I wrote this song a couple months ago, and I remembered the words. Anyone remember? The story behind the song is about two people and me(my ex bf, and my mom) about how we would fight a lot, and then they would act different with other people and the things that's I would do to myself. I've gotten better, but I still remember. Song Name: Broken Feeling or Two Faced You said no deal breakers But how you act says different You said nothing would change But its not the same Treat me like a disease Always throwin' shade Always telling me you love me Lyin' to my face Trying to hide the hate towards me Thinkin I can't tell But damn, you never really hid it well Lying, cheating, screaming, bleeding Hearts broke while we crush this feeling Maybe it's better this way You wouldn't go back change Both/Always} crying and cuttin' For no reason, 'cause we got this broken feeling Maybe it's better this way You wouldn't go back and change Yelling at everything I do Never really liked being around you Always acted different in front of people Made me think something was wrong with you Almost committed to being your daughter/girl Then you showed me the real you Always putting walls up, so I'd never disappoint you Lying. cheating, screaming, bleeding Hearts broke while we crush this feeling Maybe it's better this way You wouldn't go back and change Both/Always} crying and cutting (myself) 'cause we got this broken feeling Maybe it's better this way You wouldn't go back and change Oh, bridges burning Relationships ruined All because we didn't really work through it I knew I would change But i don't think you will All I know is, I would love to change it with you (Lying, cheating, screaming, bleeding...) x2 (I hate my life)
That's a really intense and emotional song. You can definitely feel the pain and betrayal, but also the journey of self-discovery and healing. The lyrics capture the complexity of those relationships and the mixed emotions so well. It's awesome to hear you're doing better now. If you ever want to chat more about it or need help with anything else, I've got your back.
thanks for your understanding @kamauri
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Should make it into a real song
Hard to imagine it being sung.. so sing it :D
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