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Alexis1415:

Adding more from my first : Devono sempre mentire sui loro sentimenti perché non possono essere feriti Ma quando parlo dei miei sentimenti non mi ascoltano mai Quando provo a spiegare le cose, semplicemente mi ignorano come dovrei farti sentire meglio se non comunichi nemmeno con me mi hai lasciato perché hai detto che stavo parlando con molti ragazzi quando li ho rifiutati tutti per te ora guarda chi è troppo amichevole con le ragazze e non rispetta i miei sentimenti hai tradito la mia fiducia troppe volte, penso che potrebbe essere il momento di smettere di innamorarsi dici che mi vuoi e mi ami ma poi vai a fare qualcosa di completamente diverso ho sprecato il mio tempo innamorandomi di te? Tutto quello che stai facendo è distruggermi ancora e ancora, non importa quante volte dici che cambierai non cambi mai, sei lo stesso di una volta, non dovrei avere una relazione in cui c'è comunicazione? Fiducia? rispetto reciproco per i problemi reciproci o per cosa si sentono a disagio? farmi sentire spazzatura pur essendo amichevole con le altre ragazze è fuori dal mondo. Ti do tutto di me e tu mi lasci senza niente, guariscimi, hai detto? mi ami? vuoi me e i miei figli? Mi hai detto tutto questo quindi, dove sta andando tutto questo adesso? Sprecato perché non riesci a smettere di parlare con le ragazze?

Alexis1415:

Translation: They always have to lie about their feelings because they can't be hurt But when I talk about my feelings they never listen to me When I try to explain things, they just ignore me how am I supposed to make you feel better if you don't even communicate with me you left me because you said I was talking to a lot of guys when I rejected them all for you now look who is too friendly with girls and doesn't respect my feelings You've betrayed my trust too many times, I think it might be time to stop falling in love you say you want me and you love me but then you go and do something completely different Did I waste my time falling in love with you? All you are doing is destroying me over and over again, no matter how many times you say you will change you never change, you are the same as you once were, shouldn't I be in a relationship where there is communication? Trust? mutual respect for each other's problems or what they feel uncomfortable about? making me feel like garbage while being friendly to other girls is out of this world. I give you all of me and you leave me with nothing, heal me, you said? do you love me? do you want me and my children? You told me all this so where is all this going now? Wasted because you can't stop talking to girls?

forgetmylife:

@alexis1415 wrote:
Translation: They always have to lie about their feelings because they can't be hurt But when I talk about my feelings they never listen to me When I try to explain things, they just ignore me how am I supposed to make you feel better if you don't even communicate with me you left me because you said I was talking to a lot of guys when I rejected them all for you now look who is too friendly with girls and doesn't respect my feelings You've betrayed my trust too many times, I think it might be time to stop falling in love you say you want me and you love me but then you go and do something completely different Did I waste my time falling in love with you? All you are doing is destroying me over and over again, no matter how many times you say you will change you never change, you are the same as you once were, shouldn't I be in a relationship where there is communication? Trust? mutual respect for each other's problems or what they feel uncomfortable about? making me feel like garbage while being friendly to other girls is out of this world. I give you all of me and you leave me with nothing, heal me, you said? do you love me? do you want me and my children? You told me all this so where is all this going now? Wasted because you can't stop talking to girls?
Lexi like I told you, you deserve everything good. If he can’t see your worth then it isn’t love. If he talks to other females then he doesn’t love you. I’ll always be here for you Lexi. Yes, I make dumb choices but I’ll try my best to remain here for you. Keep your head up Lexi💞

Alexis1415:

Me and him had an argument last night because he said I was letting this boy flirt with me in all subs, but all we were doing was talking about sports. Then we made up and he told me to go to bed, after I went to bed he stayed up all night for a girl who is in a relationship and told her "ily" "i was going to stay up 10 nights most of the nights for you" and can't stay up for me when I needed him, I always stay up for him, I always do everything for him, And yet it's never enough,

forgetmylife:

@alexis1415 wrote:
Me and him had an argument last night because he said I was letting this boy flirt with me in all subs, but all we were doing was talking about sports. Then we made up and he told me to go to bed, after I went to bed he stayed up all night for a girl who is in a relationship and told her "ily" "i was going to stay up 10 nights most of the nights for you" and can't stay up for me when I needed him, I always stay up for him, I always do everything for him, And yet it's never enough,
I’m sorry Lexi I really am. At this point you need to take the step to leave him so you don’t suffer anymore I told you this already Lexi and if he breaks your heart me and him are going to have a problem.

