Question

idk what to do I'm in foster care and I used to do a lot of things like cut for instance I use to do that all the time bc I'm in foster care and the thoughts were coming in that I never wanted to think about again I have a lot of other things wrong with me like I have trust issues sometimes I let a guy into my life and he left thats why I have a habit of saying if u come into my life u better stay and if I trust someone its bc ik they wont hurt me but alot of times I can never tell I love poems if u cant tell it helps me keep my mind of of things even if they are bad I know me being upset or mad can hurt other ppl and I don't mean to I really don't mean to hurt ppl I get that a lot of ppl are in foster and I never know what they are going thro bc I'm not in there shoes and ppl never know what I'm going thro bc they aren't in my shoes so y'all I'm sorry if I get mad or sum its not bc I hate u its bc I'm in a bad mood and don't know what to do I'm sorry

Answer 1

we all go throught struggles but it depends on how you handle them and how you learn to cope. cutting is never the answer coming from a fallow cutter. it might help in the moment but it will never be the healthy option. smh we all go through things and its how we go Abt them so try and jus be you and go through your feels. yk

Answer 2

I’m really glad you shared this, and I’m really glad you’re here. What you’ve been through especially growing up in foster care and not always knowing where you belong is incredibly heavy, and none of it makes you weak or broken. It makes sense that your mind goes to hard places sometimes, and you never need to apologize for having feelings or for being overwhelmed. I know you’ve been trying your best to cope and to keep going, and that matters more than you probably realize. If poetry helps you get through the bad moments, that’s something real and meaningful it’s you finding a way to stay. You deserve care, patience, and people who don’t give up on you. I’m really proud of you for speaking up, and I hope you remember that you’re not alone and you don’t have to carry everything by yourself.