_one_last_goodbye · Answer

Before we ban @Jaynator495 e.e I say we ban the Dan

pooja195 · Answer

He is trying to change. Give him one last chance @just_one_last_goodbye

thesmartone · Answer

Birds of the same feather flock together ;)

just_one_last_goodbye · Answer

The boy threatened me that he was going to hack my account o-o

jaynator495 · Answer

http://prntscr.com/99nf10 o.o thats a lot of viewers...

pooja195 · Answer

My account was hacked 73 times and im not mad. Let's get over the hacking.

just_one_last_goodbye · Answer

not if you have owl bucks that can be easily transferred ^_^

just_one_last_goodbye · Answer

WAIT!!! :D

just_one_last_goodbye · Answer

I GOT A NEW IDEA <3

just_one_last_goodbye · Answer

~starts making post~

elsa213 · Answer

If pooja can forgive... then we all can forgive :D

jigglypuff314 · Answer

"telling Preetha every last thing you did wrong and nothing right"

*blinks* - I did things wrong?
I would like to know - cuz I wasn't aware of this xP

anyways, apologies accepted by me a least ^_^
I hope you turn your amazing coding skills to benefit OpenStudy more in the future :D

jaynator495 · Answer

jolg, btw, i saw your message about getting hacked in that one chat the other day

jaynator495 · Answer

"telling Preetha every last thing you did wrong and nothing right"

*blinks* - I did things wrong?
I would like to know - cuz I wasn't aware of this xP

anyways, apologies accepted by me a least ^_^
I hope you turn your amazing coding skills to benefit OpenStudy more in the future :D

Nothing... I was lying to preetha about it 99% of the time /sigh

kendricklamar2014 · Answer

I forgive you Jay. I say we all should forgive him. Having the guts to confess all of the wrong things you did to all these users and make them into a post. That takes courage. :)

malcolmmcswain · Answer

Jay, I had no idea you hacked my account... When did you do that... And what did you do?

Nevertheless, I completely forgive you because of how mature you were to come out and formally apologize...

We're cool, jay ;)

jaynator495 · Answer

^a couple weeks ago? I spammed math chat with your account ._. unless im mistaken if you check your email you should see a suspension notice ._.

malcolmmcswain · Answer

Oh yeah... I remember that... I got my first suspension and I didn't know why ._.

jaynator495 · Answer

sorry about that ._.

malcolmmcswain · Answer

However, I agree with Ken...

I think we should all forgive him, because he is one of us nonetheless and we are a community. OpenStudy is what brings us together, not pulls us apart.

kendricklamar2014 · Answer

I was wondering why I got 5+ warnings when I logged in to my email.....

anonymous · Answer

was that you hacking me today?

anonymous · Answer

I keep getting suspended ugh :(....ty jay...im on a alt

pooja195 · Answer

He stopped

anonymous · Answer

it was annoying though, but that blinky screen thing was a hack?

pooja195 · Answer

No.

anonymous · Answer

What was it?

pooja195 · Answer

idk it wasn't him hacking 100%sure

alexandervonhumboldt2 · Answer

it wasn't haking

anonymous · Answer

ah okay thanks.....Jay spamming wasn't the only thing you did, but who am i to bring that up, past is past, all is forgiven.....

vickyisthesmartone123 · Answer

WHOA!

jagr2713 · Answer

Wow you guys really want to be apologized to :/

♪chibiterasu · Answer

$\color{#0cbb34}{\text{Originally Posted by}}$ @Jaynator495 http://prntscr.com/99nf10 o.o thats a lot of viewers... $\color{#0cbb34}{\text{End of Quote}}$ |dw:1449103155138:dw|

jaynator495 · Answer

LOL

vickyisthesmartone123 · Answer

I LOVE NICKY JAM

anonymous · Answer

Using your hacking skills to break into peoples accounts? Keep going down that road buddy and you'll be the internets worst black hat hacker. I accept your apology even though I always thought you were pretty cool. It dissapoints me, though, that you would do all of that mess. :(

thesmartone · Answer

uhhhhhhhhhh lol

anonymous · Answer

XD

jaynator495 · Answer

._>

eclipsedstar · Answer

I knew there was something fishy with what happened before with my messages e_e
At least my account is ok from the spamming you did to me before :P

Apology accepted. This has been a wild up-and-down-and-loop-de-loop roller coaster (especially our more recent conversations). But every ride has an ending. It's your choice whether to go and ride again or stay off. I'm glad you're choosing the better option. It may take time for me to get you a clean slate again, but I'll forgive you and give you a chance to change for the better. 

Now, I wonder if the devs have an IP cleaning program. Cleaning all the users' crossed IP's out seems like a good idea to me right now. Hehe.

rvc · Answer

@Jaynator495 I truly believe that you are awesome by nature n you never wanted to hurt anyone personally.


m happy to have you back with us with a new change of mind
thanks to @pooja195 :)

the_ocean_girl · Answer

You used my OS to spam.... -.-

sleepyjess · Answer

I still forgive you, but don't trust you

alexandervonhumboldt2 · Answer

jay, conqurer is a quite bad guy, he like tso spammed my post, started and an argument.