I'm just writing form the top of my head . It's not really a poem or anything . I guess you can say it's a POV type of thing. Any kind of feedback is fine . I know it's kinda sad, but uh that's my head for you lmao .

When people see you they see you they see this hilarious person that has all the friends in the world. All you ever do is laugh and smile. Telling people jokes and making them feel better about things. Nobody ever takes you serious so anytime you try to really talk about things they just laugh and so do you .One day you're talking to some of your friends about who knows who best. One of them says aloud that they know you better then anyone . You simply say that nobody really knows you, they just know the image they set for you. Your "bestfriend" since your childhood not believing you says "Ok then . Show us who you really are then" So everyday after that you start wearing different clothes, talking less, distancing yourself, and smiling less. After you start doing these things all your friends start staying away from you, and in some cases making fun of you . Maybe even bullying you . Your childhood "bestfriend" comes up to you and says "you were right . I don't know you" and pours her drink on you . You change your clothes then walk to class not caring as if nothing happened . Everyone starts whispering and staring as soon as you walk in . You go home to the usual . Your parents are arguing and you just lock yourself in your room . Your mom calls you for dinner, but of course you don't eat . You ask to leave the table and they let you so you go back into your room. You lock yourself in your room once again and you just cry. You cry and cry until you simply can't cry anymore , but you do it silently so nobody bothers you. You g to school the next week , and everything repeats . You go home Friday night and sit on the floor in front of the door crying contemplating whether life is worth it or not. It is at this point that you realize how alone you are.

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I'm just writing form the top of my head . It's not really a poem or anything . I guess you can say it's a POV type of thing. Any kind of feedback is fine . I know it's kinda sad, but uh that's my head for you lmao .

When people see you they see you they see this hilarious person that has all the friends in the world. All you ever do is laugh and smile. Telling people jokes and making them feel better about things. Nobody ever takes you serious so anytime you try to really talk about things they just laugh and so do you .One day you're talking to some of your friends about who knows who best. One of them says aloud that they know you better then anyone . You simply say that nobody really knows you, they just know the image they set for you. Your "bestfriend" since your childhood not believing you says "Ok then . Show us who you really are then" So everyday after that you start wearing different clothes, talking less, distancing yourself, and smiling less. After you start doing these things all your friends start staying away from you, and in some cases making fun of you . Maybe even  bullying you . Your childhood "bestfriend" comes up to you and says "you were right . I don't know you" and pours her drink on you . You change your clothes then walk to class not caring as if nothing happened . Everyone starts whispering and staring as soon as you walk in . You go home to the usual . Your parents are arguing and you just lock yourself in your room . Your mom calls you for dinner, but of course you don't eat . You ask to leave the table and they let you so you go back into your room. You lock yourself in your room once again and you just cry. You cry and cry until you simply can't cry anymore , but you do it silently so nobody bothers you. You g to school the next week , and everything repeats . You go home Friday night and sit on the floor in front of the door crying contemplating whether life is worth it or not.  It is at this point that you realize how alone you are.

BabydollBlake · Answer

It's bad how much I relate to this. I have yet to find someone who shares this pain. But it will get better with time!

Quiiiii · Answer

You know you can come to me anytime . Much love

idekanymore14 · Answer

Thanks . but I'm okay . Just writing ofc

Quiiiii · Answer

hm

snowflake0531 · Answer

hmmm, there's a quote among the lines of 
as i tried to please everyone else, i lost myself. When i tried to find myself back, I lost everyone

something among the lines of that

snowflake0531 · Answer

nvmd, it's
I lost myself trying to please everyone, now i'm losing everyone while trying to find myself

idekanymore14 · Answer

yeah . ik that quote .

DADDYROXY · Answer

damn I  kinda of relate to this

DADDYROXY · Answer

its sad yk

Quiiiii · Answer

$\color{#0cbb34}{\text{Originally Posted by}}$ @snowflake0531
nvmd, it's
I lost myself trying to please everyone, now i'm losing everyone while trying to find myself
$\color{#0cbb34}{\text{End of Quote}}$
that is very understandable

snowflake0531 · Answer

yes, it is a nice quote

CuteTeddyUwU · Answer

♡♡♡♡♡♡
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idekanymore14 · Answer

Thank you all . Yes ik it's sad, but that's the POV that came to mind .