story of my life If you don't like the topic of abuse don't read it

Growing up your supposed to have a caring mother and father I did not have the best ideal parents but that made me who I am today I used to see other kids with their parents they fell and their parents cared but when I grew up I was told to walk it off because I was fine my mother was never really home since she worked a lot so my dad stayed home with me each day she went to work I was wondering when she would come back she came back real late a lot of the time but she did it to pay our bills and put food on the table and I loved her for that even though she was never really there a few times my father put his hands on me well my mother was gone I was to scared to speak up and tell her when she was home the next day since I was asleep by the time she got back home she was always so tired and a really hard worker I used to ask her mama mama can we play now she used to say no sweetie i’m tired I always had a sad look on my face when she said we can’t since I was a little kid I did not know any better It felt like I was taking care of my father instead of him taking care of me it felt like I was the parent even though I was very little one day the abuse got so bad my father who treated me terribly tried to kill me by making me eat poison now I make sure the food I eat has not been touched if so I watch when someone makes it my father always made me feel as if I was never enough he said I was never his daughter a lot and that hurt me being a little kid and wanting a good relationship with my father because I saw a bunch of other kids getting treated well by there father when I was seven years old he molested me when my mother was at work I came out and told my mom what had happened when I was twelve years old since I was scared he would try to kill me again I am forever scared he will find where I live and kill me in my sleep so I am very cautous I later stopped drinking after people since I was scared someone could have slipped something in the drink like some kind of poison or something else that could be deadly to me I am always worried about death before I sleep

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story of my life If you don't like the topic of abuse don't read it

Growing up your supposed to have a caring mother and father I did not have the best ideal parents but that made me who I am today I used to see other kids with their parents they fell and their parents cared but when I grew up I was told to walk it off because I was fine my mother was never really home since she worked a lot so my dad stayed home with me each day she went to work I was wondering when she would come back she came back real late a lot of the time but she did it to pay our bills and put food on the table and I loved her for that even though she was never really there a few times my father put his hands on me well my mother was gone I was to scared to speak up and tell her when she was home the next day since I was asleep by the time she got back home she was always so tired and a really hard worker I used to ask her mama mama can we play now she used to say no sweetie i’m tired I always had a sad look on my face when she said we can’t since I was a little kid I did not know any better It felt like I was taking care of my father instead of him taking care of me it felt like I was the parent even though I was very little one day the abuse got so bad my father who treated me terribly tried to kill me by making me eat poison now I make sure the food I eat has not been touched if so I watch when someone makes it my father always made me feel as if I was never enough he said I was never his daughter a lot and that hurt me being a little kid and wanting a good relationship with my father because I saw a bunch of other kids getting treated well by there father when I was seven years old he molested me when my mother was at work I came out and told my mom what had happened when I was twelve years old since I was scared he would try to kill me again I am forever scared he will find where I live and kill me in my sleep so I am very cautous I later stopped drinking after people since I was scared someone could have slipped something in the drink like some kind of poison or something else that could be deadly to me I am always worried about death before I sleep

Amnesia · Answer

Well first, you need to add punctuation, and add paragraphs instead of having it as one big long one.

Amnesia · Answer

Other than that it's good.

gingy57016 · Answer

@amnesia wrote:

Well first, you need to add punctuation, and add paragraphs instead of having it as one big long one.

sorry I will (:

jayfafr · Answer

good job bucko

hannahj · Answer

its good, I'm sorry about that!

gingy57016 · Answer

@hannahj wrote:

its good, I'm sorry about that!

not your fault

jessistocutelol · Answer

I'm so sorry, as a person who has also gone through this with their step father for 10 years since I was 3, It helped me learn to realize there's truly only a tiny bit of good in the world, another thing I realized is a lot of people go through it and only very little people escape.

gingy57016 · Answer

@jessistocutelol wrote:

I'm so sorry, as a person who has also gone through this with their step father for 10 years since I was 3, It helped me learn to realize there's truly only a tiny bit of good in the world, another thing I realized is a lot of people go through it and only very little people escape.

I am always here if you need to talk

hellokitty265 · Answer

noice story rlly touching and sad kinda :p

gingy57016 · Answer

@hellokitty265 wrote:

noice story rlly touching and sad kinda :p

it needs more work but thank you

hellokitty265 · Answer

yw :)