Question

What should I name this song I just finished writing?

You live on perfect paradise
But I'm on the darker side
Will it get better when I'm older
And will I ever stop the world from caving in
Sleepless nights are getting colder
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was you

You won't see me fall apart
Waiting every single day
My hair turns gray
How much longer will it take
I was ready yesterday
It's the morning and the sun is finally put
I'm searching and searching
I can barely breathe
Spent the last 5 dollars on those silver chains
You took the best
And I took the friends

Yeah we were those things almost every damn day
We thought it those words would never fade
Now I'm cleaning up my childhood room
And thirteenth creeping up on 32
The necklace is still hanging where it was
No I didn't lose that but I lost track of us
Yeah we grew up and moved and drifted apart
But I'm still holding on
To half a broken heart
Your the only one who fixed the pieces I've broke
I guess that I forgot I had a choice
I let you push me past the breaking point
I stood for nothing but now
I got up but won't let you bring me down
Why does the truth hurt the ones that need it most
Why is her memory haunting me like a never ending ghost
Mirrors show the sadness
Depending into madness
No one cares cuz
I'm a walking dead man
You've always been a bad decision
But why do I want you

All my tears are already cried
I'm the villain to you
And I would Pickleing hate me too
I'm a psycho Pickle
Imma wreck your Pickle
Cause of what you did
I wish I could have known back in the moment
One day I'd be sitting here hoping
That you'd finally walk back through my door
But now I’m going to sleep saying goodbye