Question

*Suicide trigger warning*

I wrote this poem for my fiance for valintines day and it's beautiful

Answer 1

Love is a drug
Toxic And I need it
Every insecurity defeated
She makes me feel like I am needed
When I was 14 all I wanted was to be deleted


Suicide note written
Paper with a death wish
Kill myself by 18
That's what I needed
Had a gun to my head
A system full of drugs
Every sign pointing to I am not needed
Slit my wrists
Bleeding
Would a bullet end it all was the thoughts I was leading

I walked home that night
Content with all misery
Told myself to get better
No clue what that even means
Suicidal thoughts were the only thing keeping me
People laughing and talking in the distance
Maybe this isn't really me

It was beautiful
The day she walked in
I've never felt love
Dressed for winter weather
The cold was defeated
Summer rays were hitting me
I felt over heated
Never in my life had I ever felt needed
Toxic therapy and drugs were all that was keeping me
She made me question life in ways that were good for me

Killing myself now what would that achieve
I'm only 20 years old and we built a life for you and me
We talk about kids like it's just a step in our story
I want to see u in a better place
I glad I met you and I'll love u till through the misery

Answer 2

who?

Answer 3

Fiance (:

Answer 4

cares

Answer 5

😁

Answer 6

haha. (Laughing at own joke is crazy)

Answer 7

This is very good iove it axie good job

Answer 8

LOVEEEEE

Answer 9

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