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I stand where laughter fades to air,
A space that says you’re almost there.
Voices scream yet it's so silent,
I watch from just outside the light,
Darkness holds grip of me tight.
Names are called that aren’t my own,
Inside a crowd, I’m still alone.
Smiles passes by like falling rain,
Takin away all my faith & gain,
Never meant to ease my pain.
But in this quiet, soft and true,
I learn the shape of being me too.
One day I’ll find a door held wide
Not just allowed, but wanted inside,
Getting along with all by my side.......