Question

I have a free write venting poem about a recent breakup of mine that hurt, a lot. Positive comments only.

I still remember the night
The night you asked the question
"What if I kissed you?"
I was so happy
I thought I finally found the one
You treated me so, so good
I felt safe
Secure
I felt warmth with you
I felt like I could be myself
Like I could laugh
And cry with you.
I did.
Plenty of times.
I'm going through the pictures
Videos of you reassuring me
Screenshots of us on videocall
The memories.
How can I forget the memories?
Those were the best 4 months of my life
You don't know how bad, I am hurting, I don't know how bad you're hurting.
I'm in pain, and you're in pain haha..
You finally moved on, we finally moved on.
You will never know how I felt about you, and I won't know how you felt about me.
I finally felt like, someone loved me
I felt like, I could be myself with someone
But now I feel like, you never loved me, or I never loved you..
I feel like, we could still make it out of this.
I feel like we could change and come back..
But your never coming back, you left, we both did.
I love you, I really do, and nothing, nor anyone can change that about you.

I hope you have a good future, and I hope you can make something out of it.
I hope you find a genuine lover.
Someone who really cares for you, the way I did, possibly better.
I love you..
Goodbye.

Answer 1

Y did that make me cry

Answer 2

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