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If God cared why he doing this to me,
Pain, Abusive, Sorrow, Deaths, Suicide,Drugs,Insomnia

If God cared why he take away everything that means the most to me,

If God cared and he knew I needed them and still do why are they gone?

If God knew I need them why did he take them,

If God knew this was to happened then why he make me go through the pain,

If God knew the pain I feel then why doesn't he heard my screams,

If God knew the screams I would scream then why does he just sit there and watch me go through the pain of the nightmares that replay in my head everytime I close my eyes,

If he knew the screams and the tears that come then why does he just stand by and hear my screams and walk away,

If God knew then why doesn't he help me when I reach for him to save me and I end up dying inside myself,

If God knew I was dying inside and just stood there listening to my pleases, screams,tears,and shouts,

If God knew the pain then why all I care about is being dead and wanting to end every pain I feel inside that's locked away from this world,

If God knew the way I would lock away every emotions and that wounds me and makes me go deeper into darkness,

If God cared then why isnt he saving me from the hurt and pain I'm feeling inside?

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If God cared why he doing this to me,
Pain, Abusive, Sorrow, Deaths, Suicide,Drugs,Insomnia 
 
If God cared why he take away everything that means the most to me,
 
If God cared and he knew I needed them and still do why are they gone?

If God knew I need them why did  he take them,

If God knew this was to happened then why he make me go through the pain,
    
If God knew the pain I feel then why doesn't he heard my screams,
   
 If God knew the screams I would scream then why does he just sit there and watch me go through the pain of the nightmares that replay in my head everytime I close my eyes,
   
If he knew the screams and the tears that come then why does he just stand by and hear my screams and walk away,
      
If God knew then why doesn't he help me when I reach for him to save me and I end up dying inside myself,
      
If  God knew I was dying inside and just stood there listening to my pleases, screams,tears,and shouts,
      
If God knew the pain then why all I care about is being dead and wanting to end every pain I feel inside that's locked away from this world,
     
 If God knew the way I would lock away every emotions and that wounds me and makes me go deeper into darkness,
    
  If God cared then why isnt he saving me from the hurt and pain I'm feeling inside?

Fortish · Answer

Yo this hits hard, hope what ever is going on gets better! Other then that, keep it up Nasyy!<3

forgetmylife · Answer

@fortish wrote:

Yo this hits hard, hope what ever is going on gets better! Other then that, keep it up Nasyy!<3

Thank you forties💞

Fortish · Answer

@forgetmylife wrote:

@fortish wrote:

Yo this hits hard, hope what ever is going on gets better! Other then that, keep it up Nasyy!<3

Thank you forties💞

Yw : )

letsnot · Answer

um okay i see this talent
anyways... 
dont blame God...
why i say this is because honestly its not Him who did this to you
You probably let something toxic happen in your life and now u have to feel the pain
WHy would God do that to you?
He gave you life, earth and so much more... Are you not thankful for that? 
I feel like a lot of teens just blame things that dont make sense. So yea... 
Or you prob never read Bible.... 
Maybe God is testing you LMAOOOOO

forgetmylife · Answer

@letsnot wrote:

um okay i see this talent anyways... dont blame God... why i say this is because honestly its not Him who did this to you You probably let something toxic happen in your life and now u have to feel the pain WHy would God do that to you? He gave you life, earth and so much more... Are you not thankful for that? I feel like a lot of teens just blame things that dont make sense. So yea... Or you prob never read Bible.... Maybe God is testing you LMAOOOOO

Yeah it’s my fault thank you as well for the laughter. You assume but don’t know anything. Thank you for your feedback.

letsnot · Answer

@forgetmylife wrote:

@letsnot wrote:

um okay i see this talent anyways... dont blame God... why i say this is because honestly its not Him who did this to you You probably let something toxic happen in your life and now u have to feel the pain WHy would God do that to you? He gave you life, earth and so much more... Are you not thankful for that? I feel like a lot of teens just blame things that dont make sense. So yea... Or you prob never read Bible.... Maybe God is testing you LMAOOOOO

Yeah it’s my fault thank you as well for the laughter. You assume but don’t know anything. Thank you for your feedback.

