My hands wouldn’t steady,
My plate stayed untouched,
Anxiety hummed loud in my chest.
I tried to swallow the moment,
But fear was louder than hunger.
His anger filled the room,
Heavy as winter air,
And when his words turned sharp,
I felt the ground tilt
Like something bad was about to happen.
Mom stayed away to stay safe,
And somehow that was blamed on her.
I sat there shaking,
Wishing Christmas lights
Could still mean warmth.
This used to be my favorite day.
Now it’s a knot in my stomach,
A memory I want to skip past.
I didn’t do anything wrong
But I’m the one who’s scared.

Question

seeker · Answer

what is it about ... ?

Daze01 · Answer

ughhh i feel the frustration and anger love

676767 · Answer

:< im sorry about it, my love. I hope you have a good, wonderful rest of your day and nothing bad happens to you again. I love you and wish the best for you. Especially on this Christmas day. Some people have the most wonderful Christmas while you are having a rough day. You dont deserve that. You are a wonderful, beautiful, and amazing person. One of the most amazing people I know. And I dont want nothing ever bringing you down. I hope you have a good Christmas and Im sorry this has happened. Merry Christmas.