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poems a thread

Answer 1

Im a intuit in love
Love themm all
Too much sometimes
Shes soo cute and innocent
The smile she covers
Her bright eyes glitter in the sun
I cant stop smiling thinking about her
My best friend
I love her
Sometimes too much
She makes my hart flutter with joy
I do dumb things in front of her
I love her too much sometimes
I hope you never forget me
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Heere i am at 4am
Thinking of you
Making me feel the warmth of summer again
You are my sunshine on a cold day
Making me too hot for the covers
Make me kick my feet and squeal like a school girl
Your smiles too bright to look at.
Its hard to look you in your bright mystical eyes
Its like star gazing in the summer when i do tho
Your my summer days
Only able to daydream with you
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I miss your positivity
I miss her logic
I miss them so much it Toasting hurts to the core
I dont know what il do without you

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Nicest person iv met in life
You treat me better than the rest
You lisin to me when i need it most
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hospitols bloody rist gess what the hells next on my list

your going to be ok-
i promis your going to be just fine
just no no no
stop this it all a joke
your fine-
shes a fake shes just fine
how arnt they happy
bae just stop not that big of a deal

Toast you Toast life iv still got my kinfe
bloddy rist Toast list
Toast im not ready for this
make a plan stike it it
ready to comittie to it
june 18th on its way
ready to ride away

2 moths cleen oops
iv Toasted up again
i messed up again
iv relapesed again
hes gone im back
Toast this Toast pick up the slack

hostpitoles bloddy rist gess what the hell on my list

school shotings
suacides
we need to put an end to this
Toast

iv Toasted up once to meney
now i think im ready
i want to help im here for you but now that i look back
they were just as Toasttey

Toast yoiu Toast life iv still got the knife
its not a joke
im not fine
im not happy
im Toast
not a fake
just look at the lines

“yo barcode Toast”
“show me the slits”
“how meany discounts”

croseing lines makeing more
trying to block everyone out the door

Toast you Toast this
bloddy rist Toast list
Toast im not ready for this…
make a plan comit
suacide Toastis
june 18th on its way
ready to ride away

its a drug
its a addiction
its a demon

takeing pills
22 or mare
how about 44
50 i gess will do
feeling sick 
well no Toast
need the help
Toast your phone

hostpitoles bloddy rist what the hells next on my list

suacides…
cuting thigys

shes a fake
baby your fine
bae just stop
no big deal

show me the codes
show me the slits
ima tell your parents for this

hostpitole
bloody rist
whats next on my list…..

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You make me forget how to breath when i see you
Its the indescribable feeling when in talking to you
Everything fades away
I forget about everything
My struggles
My hopes
My nightmares
I forget about the blood pumping in my veins
Oh…and when you smile
That beautiful smile
It makes me wonder..
Are the stars really in the sky..
Or in ur eyes?
Seeing you smile is like-
Realizing ur missing something
That you didn't know you missed
Its addicting
I could think of ur smile all day
But it will never be the same as seeing the real thing
Ur hands when i hold them are as warm as summer nights
And winter days next to the fire all at the same time
I love every little thing about you
Down to every freckle , scar , and storry of life
Thank you for being you :]


