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suger · Answer

I hate that i cry so much...
I hate that the only "safe space" i have is in a bathroom..
I hate that i seem to be interested less in the stuff i used to love doing..
I hate that i'm so awkward with people now
I hate how insecure i am
And how the body you say is mine somehow isn't really mine 
I hate that whenever i look in the mirror all i can see is failure written all over it 
I hate that i made all those stupid decisions like sending nudes or cutting myself 
Without being able to talk to you when it all backfired 
I hate that i don't have real friends
I hate that the only friends i have are online and miles and miles away
I hate that i can't talk to someone and truly be honest with everything thats going on because i'm scared on how they'll judge me if they knew the truth
I hate that i have to put on a smile and be the cheery one acting like everythings ok when its not 
I hate that i push everything so far down it leaves a lump in my throat 
But above all of that 
The one thing i hate the most
Is you...
And i hate that i hate to say it 
i hate that i can say it 
I hate that i can't talk to you
Because talking to you is like trying to reason with a dog that wants to bite your head off 
I never get a single word in
I hate that you call yourself a mother 
Because you do the bare minimum of what you have to do
I hate that your the reason everything in my life seems to be going wrong 
I hate that you don't seem to see how... not okay.. i am 
I hate that your the reason i hurt myself trying to free myself from this darkness
I hate.. I- I hate... I hate that i can't tell you any of this
Because i already know what you would say
I Hate you "Mom"...

suger · Answer

@curriful @korbie

suger · Answer

@oliver69

SaltySuga · Answer

So you hate your mom

suger · Answer

@saltysuga wrote:

So you hate your mom

thats what it says

SaltySuga · Answer

@suger wrote:

@saltysuga wrote:

So you hate your mom

thats what it says

Wow

suger · Answer

@saltysuga wrote:

@suger wrote:

@saltysuga wrote:

So you hate your mom

thats what it says

Wow

yup

theydontknowally · Answer

this is really good and deep, tbh it left me speechless inna good way. good job n ifyy on everything that was said.

suger · Answer

@theydontknowally wrote:

this is really good and deep, tbh it left me speechless inna good way. good job n ifyy on everything that was said.

thank yew thank yew

theydontknowally · Answer

@suger wrote:

@theydontknowally wrote:

this is really good and deep, tbh it left me speechless inna good way. good job n ifyy on everything that was said.

thank yew thank yew

you are very welcome

OLIVER69 · Answer

What in the world?! You and your mom are gonna start fighting. I maybe an online friend, but that doesn't mean one of these days I won't find your mother and smack the living crap out of her. You are amazing and this was a very deep poem, but damn my blood pressure is high right now. I'm going to strangle her. How dare she make you feel that wa. You're my twin, best friends forever. You're amazing and one of a kind. tch tch tch.

suger · Answer

@oliver69 wrote:

What in the world?! You and your mom are gonna start fighting. I maybe an online friend, but that doesn't mean one of these days I won't find your mother and smack the living crap out of her. You are amazing and this was a very deep poem, but damn my blood pressure is high right now. I'm going to strangle her. How dare she make you feel that wa. You're my twin, best friends forever. You're amazing and one of a kind. tch tch tch.

stooop you got me cheesin so damn hard thank yeww

2hrs · Answer

i love it !

suger · Answer

@2hrs wrote:

i love it !

thanks

DonaldTrumpofQC · Answer

Noice job man

suger · Answer

@donaldtrumpofqc wrote:

Noice job man

thanks DT

OLIVER69 · Answer

@suger wrote:

@oliver69 wrote:

What in the world?! You and your mom are gonna start fighting. I maybe an online friend, but that doesn't mean one of these days I won't find your mother and smack the living crap out of her. You are amazing and this was a very deep poem, but damn my blood pressure is high right now. I'm going to strangle her. How dare she make you feel that wa. You're my twin, best friends forever. You're amazing and one of a kind. tch tch tch.

stooop you got me cheesin so damn hard thank yeww

Well you're my best friend. I got protect my bro.

Redvelvet · Answer

Damn, I love it! It's so deep and has tons of emotions in it.

suger · Answer

@redvelvet wrote:

Damn, I love it! It's so deep and has tons of emotions in it.

Thank youu

Redvelvet · Answer

@suger wrote:

@redvelvet wrote:

Damn, I love it! It's so deep and has tons of emotions in it.

Thank youu

Npp