Wrote this song hoping it'll explain some things.
Haha..
You think that you're then only one who was hurt at the end
But you're really not
I'm not the one who drove the knife in deeper after you stabbed me in the back
I was the one who still cared
I was the one who was shoved away because your feelings seemed to have disappeared through thin air
I'm done trying dawg, I really am
We had more bad days than we did good if I'm being honest
We didn't know how to communicate
And after you left that **** left me heartless
I really tried for you bro
I really gave my all
But the last time you'll ever see my face, was that last time we called.
I sat there crying and I didn't have no one to turn to
My own damn sista left me I was all alone
So I called up hermano, he decided to yell at me
He made me believe everything that I was thinking about was right
He stayed up with me all damn night
Told me the truth on how it really was
I shoulda Neva gave you a chance
Cuz most y'all females are the same
I told you I was different, I showed you that I was
But all of my crying on the phone must been nothing but a buzz
A buzz in your ear
That you're happy to get rid of
Tried to slit your own wrists then you ask why do I care?
I TOLD YOU I LOVED YOU AND I MEANT THAT
Unlike one of us when I said "forever and always" I actually meant this
It's prolly best you don't read this im not tryna start a fight
I just needa vent, and this is the only way I can do it right
Guess it's really kinda funny
Told me all these lies
"A promise is a promise" right?
Those are your words not mine.
I'm releasing you from all of them that you made now
I knew you didn't love me for a while I was looking for an explanation as to how..
I still have all those edits
I still got all those memories,
I hope you know that you'll never find someone who loved you like me
Yeah we had our fights and crap but I said I would always ride it out
My only condition was you'd stay around
But you had left now and j still got the ring
If you want it come pull up, I don't want a single reminder of anything
I'm tryna let go.. so this is my final goodbye
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laylapoisonous:
DAMNNNN This SH!T Is deep as hell I feel you Nate like fr And i Hope things get better for you and that you find happiness even in the darkest days I am Always here if you need to vent or just talk about anything Never let somebody make you heartless or cold Be Strong cause Ik that you are!!
Tbone:
@laylapoisonous wrote:
DAMNNNN This SH!T Is deep as hell I feel you Nate like fr And i Hope things get better for you and that you find happiness even in the darkest days I am Always here if you need to vent or just talk about anything Never let somebody make you heartless or cold Be Strong cause Ik that you are!!
Thanks lmao, I'm great tho ND she still has my heart she can keep it so I'ma be heartless from now on.. wish things woulda turned out differently. Thanks for reading t though it means a lot to me
NotLeiland:
You'll get thru this Nate, trust
In the mean time, I'm here if you need to talm
NotLeiland:
Talk**
Tbone:
@notleiland wrote:
You'll get thru this Nate, trust
In the mean time, I'm here if you need to talm
Yeah I always do I survived this long right? Lmao I'll see the sunshine again one day
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NotLeiland:
@tbone wrote:
@notleiland wrote:
You'll get thru this Nate, trust
In the mean time, I'm here if you need to talm
Yeah I always do I survived this long right? Lmao I'll see the sunshine again one day
Real
Dolphan:
I know your going through a hard time with this. And I am truly sorry that you are, you don't deserve this. She lost someone truly special, her loss man. She was just to caught up in sht that she realized she lost the one true person. If you ever need to talk or vent to, you know I am here. I love you, and I hope you realize that. I'm proud of you for coming out with this, that's a big step. I'm proud of you, okay? You've done a great job, and I know you'll continue to. Never give up, please.
pennalopee:
@dolphan wrote:
I know your going through a hard time with this. And I am truly sorry that you are, you don't deserve this. She lost someone truly special, her loss man. She was just to caught up in sht that she realized she lost the one true person. If you ever need to talk or vent to, you know I am here. I love you, and I hope you realize that. I'm proud of you for coming out with this, that's a big step. I'm proud of you, okay? You've done a great job, and I know you'll continue to. Never give up, please.
I do care who I lost he at really the kind of a person to be called special or anything to be honest glad I did lose him means we both moved on and can live with our lives and sht anyways thanks for taking me lol glad you did
pennalopee:
It doesn't hurt or anything because I moved on I ain't gonna be here as much just once in a while but I got a life and a man here with me so be happy with him and everything make sure you don't "break that heart"
pennalopee:
@tbone wrote:
@dolphan wrote:
I know your going through a hard time with this. And I am truly sorry that you are, you don't deserve this. She lost someone truly special, her loss man. She was just to caught up in sht that she realized she lost the one true person. If you ever need to talk or vent to, you know I am here. I love you, and I hope you realize that. I'm proud of you for coming out with this, that's a big step. I'm proud of you, okay? You've done a great job, and I know you'll continue to. Never give up, please.
I love you too babygirl, you know me I'll never give up I'ma keep on fighting even after I die. you're going through a hard time toow and I'm here for you, I really am. Big step? Nah she acting like she tryna have a poems battle then finna write a new poem "my new lover" once I called her out on it. It is what it is lol, but I'm happy with you and yk I miss you
And nate just because I made a poem for someone doesn't mean I can't do it or anything and you want to be saying "that's why yo mama did what she did" at I got that in my life but ye thanks lol
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Tbone:
Pennalopee, right now stop. She's under enough stress as it is
pennalopee:
@tbone wrote:
Yeah well I know that. But she's more of my priority than u right now
That's good for you man lol
ddog:
Yall should prolly take this to dms or sum
ddog:
@tbone wrote:
Right XD
So like go to dms ight bro
Tbone:
Besides Penelope past this past you can't do nothing to change it can't do nothing to take it back I don't understand what your point is and you're fighting you're losing better honestly can't fight against somebody who doesn't care after this I'm not responding about what appreciate it if you deleted all of your comments because they are spam please and thank you
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pennalopee:
@tbone wrote:
I sa I said okay I will stop for now just please tell me later there's a difference a big difference
You never did stop yes you said it but never did stop
pennalopee:
@tbone wrote:
Besides Penelope past this past you can't do nothing to change it can't do nothing to take it back I don't understand what your point is and you're fighting you're losing better honestly can't fight against somebody who doesn't care after this I'm not responding about what appreciate it if you deleted all of your comments because they are spam please and thank you
Im good they will stay there
MidniteSunny:
ong nate spittin, gj buddy
Tbone:
@midnitesunny wrote:
ong nate spittin, gj buddy
Thank you vimi, imyyyy hope you're doing well Roxy says hi