Question

I posted a bit of this before and it's almost about finished

I just need an answer to my questions
Tell me how to feel
I just wanna feel a damn connection
How should I feel?
When nothing’s even real

You know I thought you were worth the pain
And I’ve realized now that you only caused it
With you I can’t get over the next damn lane
So you just gotta know, if you wanted that, you lost it
Now I don’t gotta spend my nights
Worrying over you
Waiting, no suicide cries
For help, I got nothing to lose

I can’t understand how easy it must be
How so damn easy it was
To get up and leave me
That’s really not love, it’s what it does
At least now I’m feeling
Something besides eternal numb

I can’t keep calling for you
If you’re gonna gaslight me now
It’s a little hard not to feel so used
You can cry, you got cast out
At least there was a reason
I’m not trying to get even
I caught you like a disease and
Sickness don’t last forever
I think I’m ready to get better
My trust in you is severed
And now you can’t blame me
I’m slightly sorry, I’m just happy to be free

Give you time
I got my peace
I won’t get in line
Let it decrease
I committed no crime
You treat me like my heart is for lease

You gotta know I can’t live with this too
And when it comes down to it, I would really rather miss you
Because if something’s missing it’s respect
So I don’t know what you thought to expect
But I’m not coming around anytime soon
I would rather be anywhere but this room

I’m not spending my days suffering
Head full of the things you said
We’re a broken record; there’s no buffering
I’d won’t spend any more time wishing I was dead

Answer 1

This is pretty good, keep up the good work! <3

Answer 2

Love it Ally 💙

Answer 3

Wow

Answer 4

Nice job!

Answer 5

Sweet!

Answer 6

thats cool