HAHA, what else you want to hear? You never read the Bible and you are blaming God? Maybe read JOb? He passed through worser crap then you.... You is unthankful child, damn.

forgetmylife · Answer

@letsnot wrote:

@forgetmylife wrote:

@letsnot wrote:

um okay i see this talent anyways... dont blame God... why i say this is because honestly its not Him who did this to you You probably let something toxic happen in your life and now u have to feel the pain WHy would God do that to you? He gave you life, earth and so much more... Are you not thankful for that? I feel like a lot of teens just blame things that dont make sense. So yea... Or you prob never read Bible.... Maybe God is testing you LMAOOOOO

Yeah it’s my fault thank you as well for the laughter. You assume but don’t know anything. Thank you for your feedback.

HAHA, what else you want to hear? You never read the Bible and you are blaming God? Maybe read JOb? He passed through worser crap then you.... You is unthankful child, damn.

I honestly don’t care, again you’re just talking. Perhaps you should shut up, you don’t know anything nor have the slightest clue to what I am speaking of.

letsnot · Answer

@forgetmylife wrote:

@letsnot wrote:

@forgetmylife wrote:

@letsnot wrote:

um okay i see this talent anyways... dont blame God... why i say this is because honestly its not Him who did this to you You probably let something toxic happen in your life and now u have to feel the pain WHy would God do that to you? He gave you life, earth and so much more... Are you not thankful for that? I feel like a lot of teens just blame things that dont make sense. So yea... Or you prob never read Bible.... Maybe God is testing you LMAOOOOO

Yeah it’s my fault thank you as well for the laughter. You assume but don’t know anything. Thank you for your feedback.

HAHA, what else you want to hear? You never read the Bible and you are blaming God? Maybe read JOb? He passed through worser crap then you.... You is unthankful child, damn.

I honestly don’t care, again you’re just talking. Perhaps you should shut up, you don’t know anything nor have the slightest clue to what I am speaking of.

oh what happened to you? did you get raped? seen your mother die infront of your eyes? bullied in school or have no roof under your head? or u voted for Biden who messed everything up... girl... something wrong with you maybe you depressed cuz a guy cheated on you... and i think ik why... he dont like your depressed looks do u have no friends or food to eat or you broke and im surpised you sitting on this website... hunny you need a therapist

letsnot · Answer

now i for sure Know that you wont make it to heaven 
Like God will want a depressed ungreatful child like you 
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

dochki · Answer

@letsnot wrote:

now i for sure Know that you wont make it to heaven Like God will want a depressed ungreatful child like you 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

PREACH GIRLLL we got so much unchristian girls heren that blame God lmaoooo

letsnot · Answer

talk to me about it

dochki · Answer

oh nvm @letsnot she maybe was talking about some Indian god or something else...

letsnot · Answer

hahaha fo sho

Nothnxx · Answer

who knows even god exists or not?

dochki · Answer

honestly, she should blame someone else and the poem will sound better... But just blaming God for something like that... nah, she got to visit Sunday school or something...

forgetmylife · Answer

Literally shut up

xxemilianaxx · Answer

@letsnot wrote:

now i for sure Know that you wont make it to heaven Like God will want a depressed ungreatful child like you 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

And neither are you going to heaven cus God don't like no rude children like u

letsnot · Answer

@dochki wrote:

@forgetmylife depressed fat bich 😜

haha

Nothnxx · Answer

@dochki wrote:

honestly, she should blame someone else and the poem will sound better... But just blaming God for something like that... nah, she got to visit Sunday school or something...

mind ur own business

xxemilianaxx · Answer

😂 yall sum little kids talking on the net like u big and bad

dochki · Answer

@nothnxx u too

xxemilianaxx · Answer

I hope both u get banned

Nothnxx · Answer

@dochki wrote:

@nothnxx u too

wow lol but ok

letsnot · Answer

fo sho
i see depressed kids online tryina express them selves ok i see how that is

letsnot · Answer

isnt this a shcool website or somehting

dochki · Answer

ya.... i see how it is

xxemilianaxx · Answer

@letsnot wrote:

fo sho i see depressed kids online tryina express them selves ok i see how that is

It's not that nor do you know anything. It's better you keep your thoughts to urself hun

forgetmylife · Answer

You know what, bye.

dochki · Answer

Byeeeeeee!

letsnot · Answer

Glad to see you going

Nothnxx · Answer

@forgetmylife wrote:

You know what, bye.

