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I'm losing…

I'll never be okay, no matter how much I try… and trust me, I've tried… for years since I was 6.
This world never wanted me to get better, it only wanted me to feel pain and suffer.
And so many people have tried helping me get better and I just can't seem to.
And for that, I'm sorry. To everyone I promised I would be okay with, I'm sorry I can't keep that promise.
I was born in the wrong place and wrong time, born inside my head, and born to die there…
I try to hold on tight to this time, this place, but everything I care for gets ripped away, I have barely anything left…
I think it's time to let go. No matter what I do, it will never be the same, better, or worse.
I'm at my lowest point and have nothing to help me...
I'm sorry I can't be strong, I tried.
And one last time, I love you all... My lovelies. <3

salyte / jinx