This is the first song I ever wrote. I was told by the person who stopped me from ruining my life said "when you're in extreme agonizing pain write a song." This was also the first song I ever played live.
The song is called
Smile (I Swear I'm Not Okay)

Question

This is the first song I ever wrote. I was told by the person who stopped me from ruining my life said "when you're in extreme agonizing pain write a song." This was also the first song I ever played live. 
The song is called
Smile (I Swear I'm Not Okay)

a_burning_masquerade · Answer

Smile (I Swear I'm Not Okay)
Sad Acoustic song by David Masquerade 

Verse 1:
I hurt to make sure I'm still human 
While alive I'm terrified of everything 
because I screw up and I can't take it
My life is subject to a nightmare project 
I'm scared of what will come in the future 
I don't want to stand on my own
Please stop smiling 
I swear I'm not okay 
I need help

Chorus:
I lock myself in the bathroom 
just so I can cry in peace
While being so frightened of the world 
I'm so scared 
I want to survive but I don't know how
This may be the end of an era
For my life I'm scared

Verse 2:
I bleed just to make sure I'm still alive 
It's scary being human inside
Is being emotional really worth it
Worth every last step of pain
Because my pain digs deeper in my bones 
It burrows into my very being
I'm so scared

*whisper*
Save me from this nightmare

Chorus:
I lock myself in the bathroom 
just so I can cry in peace
While being so frightened of the world 
I'm so scared 
I want to survive but I don't know how
This may be the end of an era
For my life I'm scared

Hook:
I feel like a walking zombie
Terrible person but cares for everything 
I never raised a fist to anyone
I love everyone
No matter how much they hate me
I'm so scared 
Just take me away please

*sings softly*
I'm so scared but I'm living
Even though I feel like no one is there
I still have music to make me feel better
Than what I feel like now.

*big instrumentals breaks out*

Chorus 2.0:
Even though I've been so scared 
I have the person who saved me
I will survive this pain
It is my destiny to overcome this nightmare 
Of resentment from others
It's time to break free and live like 
I was meant to
I owe you everything

*old style static radio talking*
Big news story today 
A Burning Masquerade new front runner 
David Masquerade has become a new person
He now lives to be with all loved ones.
He'll spend every free moment with
friends and family.
David loves the world and is terrified to live on it. 
But he wants to.
It is his home.
It is his life.

alexacarson987 · Answer

im a fast reader lol anyways good job wuteva ur name is XD im srry can never learn ur name im just like jaxton

a_burning_masquerade · Answer

@AnonyMouse2015, @-SpencerBraz-, @4everaddicted2anime, @Atsie, @autumnm, @chainedecho, @desmarie, @drawwithapurpose, @HyperPiper, ilovebmth1234, @islandchick60, @skatergirl147, @Jack_Prism

a_burning_masquerade · Answer

David, Dave, or Davie @Alexacarson987

4everaddicted2anime · Answer

This is good. Like really good

hyperpiper · Answer

Hmm. It is good.

autumnm · Answer

i love it ... its amazing

cloverloveee16 · Answer

This song is amazing !!!! I love it :)

jamye · Answer

Nice o.o