well ur poem was nice

letsnot · Answer

ya i wish you could change the word God... im fr gonna like it

xxemilianaxx · Answer

Bro literally shut up no one wants to hear ur sarcasm

dochki · Answer

ok @letsnot look at him

Nothnxx · Answer

@letsnot wrote:

ya i wish you could change the word God... im fr gonna like it

why dont u shut ur mouth instead of minding ur own business

letsnot · Answer

ya @dochki 🤣
i feel like i hit the kids squad

dochki · Answer

ppl here seem to be offended and crap
litterally

xxemilianaxx · Answer

I hate you children

letsnot · Answer

@xxemilianaxx wrote:

I hate you children

says the child himself

Nothnxx · Answer

retarded people

QuandaleDingle · Answer

Edit

dochki · Answer

doesnt it seems nice Letsnot?

Nothnxx · Answer

@letsnot wrote:

@xxemilianaxx wrote:

I hate you children

says the child himself

i think u got no life

letsnot · Answer

ofc

letsnot · Answer

@nothnxx wrote:

@letsnot wrote:

@xxemilianaxx wrote:

I hate you children

says the child himself

i think u got no life

ya like you got one but dont know how to live it

QuandaleDingle · Answer

@letsnot wrote:

@nothnxx wrote:

@letsnot wrote:

@xxemilianaxx wrote:

I hate you children

says the child himself

i think u got no life

ya like you got one but dont know how to live it

Mid tier comeback

letsnot · Answer

this is funny lmao

Nothnxx · Answer

@letsnot wrote:

@nothnxx wrote:

@letsnot wrote:

@xxemilianaxx wrote:

I hate you children

says the child himself

i think u got no life

ya like you got one but dont know how to live it

soon i will

letsnot · Answer

i didnt know ima touch the whole webiste with just one thing

letsnot · Answer

@nothnxx wrote:

@letsnot wrote:

@nothnxx wrote:

@letsnot wrote:

@xxemilianaxx wrote:

I hate you children

says the child himself

i think u got no life

ya like you got one but dont know how to live it

soon i will

hopefully

Nothnxx · Answer

@letsnot wrote:

@nothnxx wrote:

@letsnot wrote:

@nothnxx wrote:

@letsnot wrote:

@xxemilianaxx wrote:

I hate you children

says the child himself

i think u got no life

ya like you got one but dont know how to live it

soon i will

hopefully

hopefully you start minding ur own business

letsnot · Answer

@nothnxx wrote:

@letsnot wrote:

@nothnxx wrote:

@letsnot wrote:

@nothnxx wrote:

@letsnot wrote:

@xxemilianaxx wrote:

I hate you children

says the child himself

i think u got no life

ya like you got one but dont know how to live it

soon i will

hopefully

hopefully you start minding ur own business

ya all those talks🙄

Echofire · Answer

Cool, reminds me of the book of Job.

dochki · Answer

lets get going @letsnot?

letsnot · Answer

sure
and its true @echofire

QuandaleDingle · Answer

Your sinful soul is beyond salvation and you do not
know peace or pain, only the cold of repentance is
over, because your sins are greater than any
mission, the end is near, the ships of sin

Echofire · Answer

@letsnot we both might happen to be on most of the same page politically and theologically but maybe have some humility. Besides, if applicable here, everyone's walk with Christ a different journey, like character development.

Sailor · Answer

Dingle. No. Also, @letsnot just because someone is suffering doesn’t mean that they caused something bad in their life to happen. Some people suffer because of the way their parents live, some because of how things around them are, etc. Karma isn’t always the cause of things.

But yes, Nas I dearly hope you feel better and that things get better for you. ❤️

letsnot · Answer

@sailor wrote:

Dingle. No. Also, @letsnot just because someone is suffering doesn’t mean that they caused something bad in their life to happen. Some people suffer because of the way their parents live, some because of how things around them are, etc. Karma isn’t always the cause of things. But yes, Nas I dearly hope you feel better and that things get better for you. ❤️

i know and i understand but why blame God for something like that i couldve blamed Him too but honeslty its just a thing she needs to pass through yes she can blame others and i can join her and let those feel bad but blaming God like that i dont want to see that happen

