This peom is called "free validation" and it's about how mental health is stupidly complicated

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axie · Answer

Look I don't know how to be in love
Lately I've been feeling like I'm not enough
Happy and suicidal just don't sound good enough
So I lose a bunch
And I do a bunch
Burn out myself so I can help u and such
I mean damn it's like no one really gives a huh

I been really trying to fall asleep
But I close my eyes as another person dms me
It's not that I hate to help others feel peace
It's that some days it feels like I am the beast
But that's the beauty of it all
One day I'm sane and the next day I fall
I joke around but does that mean I'm good and all
Does that mean that everything's not worth it yall?
Of course not, I'll always be the one u call

I don't really know how to love
Autism makes it hard to show
That I some times really feel alone
And cars are really my only way to cope
So I work until my heart turns and goes
I'm not at all time low
that was like three years ago
I had no where in my life I could go
Now I have her and it's all I know

I've never thought about suicide
I've never thought about guns and knifes
I've never had a scar that I can't explain
But my mental lately been going insane
"Your fine" but I'm not
"Your tired" but I'm not
Imagine your emotions tied around in knots
Some are good and some are not
But the more you pull to untie the clot
The harder it gets to understand the lot
And you try and try and try to unravel the mess
But the more you do, you get more depressed

It's hard to say I'm not fine
When I know people have worse life's then mine
I got this life figured out until it comes to mental prime
I mean to be nice and I really try
But no one around me wants to be in line
I got like four good friends in this lonely life
And the rest are just "friends of mine"

I'm not sad and I'm not depressed
I've just been going through alot of stress
It's not easy being a humble mess
But it's what I got so please be next

PureSoulless · Answer

Cool stuff.

Dolphan · Answer

As I was reading this, I could feel the emotions that were brought out into this poem. You can really see how mentally it is complicated just by reading this, but this makes it so much more understandable.
Amazing job On writing this axie, I loved reading this.

5StarFab · Answer

@axie wrote:

Look I don't know how to be in love Lately I've been feeling like I'm not enough Happy and suicidal just don't sound good enough So I lose a bunch And I do a bunch Burn out myself so I can help u and such I mean damn it's like no one really gives a huh I been really trying to fall asleep But I close my eyes as another person dms me It's not that I hate to help others feel peace It's that some days it feels like I am the beast But that's the beauty of it all One day I'm sane and the next day I fall I joke around but does that mean I'm good and all Does that mean that everything's not worth it yall? Of course not, I'll always be the one u call I don't really know how to love Autism makes it hard to show That I some times really feel alone And cars are really my only way to cope So I work until my heart turns and goes I'm not at all time low that was like three years ago I had no where in my life I could go Now I have her and it's all I know I've never thought about suicide I've never thought about guns and knifes I've never had a scar that I can't explain But my mental lately been going insane "Your fine" but I'm not "Your tired" but I'm not Imagine your emotions tied around in knots Some are good and some are not But the more you pull to untie the clot The harder it gets to understand the lot And you try and try and try to unravel the mess But the more you do, you get more depressed It's hard to say I'm not fine When I know people have worse life's then mine I got this life figured out until it comes to mental prime I mean to be nice and I really try But no one around me wants to be in line I got like four good friends in this lonely life And the rest are just "friends of mine" I'm not sad and I'm not depressed I've just been going through alot of stress It's not easy being a humble mess But it's what I got so please be next

That hit deep not going to lie keep up the poems there great.

Flippy · Answer

stg ts hit diff Apple i rlly feel that. whats ur dream car?

axie · Answer

@flippy wrote:

stg ts hit diff Apple i rlly feel that. whats ur dream car?

I alr own my dream car

Flippy · Answer

@axie wrote:

@flippy wrote:

stg ts hit diff Apple i rlly feel that. whats ur dream car?

I alr own my dream car

what is it!! mines a black 2007 ford f150 but like i want it lifted like 6 inches (thats my achievable dream car. the other one im too poor)

axie · Answer

@flippy wrote:

@axie wrote:

@flippy wrote:

stg ts hit diff Apple i rlly feel that. whats ur dream car?

I alr own my dream car

what is it!! mines a black 2007 ford f150 but like i want it lifted like 6 inches (thats my achievable dream car. the other one im too poor)

1974 cherry red corvette stingray cherry red except I modernized mine

Flippy · Answer

@axie wrote:

@flippy wrote:

@axie wrote:

@flippy wrote:

stg ts hit diff Apple i rlly feel that. whats ur dream car?

I alr own my dream car

what is it!! mines a black 2007 ford f150 but like i want it lifted like 6 inches (thats my achievable dream car. the other one im too poor)

1974 cherry red corvette stingray cherry red except I modernized mine

dope ash

Y0ROSSS · Answer

nice

Renne · Answer

I see so much potential and promise in those words. You are talented and I feel like you know this from experience. If that is how you feel in real life I'm here to tell you you are strong and you have the power of faith and strength inside of you to find your courage. You have value and no one I mean NO one can take that value away okay?

WickedGame · Answer

Very interesting to read, I love this.