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xXAikoXx:

gusy honestly, for these past few years I haven't been doing so well, I feel depressed in life... and I feel like I cant talk to anybody in real life

xXAikoXx:

Honestly, I feel really sad and depressed. I'm not even joking...

xXAikoXx:

You see, for these past few years, I've caused self harm to myself and I can't stop- my grades in school have not been so well... I feel really dumb and stupid... I wish I just had somebody to just listen to me

xXAikoXx:

I feel stuck in life tbh

xXAikoXx:

For no reason, I want to cry everyday, hide in my room all day, avoid people but I really don't want to... I just want to be outgoing like how I used to be yknow?

xXAikoXx:

Im not even trying to get attention... I I just don't feel comfortable with my family talking about my depression symptoms either...

xXAikoXx:

I just want somebody to listen/read my problems... I just really need the comfort in this really hard time of my life... just somebody

xXAikoXx:

I've also lost a lot of friends over the time,... my favourite ones actually... it was all my failt though

xXAikoXx:

now they don't want anything to do with me...

xXAikoXx:

I just feel like life and some people aren't treating me good

xXAikoXx:

But I also feel like I'm the problem... that makes me feel stuck

xXAikoXx:

My friends blocked me.... my family even seems irritated with me... I feel lost..

xXAikoXx:

nobody wants to put up with my Sandwich

xXAikoXx:

:(

xXAikoXx:

I just wish I could be the outgoing girl I used to bee...

xXAikoXx:

The better version of myself

xXAikoXx:

but I cant seem to find solutions

xXAikoXx:

its hard...

xXAikoXx:

I wanna cry everydau foor no reason, it makes me look like a Pear

xXAikoXx:

I have a headache right now from all of the stresss... I was just crying a few minutes ago so that's why I came on here, just to see if anybody would listen just for once.

xXAikoXx:

I'd never would've though my life would get soo hard... ever since I entered middle school.. and now I'm getting ready to be a highschool freshman has changed me...

xXAikoXx:

Honestly, I don't even think I will make it to freshman year, my grades are so bad... I'm not even going to lie... I try my hardest.... I take notes... but I just cant understand the concepts!

xXAikoXx:

all of these factors make me want to commit suicide but... people keep telling me I shouldnt but why should I continue living a life that doesn't treat me right?

xXAikoXx:

I almost got kicked out of school the other day... which made me feel even worse

xXAikoXx:

but the teacher is giving me a second chance... gladly..

86:

i will comfort you

86:

unfortunately i cant do much yet but once i can use my other computer i can start talking without having to constantly copynpaste letters

xXAikoXx:

@86 wrote:
unfortunately i cant do much yet but once i can use my other computer i can start talking without having to constantly copynpaste letters
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XShawtyX:

I feel you, I don't rlly tho self harm... But sum times I feel like a disappointment, Im always acting hppy n cheerful but that's not rlly how I feel, I let my parents down, Welp.. I let my Dad down his the most import ppl in my life n I let him down... I screwed things up I got expelled from school, I was vaping, smoking... all sorts of things.. So I feel you. If u ever need any1 to tlk 2, to just listen to u lmk I can always just listen or I can always tlk w u

mamachki:

hey girl, whatever you are going thru... ik it hurts alot.... but sometimes you have to trust the process bc at the end it will be better, trust me! same w me, when i was 13,maybe 14 i would mess up fr so bad, have future plans that are crazyyyyyy enough... a very bad past, but I am a Christian now and I understand why i went thru it all bc I didn't want to be with God... Now i look back and i am thankful for all those painful moments i had to go thru, bc they shaped me into someone i am today. I feel happy that i went thru it, yes it is painful, but now i am strong enough to go thru tough terms myself and alone... i was backstabbed a lot of times, sometimes it was even my fault when i thought i was the "innocent" one loool but now i realize that its like a term where you gotta do something with yourself, i realized in my situation that i was the problem to myself, living an unhealthy life, hanging out with toxic ppl, putting other ppl into mess bc i couldn't figure it out myself... i realized my attitude, my problem, things that made me look ugly (personality ofc) and i worked hard... it did hurt alot, but its worth for the end.... now i live a healthy life, date a guy, and i learned so much lessons from the past and i want you not to give up in this life find your hobby, something healthy, something that will make you wake up everyday and work hard for... txt me if you need help girl....

mamachki:

*sometimes its better to just start setting goals, keep urself out of the crowd sometimes, like even out of the drama, ik life is going but like work on urself, focus on urself ya know... start shaping urself who u wanna be in the future... i got a part time job at 16, i rlly wanted to get a car lol.... its hard esp when u got friends and u wanna get everything... my goal is almost up tho, instead of getting starbucks everyday and other crap like that, wasting money on small things, i saved up and ig at the end of dec i wanna get a car yes, anyways this isnt abt me but about u, just try to find urself happy, not like unhealthy type of happy but like fr something that will shape you into a better person at the end everyone will see the change and be happy w u good luck girl and self harm wont help bb u gotta go thru it i believe u are strong enough

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