it's not just that i'm sad; it's the foundation of my entire life has proven to be a lie. The love i needed from my family was conditional, and the loyalty i gave to friends was repaid with backstabbing silence. i've become an expert at pretending, but the hollowness is starting to echo in my bones. Every breath is just a cruel reminder that i'm still here, stuck watching a world that has already decided i'm disposable. i carry this crushing weight. this ultimate truth that no one truly cares in the end. and i realize there is no 'getting better,' only a slower, colder kind of fading. The worst part is knowing that this anguish, this truth, is something you won't ever allow your thick skulls to feel. it's a pain i get to keep, all to myself. Does the comfort of your indifference truly outweight the cost of my disappearance? hmmm seriously the entire world i was promised was a calculated fraud.

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AsianPanda08 · Answer

Ay broski ur not the only one going through trouble like this ight. But u need to watch out for urself. but this lowkey sounds AI with a lil bit of ur own words tho. If u rlly want someon to talk to maybe reach out to someone u do trust or a therapist.

ihy · Answer

Icl, I didn't read all of it but if you're really tryna find REAL help you aren't finding it here. Go to family or a counselor or a therapist.

Addif9911 · Answer

Its gonna be okay casp. You know I'm always here and I'm not just saying that I actually mean it. Try to get help and find your support.

thecoolmonkey882 · Answer

I'm here for u always Caspian I'm not going anywhere I love u so much and its ok if u dont believe that but I do 🫂🫂 I'm here if u wanna talk 🫂🫂❤️