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Cobrakai:

This is farewell, the fact I stayed longer than I wanted to tell. I love you all and wish you well, when you picked me up after I fell. I hope you all understand the true meaning of happiness, and use it to fight the negatives. Thank you all for this gift I hold, I'll forever be grateful as my story is told..

Ferrari:

Why are you choosing to leave?

Ferrari:

My dad did the same thing to me.

Ferrari:

I am still on here.

Nina001:

we will miss you stay positive and don't let the mean things get to your head. You matter. We matter. All of us matter. I hope you stay safe and get any and everything you wished and asked for. Don't forget that If you need someone I am here for you. We are all here for you

Ferrari:

@ferrari wrote:
My dad did the same thing to me.
responding to @rxseboi

Ferrari:

but, if you are choosing to leave, farewell dude.

Ferrari:

@ferrari wrote:
but, if you are choosing to leave, farewell dude.
If you need anyone to talk to I have insta, snap, and discord but DM me if you wanna talk because I'm not supposed to give my info on public posts

Cobrakai:

I can't keep fighting the same fight over and over and over again.. if I keep fighting, I'll keep losing. I'll keep failing, and I'll keep wanting to leave.. I try to be happy.. and I can't, no matter what I have left.. I can't be complete for whatever reason.. it's just... my nightmares to bare.

Ferrari:

@cobrakai wrote:
I can't keep fighting the same fight over and over and over again.. if I keep fighting, I'll keep losing. I'll keep failing, and I'll keep wanting to leave.. I try to be happy.. and I can't, no matter what I have left.. I can't be complete for whatever reason.. it's just... my nightmares to bare.
Leave the site? Or worse?

Cobrakai:

@ferrari wrote:
@cobrakai wrote:
I can't keep fighting the same fight over and over and over again.. if I keep fighting, I'll keep losing. I'll keep failing, and I'll keep wanting to leave.. I try to be happy.. and I can't, no matter what I have left.. I can't be complete for whatever reason.. it's just... my nightmares to bare.
Leave the site? Or worse?
If i.. keep being this way... its worse than ending it all.. for me.. it'll consume me.. and I'll never be the guy you all knew again.. it's what happens when I am lost in the bad place..

Nina001:

I don't even know what to say anymore

Nina001:

I tried

Rxseboi:

What i tell u

Nina001:

I dont know..

Rosa2011:

He already left, he’s not online anymore

Rxseboi:

Thank god

Nina001:

@rosa2011 wrote:
He already left, he’s not online anymore
for real

Rxseboi:

That had me cringing

Rxseboi:

Painful to read 🥀

Nina001:

ight

Rosa2011:

@nina001 wrote:
@rosa2011 wrote:
He already left, he’s not online anymore
for real
Yes, he’s not online anymore

Rosa2011:

@rxseboi wrote:
That had me cringing
Same, we all tried but…

Nina001:

yeah...

Ferrari:

Listen, man. I understand that you are contemplating something that I can't specifically say, but let me tell you something that I went through for a bit. I moved in with my dad in 2019. Until May of 2025, I went through mental and physical abuse. I struggle talking about it but it seems i need to say something. I have ADD anxiety body dysmorphia and moderate major depressive disorder and it's because of what I dealt with from my dad. I survived though despite numerous times I felt like ending it. I kept going because one of the things my ADD self likes to do is think ahead and I realized that the future will be bright if you make it out to be. I am 16 now (still not 18!) and EVEN NOW I know that whatever happens negatively won't be as bad as my future. Being a kid or teen sucks sometimes, especially with awful parenting. But you can get past it. Don't hurt yourself or worse because of a family members treatment. I got out of my dads in May as I said and now I'm with my mom and life is good. Don't act on something unless you know it's what you NEED to do, and you don't have to do it. Don't end your own life without knowing what you can get through and how you can power through it. Now, the likely explanation: You are doing this for attention. Why would you post something on here? Call the police and let them know what your family was doing? Call the hotline, it's in that Logic song or on Google if you don't know it. Call another family member.

Nina001:

uhhh

Nina001:

I'm not reading this

Nina001:

but I'm pretty sure its positive I think

Ferrari:

it doesn't take that long to read.

Ferrari:

Having been on this site for a few years he probably left for a bit and will come back like a few minutes to hours later to see how many people are actually freaking out.

Nina001:

oh okayy

Ferrari:

If you don't wanna read through all that its that I have ADD body dysmorphia (I'm skinny) major depressive disorder and likely more since my dad abused me for 6 years, it brought me close to ending it but I didn't.

Nina001:

god had your back that's whyyy

Ferrari:

@nina001 wrote:
god had your back that's whyyy
I believe that

Nina001:

@ferrari wrote:
@nina001 wrote:
god had your back that's whyyy
I believe that
as you should love>>

Ferrari:

Bro and I just saw it's that cobra dude's FIRST QUESTION

Nina001:

smh

Nina001:

I love how people are just on here spectating and not typing

Rosa2011:

@nina001 wrote:
I love how people are just on here spectating and not typing
typing what?

Nina001:

@rosa2011 wrote:
@nina001 wrote:
I love how people are just on here spectating and not typing
typing what?
I said I love how ppl are js watching and not typing anything

Nina001:

are you back??

Cobrakai:

I'm not leaving. Not by a fking long shot. Tbh.. I have all of you guys holding me up. And that alone is enough to keep me going.

Nina001:

@cobrakai wrote:
I'm not leaving. Not by a fking long shot. Tbh.. I have all of you guys holding me up. And that alone is enough to keep me going.
oh okay that's great!!!

Ferrari:

@cobrakai wrote:
I'm not leaving. Not by a fking long shot. Tbh.. I have all of you guys holding me up. And that alone is enough to keep me going.
Ultimate chad moment ngl well done

Nina001:

@ferrari wrote:
@cobrakai wrote:
I'm not leaving. Not by a fking long shot. Tbh.. I have all of you guys holding me up. And that alone is enough to keep me going.
Ultimate chad moment ngl well done
proud moment for reall

Cobrakai:

Thank you guys... for opening my eyes. I'm proud to call you all my friends and loved ones. Istg

Nina001:

my pleasure

Nina001:

if you ever need anyone I am heree

Nina001:

and I am glad you are staying>>> ^

Cobrakai:

I'm just me, and that's just fine in my book

Nina001:

yessss

Nina001:

be you and don't give any apologize

Ferrari:

@cobrakai wrote:
Thank you guys... for opening my eyes. I'm proud to call you all my friends and loved ones. Istg
thanks for calling me a loved one bro i appreciate it

Cobrakai:

@ferrari wrote:
@cobrakai wrote:
Thank you guys... for opening my eyes. I'm proud to call you all my friends and loved ones. Istg
thanks for calling me a loved one bro i appreciate it
Always ferrferr

Nina001:

@ferrari wrote:
@cobrakai wrote:
Thank you guys... for opening my eyes. I'm proud to call you all my friends and loved ones. Istg
thanks for calling me a loved one bro i appreciate it
rs I appreciate ittt

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