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when they care but you dont know how to explain
ur world is crashing down like a airplain
you feel like your flying for so long but ur just falling
let me be free of all of this
they care so much
but you dont know how to say in here for them
in falling
in just falling
were all going to hell
falling
just falling
what do we do
what do we do when wedont eat
what do we do when we bleed
were hurthing on a whole new levle
when you dont want to be a burden
ur being pressued into doing things you feel like you cant
when you think life is hell
btu you havent evin seen the half of it
you hate the way you look
you start working too hard to love youself
its a prolbum they say
but your head screem a difrent thing
you just feel like ur falling
we cant fall in love
we only fall down
we gat back up
but we jump
so we just keep falling
they say they love you
but they dont evin see the sings
when you feel like jumping
but you cant
cuz ur fine
cuz thats what you say
when somsoen asks
are you ok
im fine
im fine and fallling
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when you feel insain
ur lafghing at everything thats wrong
thinking of lighting someone on fire and runing down the alilyway
thinking of runin far far away
yelling at the way thjings are
im feeling like im going crazy
i feel like im going crazy for the light in your eyes
im going crazy insaine
feeling your hands are cold
waching you walk off from one sutuation to the next
wanting to comfort you
ur cryes never went unheard
wanting to bring you in closely
i feel like im going insain for you
ur as bright as fire can be
in runing down the allyway to you
geting lost in my mind just thinking of you
ur the light iv bin seeking for forewver
felling like im going insaine
insaine for you
the way you smile
the way you light up a room
the way ur lips are perfectly pink
the way they part ever so slightly when your suprised
the way ur lafgh is so light
the way you play with your hands when your nurvuse
the way you smile when your in the moment
its the way you make me go insaine for you
im going insaine
ur eyes light up like fireworks on the 4th of july
you walk with the confedence like you were ment to be
im going insaine
inasine
insaine
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evryone is yelling
you need food
but my mind is screeming something els
i dont need nothign
im goign to fit those butey standerds
ur so done with it all
bulles being Toastis
im going to fit in my own standerds
i wont eat till i get there
call urself a sqrew up
runing mileys to get there
geting the summer body you once hadf
depresson takeing over
over working the body till it falls
work out
eat less
reach the gole
dont tell anyone
friends saying you need to eat
but i think not
im good
im fine
my minds screeming
my parents dont know
they never will
cuz were fine
nothings whrong
just have to run a cupple more miles
just have to get a little bit stronger
we will get there
just need to drop everthing
and run
stop eating
stop thinking
stop lising to are friends
they dont know whats best for you
only i do
nobody will notis
we can get there
we just wont eat…
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sometimes
i feel like no ones lising to me
i say im ok
just so nobody looks at me difrently
im scared of everything
but i dont show it
im scared of makeing friends
im scared of losing my friends
the dark
its like a child
except i dont have dreams
iv got nothing
saveing up just to move out
runing away
at least iv got music?
evry one ses its just noise
i say im fine
cuz i dont want to hurt them
im scared tho
scared of them looking at me difrently
just for the things that happened
for the days that mean so much more
the resons i cant get out of bed
the resons i was almost not here
i say sorry for little things
thighs i didint do
i gave up
years ago
i was told to be a child wall i can
but now im being told to grow up
act ur age
be smarter
work harder
runing from my fears
im ok im fine
im like a child
lost in the woods of the world
lising to music on full blast
hopeing
just allof it
will go away..
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what the Toast is whrong with me
so menny things
i cant sleep
over thinking
under sleeping
not eating
Toasting my life up
thinking i can do it alone
but alls i need is a little help
that little push
i need a little angel
i need the person who i can go to
person i can hug
someone im not afraid to cry next to
someone who will make me lafgh
somsoen who will make me live my life
to the varry fullest
somsone who will show me the brightist things
that person i still have to find
idk where they are
but they are somwhere in this unaverse
i can just feel it
i just need that little angel
so i can look up
at the stars
and it will remind me all of them
i still cant sleep still over think
sleep deprived
Toasting up my life
but when i find my person
i hope it will all change
maby
one day
i will find them
in all of the starts in unaverse
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my life is pointless from the beginging
i feel like im in a box
can move
cant breath
cant do anything
i cant evin think
i just want out of this life
hopeing something will hit me
cut me open
kill me
hopeing
wishing
feeling hopeless
feeling like i dont belong enywere
geting hate when i cant evin move
thinking about things that shouldent cross my mind
hopeing
wishing
felling hopeless
im on the verge of mentle death
ready to be done
this life isnt ment for me
hopeing
wishing
that it will all go away
nothings good here
you know you need help
but you wont ask
ur too afraid
scared
hopeing
wishing
that someone will take me
hit me with there car
cut me open
make me bleed to death
felling a little hopeless
a little scared
but wishing
for it all to end
i dont know how long i can stay here
im my box of life
when i cant move
i cant breath
hopeing
wishing
that it will all go away

Answer 2

lising to the thing thats shouldent be there
all of those voiceis
runing from the voiceis
im lising to them
breeking freee from the voices
i here them
its so fustrateing
feeling my ears bleed from the voices
its so noiseis
its nagging at me
every day
breeking free from the voiceis
all of the voiceis in my head
they just shout shout shout
no no no no
no more
no more
just runing from the voiceis in my head
il cover my ears and screem
all of the voiceis are screeming so loud
stop now plz
you worry about everything
just from all of the voiceis
cuz im lisin got all of the voiceis
there shouting
breeking free from all of the voices
sll of the voiceis in my head
so menny voiced
breeking free
liins got the things that shouldent be there
stop
lising to them wont help
but all of the voices
i here them
its so whong
there angrey allways
just runging from the voiceis
just go away
its still nagging
every day
breeking free from the voiceis in my head
no no no no
no more
no more
just runing from the voicesis in my head
il cover my ears and screem untill
all ove the voiceis are goinge
cuz im runing from all of the voices
cuz theres so menny voices
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why dont i run
she said shes going to make my life hell
but im allready in hell
what worse could it gat
i could run
for the stars
change my name
change my game
run
let me run away with you
my life is hell
threts to take something away that i dont have
asks if i want a life
when all i want is to die
i dont understand
it sdrives me crazy
she keeps asking
and i cant respoond
she yells
and i see my life flash before my eyes
geting flashbacks
ready to run
run far away
far far
i cant do this any more
i just want to run
run to my home
but home is gone
so i gess i will just run
run
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stars
in the sky
holding hands looking up at the night sky
not evin the booms of fireworks can distract me from your smile
the way you have no fears
it warms my heart
your hand is warm
mine is cold
you warm it with the simpulest of tuch
when you smile its like the whole world stops
your like the light in the dark
gideing me in the right derection
i could wish for nothing more
cuz i see all of the stars
but alls i need is the one
your brightest star in the sky
were holding hands looking up
fireworks are are backround music
the cutest why when you cover your smile
playing with your hoodie strings
you have no fears for this world
you warm my hand when it gets cold
your the light of dawn after a long night
ur the slight patter of rain on my window
brighter than all of the stars combind
cuz you light up the night sky
when were holding hands
waching fireworks
evin tho i my eyes wont leave your smile.
you are the stars
in the sky

Answer 3

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Answer 4

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Answer 5

Good job.

Answer 6

Love it, keep it up lea!