Question

Here is a letter I wrote in my Notebook. For security reasons, I've switched up names, but otherwise, it's the same. It's based on very strong emotions and feelings I'm having.:

Hey Notebook,

I have a major question...Why even bother? I don’t understand why they continue to help me, or why they haven’t given up on me yet? I’m literally USELESS, I do nothing right and “contribute nothing to the family”. According to Asahi, I’m ugly, and don’t bring anything to the table, so I’m going to die alone with cats. According to Keiko, I’m ugly, contribute nothing to anybody, useless, retarded, and I’m a “f a g g o t”. I seriously don’t understand why Cousin Chiasa and Cousin Daiki haven’t given up on me. And the reason I don’t even try? Well, that’s because I’ve heard them say some pretty messed up stuff about us and things that make me not feel part of this family. And I don’t like talking to them about anything because as soon as I exit the room, it’s like Twitter on their family group-chat. Anyways, Ti’l next time.

-Useless Evil <3 .

I have more, it's written on inkiit under the title "Letters From A "Messed Up Teen"

Answer 1

There were some very strong words that got censored btw

Answer 2

Is this supposed to be about Tanaka??? XD

Answer 3

It's from my personal experiences and emotions

Answer 4

But the names are from Haikyuu.

Answer 5

I used 1 Haikyuu name, the rest are not.

Answer 6

But you said Kyoko and Asahi, thats 2. But great job!

Answer 7

Keiko, it's a totally different meaning.

Answer 8

Keiko means "Happy Child" Kyoko means "Mirror"