Question

Hey, I was looking through an old folder and found a song I wrote when I was 15 i know its not good but it describes my current thoughts and how i feel. Give it a chance and read it please. Your friend-Daya

Answer 1

Too many emotions cant fit em in a bottle, my depressions a spaceship going full throttle, i was never popular i was never a model, always pushed over until my legs wobbled. All the time my mind was in a bad place, day and night i'm in a bad state, all my choices decided in debate, thought if it kept going suicide would be my fate. The cuts on my arms i hid so nobody would see, so nobody would look and wanna judge me, i only do it to take the pain away leave me be, its the only way i cope with things leave me be. I was always down and sad being the class clown, all as a cover up of the real feelings i crown, always putting on a fake smile to cover up my frown,always acting joyful when really i was down. These bullets flyin they missed me by an inch, almost hit my heart i didnt even flinch, i be getting hit with sticks and stones and bricks, the way i do its unhealthy i keep it all in. Bottle it all up till i burst and explode, till my top comes off i get mad and i blow, and my issues get worse and worse, cant help the sins i do or the truth in this verse.

Answer 2

I would appreciate no hate comments. This is going to be sent to my biggest supporter my old music teacher

Answer 3

you're going to make me cry

Answer 4

awww i think that is so cute

Answer 5

i just read it its real real wow

Answer 6

Awww bayani, good writing but sad but realistic and relatable.

Answer 7

This is real touching mate

Answer 8

it is