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Astrid1:

I'm afraid to say anything. A word. A noise. Because I know what'll happen. It always happens. I'm never right, regardless of who I am as a person. I cant stand being alone. Yet, I barely answer my phone. You've set me to be afraid to say the wrong thing. I'm too self concious now. Now you've broken me. No way out. Now I know love never existed. Just a word in the dictionary. Useless as always. Can't change who they are. Can't tell them their mistakes. Or youll be the mistake. Accidents happen. But you were a pure accident. You never belonged here. Love comes and goes. Better yet, it never stays. Dont pay attention to what they say. Theyll never know what goes on behind the scenes. (behind the scenes)

laylasnii13:

YASSS QUEEN !!

Astrid1:

If you walk away, you don't belong with them anymore. If you become closer, you just meet the real them. Someone there, is also hurt. But you can't see or tell. They cover it up like you behind that face of makeup. Or that beauty filter that makes you more self concious. Nobody know's the real you, and they never will. Because you're too afraid to speak.

laylasnii13:

I feel you

Astrid1:

Yeah..

Astrid1:

Mhm, I've sorta been like this my whole life but cover it up for the sake of others.

laylasnii13:

I was depressed all the time i feel you i cover my pain up as well

Astrid1:

cuz Im afraid if I get caught, id get in trouble for everything I do wrong, instead of what good Im doing. Idek how to be open with others anymore.

laylasnii13:

@astrid1 wrote:
cuz Im afraid if I get caught, id get in trouble for everything I do wrong, instead of what good Im doing. Idek how to be open with others anymore.
me either that is why i wrote a song called heartbroken and people who read it understood my pain u feel me

Astrid1:

Yeah, I guess everyone connects in odd ways. But eventually everyones there because they understand.

kaleighh533:

@astrid1 wrote:
cuz Im afraid if I get caught, id get in trouble for everything I do wrong, instead of what good Im doing. Idek how to be open with others anymore.
faith idk what to say except ik exactly what ur going through its like theyll look over all the good youve done and look at you for your mistakes but if one does not make mistakes how will we learn and ppl dont get that its hard to express urself to sum1 who you might think will judge you or not care at all not having sum1 to tlk to can way everything on you bcs it just feels like so many emotions r built up inside you and theirs nothing u can do about it but cry or take it out on other ppl with anger so we just put a brave face on and pretend to be happy but sometimes thats hard to do when ur broke inside... (spoke from the heart)

roxymuret:

YESSS GIRL

yarieliz:

this is so good gurl. i feel connected.

NoodlesAndRiceYT:

I love it!! ah its just so good

Astrid1:

Yeah, it's like they forget the real us and go for appearance. It's hard to act okay when your not.

Astrid1:

Tyhank u both

JasOfficial:

i like it, it speaks out to me

Astrid1:

Ty <3

TETSXPREME:

Awesome i luv it o:

Astrid1:

cx I do tew o: tytyty <3

Darfangel:

Noice @ASTRID *^____^*

Astrid1:

tyty <3

Darfangel:

@darfangel wrote:
Noice @ASTRID *^____^*
not astrid i mean astrid 1

Astrid1:

It's ite, lmao.

Floo:

status of mind

Astrid1:

;0

itzurgirlhay:

wow thats relatable

Astrid1:

Yeah o;

axie:

My dad said this morning, the best time to stand up is when you know your weak, that way you know that some one else is there to help.d

Cyber:

love it

Cyber:

good job astrid

Astrid1:

@axie wrote:
My dad said this morning, the best time to stand up is when you know your weak, that way you know that some one else is there to help.d
Interesting o;

Astrid1:

Ty ty cyb.

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