It's my birthday :D

16 Years - What have I done?

No idea how to start this so I’ll just start by typing how I think.

Well I’ve pretty much been everyone’s friend or foe, I’ve been hurt, been neglected and left to my own devices and where has that gotten me? In trouble. Lots of it.
I’m kind of a nerdy person in general and don’t have a legal “playground” to use my skills and so that’s kind of sucky. If anyone has a “playground” for coding, hacking / exploiting, or just in general breaking the rules, please feel free to message me.
Oh “Fishing”, this is a fun one! I like fishing, my only rule for myself is to never use lures as that's pretty unfair don’t you think? I mean if I’m gonna catch the fish I might as well give it a reward in terms of food (Yes, I catch and release).
I want to become a tech-person, I'm good at technology and learning different skill sets, I would like to get a job finding bad people and put them where they belong, but at the same time I’m breaking less-important rules and getting myself in trouble. Kinda dumb innit?
I’ve been abused without getting into specifics. I've since distanced myself and put up a boundary between said person and me. I’ve almost put them in jail but changed my mind and they are currently also fighting a legal battle keeping me out of jail and I thank them for that but the boundary needs to stay up for my mental health which is also declining really fast and I’m a bit scared for that reason.
Still learning about my system (DID/OSDD spectrum), what it actually does for me and how to get rid of it (Plot twist: I can't.)
Leaving this on a happy note: I’m still alive and doing fine :

Q&A time in comments.

Question

It's my birthday :D

16 Years - What have I done?

No idea how to start this so I’ll just start by typing how I think.

Well I’ve pretty much been everyone’s friend or foe, I’ve been hurt, been neglected and left to my own devices and where has that gotten me? In trouble. Lots of it.
I’m kind of a nerdy person in general and don’t have a legal “playground” to use my skills and so that’s kind of sucky. If anyone has a “playground” for coding, hacking / exploiting, or just in general breaking the rules, please feel free to message me.
Oh “Fishing”, this is a fun one! I like fishing, my only rule for myself is to never use lures as that's pretty unfair don’t you think? I mean if I’m gonna catch the fish I might as well give it a reward in terms of food (Yes, I catch and release).
I want to become a tech-person, I'm good at technology and learning different skill sets, I would like to get a job finding bad people and put them where they belong, but at the same time I’m breaking less-important rules and getting myself in trouble. Kinda dumb innit? 
I’ve been abused without getting into specifics. I've since distanced myself and put up a boundary between said person and me. I’ve almost put them in jail but changed my mind and they are currently also fighting a legal battle keeping me out of jail and I thank them for that but the boundary needs to stay up for my mental health which is also declining really fast and I’m a bit scared for that reason.
Still learning about my system (DID/OSDD spectrum), what it actually does for me and how to get rid of it (Plot twist: I can't.) 
Leaving this on a happy note: I’m still alive and doing fine :>

Q&A time in comments.

maccinkylie · Answer

dang
but good your alive and fine

Jasdasimp · Answer

happy birthdayyy !!😛

ItsDre880 · Answer

hbd

ihy · Answer

Happy Birthday!!

curriful · Answer

hbd :3 aare u doing anything for your birthday or are u keeping it small

Twaylor · Answer

@curriful wrote:

hbd :3 aare u doing anything for your birthday or are u keeping it small

just like every other day pretty much, all it is another statistic on a stone.

Twaylor · Answer

don't even mean that in a depressed way, it literally is.

KBaby · Answer

Happy Birthday gng thx god u alive and blessed hope u have a blessed day

CecePitbull · Answer

Happy birthday im blessed to be your friend! (atleast i think i am lol) my brother says happy birthday too since he gets it. he got did and is trans and he turns 16 in march😗 but i hope you have a good day. im glad your doing fine. and i wish you were more then fine lol. but yea. have a good day.

Twaylor · Answer

@cecepitbull wrote:

Happy birthday im blessed to be your friend! (atleast i think i am lol) my brother says happy birthday too since he gets it. he got did and is trans and he turns 16 in march😗 but i hope you have a good day. im glad your doing fine. and i wish you were more then fine lol. but yea. have a good day.

thank you :> and to your brother: thank you :>

CecePitbull · Answer

@twaylor wrote:

@cecepitbull wrote:

Happy birthday im blessed to be your friend! (atleast i think i am lol) my brother says happy birthday too since he gets it. he got did and is trans and he turns 16 in march😗 but i hope you have a good day. im glad your doing fine. and i wish you were more then fine lol. but yea. have a good day.

thank you :> and to your brother: thank you :>

of course. and again, please stay alive and well and fine and happy, love you dude! (in a platonic way) my brother says the same.

Nina001 · Answer

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLLL

ihy · Answer

@cecepitbull wrote:

@twaylor wrote:

@cecepitbull wrote:

Happy birthday im blessed to be your friend! (atleast i think i am lol) my brother says happy birthday too since he gets it. he got did and is trans and he turns 16 in march😗 but i hope you have a good day. im glad your doing fine. and i wish you were more then fine lol. but yea. have a good day.

thank you :> and to your brother: thank you :>

of course. and again, please stay alive and well and fine and happy, love you dude! (in a platonic way) my brother says the same.

Amen

SaltySuga · Answer

But happy birthday

Nina001 · Answer

@saltysuga wrote:

But happy birthday

real but still happy bday and God bless her heart

EdwinJsHispanic · Answer

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

AsianPanda08 · Answer

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🥳🥳🥳
     - Sorry to hear about what u went through and what happened. Lowkey i feel u tho. I've been getting in a lot of random stuff ever since i turned 16. But when I turn 17, i'ma make sure it changes and that I don't stress my mom out. But anyways hope u have an awesome birthday, Twaylor. Celebrate it with the people u love frfr. A technology worker or wtv they're called seems hard lowkey. I could never have the patience to deal with those stuff. But u do u girlie.