Question

I like describing feelings, so here.
Take it or leave it.

(LONG ?Poem?)







Have you ever been hurt, reader?

Like emotionally?

When this sickening feeling arises from your tummy to your chest, and for some odd reason you think you feel it in your heart?

The sickening feeling engulfing you whole?

And no matter what you do, you can watch t.v, play games, read, sleep, etc, but it doesn't go away?

Is it hurting? Or is it just an unfamiliar feeling?

Or is it irritating, so you do something stupid to stop it...?

But it never helps. Nothing does.

Cause that person left a hole in your heart, and it cannot be filled.

No matter what you do.

It hurts, it makes you weep burning hot tears, stinging your eyes, making your cheeks feel like plastic.

Making your eyes that were once a natural white with your beautiful orbs of color, now glossy and red.

The tired feeling taking over you.

But you can't sleep, the tears are now soaking the fabric of your shirt, pillow, sleeves. But you can't stop it, your eyes now swollen and half shut. Nose runny and cold. Your breathing ragged. But the tears you thought had run out keep going like a leaky faucet yet to be fixed.

The heartache.

The feeling in your chest makes you unable to gasp for air, even if your lungs are begging for it.

The way your hands involuntary shake as you are reminded they're not coming back, no matter how much you beg the universe.

They'll never come back for you.

The painful memories.

They render in your head like flooded cities, yes you may rebuild the fallen towers their flood tore town, but it'll never be the same.

They left an imprint on you, you may regret loving them, you may not. But it hurts. So much.

The pain is unbearable.

But it isn't physical.

It can't be healed with medicine, patches, or band-aids.

But there tend to be unhealthy methods, that can make you numb for a bit, but the next hour or maybe even day, it comes back.

You'll never forget the hole they left in your heart.



It'll remain there, forever. Whether you like it or not.

For its pain hurts the worst.

You can move on, but you'll never forget.

And that is just the sad, cold, ruthless truth.

-chris/bee

Answer 1

I like it :0 gj

Answer 2

Thanks m8 :]

Answer 3

I like it. It’s good

Answer 4

ty <3