Static.... Life feels like static. Not loud enough to escape, not quiet enough to ignore. Days blur because they aren’t bad they’re just nothing. And nothing lasts forever without becoming unbearable. You don’t ache. You don’t cry. You’re just bored in a way that makes breathing feel repetitive. Bored of caring by default. Bored of reacting the “right” way. Bored of hearing that this counts as living. Everything asks for energy you don’t remember having. Dreams feel like ads for a future you won’t click on. You move through time like it’s a waiting room with no appointment scheduled. Same chair. Same walls. Same feeling that you could leave but there’s nowhere else to go. It’s not that you want to disappear. It’s that you don’t want to participate. Life keeps insisting, and you keep nodding, half-present, half-gone. Boredom settles in where desire used to be. And slowly, quietly, wanting a life starts to feel optional.
your words don’t ask for attention, they demand understanding. and there’s weight here, and you carried it well!! good job!! 🤌
This is... Very.......... Crazy but I like it
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