Why do I… get up in the morning… Get ready for another day… Talk to people… Make someone happy… Tell people I like them… Why do I even care… I am alone in this world, nobody cares about me, and I’m just a waste of space. Heck, someone would throw me away if I didn’t move for a while. I talked to a friend of mine, I liked her and she like me, and I helped her through cutting, tried to get her to stop… and today she didn’t even ask if I was okay… I started crying loud in class and no one asked if I was okay, not even the teachers. Hah, who cares right? My life has been hell anyway.
I was always put down by people, friends, parents, and teachers. I am just a fluttering punching bag for the entire world… And I know what you are all going to say, “Oh Neo that is sad. I like you; I want to be your friend.” YEA flutterING RIGHT. I was used!!! My “friends” used me to make them feel better. I have no friends, no one to hang out with, and no one to talk to! Why? Because they are online, they used me and do not care, or I don’t have any! So let me ask again… Why… do… I… Even… Care?!
Because, in the world, There are a lot of crappy people And then there are angels.
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If all people were bad, what would be the point of the human race? Utter self destruction? So, personally, I think that there must be a few angels out there because we've managed to hold out for thousands of years. Otherwise, I think we as a species would have given it up a long time ago.
That sounds like a question only you yourself can answer. It also sounds like you love to focus on the negative, but i promise the worst hasn't happened to you. When you're not getting the attention, love, care, etc. that you're looking for, you have to give it to yourself. You need to be your own best friend sometimes, and its not all that bad.
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