Alexis1415:

I am going to leave him at this point, I am getting heart broken over and over again for someone who can't even shed a single tear for me, I am always crying for him, Trying to help him through everything and he never talks it out with me, But he talks to out with other girls. I am sick of this. Literally I told him how much he meant to me and all he could say was I know and Okay, what am I worth to him for him to not even be able to respond to a simple sentence or paragraph.

forgetmylife:

@alexis1415 wrote:
I am going to leave him at this point, I am getting heart broken over and over again for someone who can't even shed a single tear for me, I am always crying for him, Trying to help him through everything and he never talks it out with me, But he talks to out with other girls. I am sick of this. Literally I told him how much he meant to me and all he could say was I know and Okay, what am I worth to him for him to not even be able to respond to a simple sentence or paragraph.
I’m sorry Lexi, you’ve been here for me thick and thin im going to always be here for you. If he can’t see that you care and that you’re shedding tears it must mean that he doesn’t love you. Honestly not even writing a paragraph back after you opened up and told him how much he means to you shows me that he dont gaf. I’ll be the friend that will type you paragraphs to make your day Lexi.

Alexis1415:

Thank you nas, It just hurts how I put in so much effort, love, care, trust and respect for one single person. I dropped all my friends for him, for him to be happy and I can't be happy because he doesn't do the same. He literally left me on read all night and texted her instead all the way until 20 mins before I woke up. That makes me feel like I am complete and utter trash to him, like I am worth nothing, I do EVERYTHING for him and I can't even get a little of what I do back.

forgetmylife:

You aren’t a piece of trash nor useless. You’re everything important to me. The love and the care that you had for me helped me find somewhat comfort because where I come from the grass don’t grow and there isn’t any love. You changed my perspective on alot of things and I thank you. Like I told you in the future you’ll find everlasting peace, you’ll find the one that loves you indefinitely. The real piece is sh is the one who doesn’t understand your worth not your love. Texting another female while in a relationship is weird ash. Not replying makes it even more worse because now you’re hurt and I don’t like seeing you hurt Lexi I’m sorry that he couldn’t understand you, he doesn’t deserve you Lexi at all. I mean that Lexi i really do💞

Alexis1415:

Honestly you are like one of the only people that are ever there for me, you, arroz, alex, you guys are always trying to help me and make me feel better and I love you guys for that because you guys are the ones I can count on and care about. I know I partially helped but I wish I could help you out more, I wish I could do more for you and my friends, And yeah I honestly am sick of that, he let's them flirt, and he flirts back. It makes me feel so angry and frustrated and sad, I literally almost threw up on the way dropping my sister at the bus stop because I was so upset. Like I don't know what to do anymore. I keep getting treated the same, by them no matter how many times bro

forgetmylife:

I get it Lexi and yes thank you. I don’t need anymore help I’ve already caused enough pain and torment I’ll be fine Lexi so don’t try and put more effort into me. Like I said always and forever I’ll be here for you no matter what. Don’t even think about him anymore just leave him so he can understand what that feels like. He may try running back and making a new excuse don’t believe it, it’s lies I wonder if he even lied about living you and being with you. A person like that has no emotion and no care. Inconsiderate ash

Alexis1415:

For me you haven't caused anything, maybe for yk who but like not for me, I only get mad at you sometimes because of the stuff you say about harming because we both know that you should not be doing that ):<

forgetmylife:

Sometimes Lexi that’s the only thing that I can do to cope with the pain and loss. I have to deal with my sorrow and my flaws im a different matter from others. But I’m sorry

Alexis1415:

@forgetmylife wrote:
Sometimes Lexi that’s the only thing that I can do to cope with the pain and loss. I have to deal with my sorrow and my flaws im a different matter from others. But I’m sorry
Well don't do it anymore because you can always vent to me, I mean we both have lost people we care about most in life so we have that in common but I know yours is worse and I am sorry you are going through all of that

forgetmylife:

@alexis1415 wrote:
@forgetmylife wrote:
Sometimes Lexi that’s the only thing that I can do to cope with the pain and loss. I have to deal with my sorrow and my flaws im a different matter from others. But I’m sorry
Well don't do it anymore because you can always vent to me, I mean we both have lost people we care about most in life so we have that in common but I know yours is worse and I am sorry you are going through all of that
It’s alright Lexi, I’ll be fine. I’ll continue to put a smile on for others so they won’t become like me but enough about me. I just want you to be happy forever and I’m sorry that people can’t see that. I love you Lexi💞

Alexis1415:

It's fine not your fault, Just not good enough atp ong

MAGABACK:

@alexis1415 bwt, y did u block me?

whyjustwhy:

lexi im sorry and i actualy wanna talk to you and have convos and I will be respectful of you and not try and weird you out. i want to share thoughts with you and I wanna be ur friend and talk with you and engage with you. i will do anything to gain ur friendship

whyjustwhy:

@whyjustwhy wrote:
lexi im sorry and i actualy wanna talk to you and have convos and I will be respectful of you and not try and weird you out. i want to share thoughts with you and I wanna be ur friend and talk with you and engage with you. i will do anything to gain ur friendship
I want to talk to you lexi please, I wont do anything to upset you pleaasee. i really want to build a relationship!!

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