QuandaleDingle · Answer

Fr

forgetmylife · Answer

Literally stop talking

dochki · Answer

yes, thats trueeeeee
why are you blaming God
he put u into this place
maybe he is trying to make somehting good at of youuuuu

forgetmylife · Answer

Do i care?

dochki · Answer

well if you dont care then stop posting crap like that

QuandaleDingle · Answer

Hole

forgetmylife · Answer

No you’re ugly

dochki · Answer

not as ugly as you🙄

forgetmylife · Answer

“She”

Fortish · Answer

I am dumb saying this ik, If "god" made "everything", who created him ;-;

letsnot · Answer

damn this ugly crap gon call my bestie ugly
wt f areyouuu

forgetmylife · Answer

Ok

QuandaleDingle · Answer

I don’t believe in god tbh

Fortish · Answer

@quandaledingle wrote:

I don’t believe in god tbh

Same xd

letsnot · Answer

@fortish its prob easier for you then, u dont need to blame something u dont even see 
ya know

Sharkattack123 · Answer

so much reading :C but its goood

QuandaleDingle · Answer

@letsnot wrote:

@fortish its prob easier for you then, u dont need to blame something u dont even see ya know

Once upon a time, the souls of your loved ones were forever cursed with an abomination, sorrow, and eternity because of your actions. They work with the slightest indifference left in their black hearts to make sure you join them

Sailor · Answer

Guys.. everyone has different beliefs. Stop forcing Christianity on others. 😭

Fortish · Answer

@sailor wrote:

Guys.. everyone has different beliefs. Stop forcing Christianity on others. 😭

^^ Listen 2 saily

letsnot · Answer

ik that too
i dont want to
lets say Muhamad or whoever he is
i dont care baout him and i dont put my business into that
but she talking about God who did soo much for me
i wonder why he didnt do that for her

dochki · Answer

@letsnot wrote:

ik that too i dont want to lets say Muhamad or whoever he is i dont care baout him and i dont put my business into that but she talking about God who did soo much for me i wonder why he didnt do that for her

oof🤣

XxAceyxX · Answer

Cool

forgetmylife · Answer

“She”

letsnot · Answer

dm lmaoooo

QuandaleDingle · Answer

Who is her

letsnot · Answer

anyways, i gtg but whatever
her title explain everything

QuestionCoveBot · Answer

This is really good Nas. Hits hard though. But hope things get better soon. ❤️

forgetmylife · Answer

@questioncovebot wrote:

This is really good Nas. Hits hard though. But hope things get better soon. ❤️

Thank you qcb and to others who fully understands me and my problems.

Shadow · Answer

I don't consider myself Christian but I once did. It's my understanding that the Christian perspective is that God puts people through trials in their life. Sometimes it can be incredibly difficult and hard, there are many examples in the Bible. It's difficult to understand why and it doesn't really make sense, but when you're dealing with a supernatural being, not everything will make complete sense.

If God controls life, and life has both good and bad, then is God bad for not removing all bad? What would life be without the bad? These are philosophical questions, but the main takeaway is that I think a Christian would tell you that God can help you through these times, if you have faith in them. That is why they are considered trials.

I'm sorry that these things have happened to you. But if there's any solace in this, maybe it's that God needed them home, and they're in heaven now.

forgetmylife · Answer

@shadow wrote:

I don't consider myself Christian but I once did. It's my understanding that the Christian perspective is that God puts people through trials in their life. Sometimes it can be incredibly difficult and hard, there are many examples in the Bible. It's difficult to understand why and it doesn't really make sense, but when you're dealing with a supernatural being, not everything will make complete sense. If God controls life, and life has both good and bad, then is God bad for not removing all bad? What would life be without the bad? These are philosophical questions, but the main takeaway is that I think a Christian would tell you that God can help you through these times, if you have faith in them. That is why they are considered trials. I'm sorry that these things have happened to you. But if there's any solace in this, maybe it's that God needed them home, and they're in heaven now.

Perhaps but everything is inevitable. Thank you shadow.

Shadow · Answer

You're welcome. I hope you have a good day and you feel better.

forgetmylife · Answer

@shadow wrote:

You're welcome. I hope you have a good day and you feel better.

I’ll try.

JaydenL · Answer

Nice poem I hope you have a good day and always know god does care about you I felt that way but then he changed my life so just try to give yourself good vibes only.

forgetmylife · Answer

Nah

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