I’ve been having depression and hallucinations since I was 10 years old, it’s been 3 and a half years… and I never told my parents because I’ve always been a quiet kids… I’m hurting inside…

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xXAikoXx · Answer

I also feel like I’m alone in this world, I’ve grown to feel like nothing in my life matters, and I feel guilty about it!

xXAikoXx · Answer

This era of my life is so confusing I really don’t know what to do

xXAikoXx · Answer

Is life even real? Or is it just a simulation????

xXAikoXx · Answer

I just wanted to share this because I feel so disconnected…

Bot1 · Answer

yes life is real aiko. if you need someone to talk to, im here for ya

Bot1 · Answer

i feel your thoughts on depression too

xXAikoXx · Answer

@bot1 wrote:

yes life is real aiko. if you need someone to talk to, im here for ya

I feel like nobody is real, not even myself though…

Bot1 · Answer

just ttm in dms aiko

xXAikoXx · Answer

ok

Syrnn · Answer

@xxaikoxx wrote:

@bot1 wrote:

yes life is real aiko. if you need someone to talk to, im here for ya

I feel like nobody is real, not even myself though…

if I'm being honest, I feel that way too, like I mean it

Bot1 · Answer

same. ive felt ;ike tht for 6 years

Syrnn · Answer

I've felt like that for almost a year

Bot1 · Answer

im here to talk if you ever need me aiko

xXAikoXx · Answer

@syrnn wrote:

@xxaikoxx wrote:

@bot1 wrote:

yes life is real aiko. if you need someone to talk to, im here for ya

I feel like nobody is real, not even myself though…

if I'm being honest, I feel that way too, like I mean it

Yuh, I just feel like nothing is actually reality.. and I just thinking about that life isn’t possibly real makes me sad

Syrnn · Answer

@xxaikoxx wrote:

@syrnn wrote:

@xxaikoxx wrote:

@bot1 wrote:

yes life is real aiko. if you need someone to talk to, im here for ya

I feel like nobody is real, not even myself though…

if I'm being honest, I feel that way too, like I mean it

Yuh, I just feel like nothing is actually reality.. and I just thinking about that life isn’t possibly real makes me sad

the worst part about it is when you reach this point of conscience in your life, it's hard to recover if there is even a recovery, and especially when It feels like you're not able to experience as much because of the way that you feel, and you just feel disconnected from everybody

Bot1 · Answer

real

Bot1 · Answer

im not much of a talker, so im sorry if i didnt help at all :(

Syrnn · Answer

@bot1 wrote:

im not much of a talker, so im sorry if i didnt help at all :(

don't worry !!

Bot1 · Answer

alright.

Jasonisyours · Answer

Get better man

xXAikoXx · Answer

@jasonisyours wrote:

Get better man

Im not a man, this isn’t me on my profile picture-

xXAikoXx · Answer

But thank you!!

xXAikoXx · Answer

@jasonisyours

messs · Answer

do u like dinosaur cookies just a random question

xXAikoXx · Answer

@messs wrote:

do u like dinosaur cookies just a random question

Yes I do

messs · Answer

k, anyways when u have hallucinations what are they like

xXAikoXx · Answer

@messs wrote:

k, anyways when u have hallucinations what are they like

They’re like hallucinations in my mind… I just randomly start thinking about something bad… and I try to stop the thoughts, but then they just bother me for weeks

xXAikoXx · Answer

The I get like anxious and depressed I guess

xXAikoXx · Answer

And low self esteem

messs · Answer

do u meditate?

xXAikoXx · Answer

Nope

messs · Answer

how about trying to meditate for10 min before u go to sleep

messs · Answer

meditate: breathe in breathe out, and you don't need to think about anything in particular. 
You can do it with ur eyes closed and in any position u want.

SaltySuga · Answer

I pinky promise that its all just a simulation

xXAikoXx · Answer

@saltysuga wrote:

I pinky promise that its all just a simulation

Omg jungkook, and yeah I think it’s all just a simulation too

xXAikoXx · Answer

Thank you all so much for letting me share my story and trying to help me!

MaxTon · Answer

Ik things can be tough and sometimes you need help. Need someone or something to pick you up and get you back on track. None of us are medical professionals so we can't help you in that way. But if you need a shoulder to cry on I got u just open pms.