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Hey guys, Disclaimer: This can be a sensative topic for some people. But anyways what do you think. Its some more expressionism for english

My mind, poisoned. Darkness reaching every corner,My head swarmed with guilt and my heart filled with pain...It might be easy to give up but its even harder to keep pushing through. My thoughts, constantly tearing me apart, Im so lost and confused. But mostly angry with myself, Wish i can go back and change everything. Become a better person, save some friends along the way. This life can kick you in the a** sometimes butIt can be good other days, Its hard to even say that. My life is nothing but flashbacks and trauma. No one knows what I go through. Im just so good at hiding it no one ever stops to notice.But i kinda just got used to it, Being numb isnt new to me. I know this ounds pathetic and like im fishing for attention, but depression is real... These words come from the heart not from the internet. Remember that. Remember me when im gone.