Question

i’m sorry
like… really sorry
not the kind you say just to fix things
but the kind that sits heavy in your chest
and won’t go away i know i hurt you
and i hate that i’m the reason
you feel even a piece of this pain i wasn’t thinking
i was messed up
lost in my own head
and now everything’s broken
and it’s my fault, you’ll probably hate me
maybe forever
and i get it i really do, but i miss you more than i know how to explain
like something’s missing from everything
and nothing feels right anymore, i wish i could take it back
all of it, every word, every choice
every second that led to this,someone else hurt me
and i let that turn into hurting you
and now i lost you too,and it’s quiet now
too quiet, just me and my thoughts
and they won’t stop,i’m not okay
i try to act like i am
but everything feels too heavy
and i keep thinking about you,i don’t expect you to come back
i don’t expect forgiveness i just needed you to know
i’m sorry
and i still care
more than anything

Answer 1

this is so depressing and so kawaii at the same time!

Answer 2

gulp