Question

There's a lot on my mind a lot more than I can say almost every day inside my head and out I'm fighting a battle I cannot win. To be honest the pain I feel inside is like no other, it's a strong pain but stronger that all the other physical and mental pain I felt as I strive to find myself rather than helping others. It's hard being there for everybody but in the end it's worth it right? I thrive to live the life I dream of. Finding a family instead of being adopted left and right, after all I been through don't I deserve it? am I ever going to find a family that loves me for who I am? No instead I'm stuck with the voices of my dead mother father and siblings in my head saying it's all your fault Troy you should have stopped him, the voices of my siblings say ''you should have stopped dad'' and the voice of my mother says ''you should have stopped your father otherwise he wouldn't have killed us'' I only have 3 siblings left my twin brother Mayson whose in the hospital and my little sister Junyia who lives in Oklahoma wonder if they're happy hope one day I'll find happiness

Answer 1

cool man

Answer 2

just kidding its nice

Answer 3

Ok

Answer 4

coolio

Answer 5

Listen, Troy, let’s get one thing straight it is NOT your fault. I don’t care what those voices say. They’re lying to you, and you need to shut them the hell down. You were a kid! How the hell were you supposed to stop a grown-as.s man from doing what he did? That blame doesn’t belong to you. It NEVER did. And all this crap about you not finding happiness? Nah, screw that. You’ve been through hell, and you’re still here fighting. That takes guts. You’ve got every damn right to dream of a better life, to want a family that actually gives a damn about you. You deserve it all, and don’t let anybody, alive or dead, convince you otherwise. Those voices in your head? They don’t get to control you. They don’t get to decide your worth. You’re not their punching bag, and you’re not some scapegoat for their mistakes. So stop carrying their BS and focus on YOU. You’re still standing, and that means you’ve already won half the battle. Keep pushing, keep fighting, because you’re worth it, and anyone who says otherwise can shove it up their Salsa!!!!!!

Answer 6

oh no !

Answer 7

Nice job!

Answer 8

W

Answer 9

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