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LoverGIRL1:

I don’t just overthink I dissect love frame by frame tone by tone pause by pause I wonder if your silence means peace or distance or the beginning of an ending you haven’t said out loud When you say “I’m fine” I search for cracks because I’ve learned love doesn’t always leave loudly I ask myself are you tired or tired of me and those two thoughts feel worlds apart I replay the way you looked at me trying to measure if it was softer than last time I don’t fear being alone I fear being almost loved the kind where I stay while your heart quietly packs So I read between lines that may not exist and brace myself for losses that haven’t happened If I pull back it’s not manipulation it’s self-defense because loving you means risking everything And I don’t overthink because I doubt you I overthink because I care so deeply I’m scared of losing what I finally let myself believe in

Nina001:

red only halve 10/10

adreonnaRaeee:

you don’t love loudly, you love precisely. you listen to the spaces between words, the pauses, the almosts, because you’ve learned that silence can hurt just as much as sound. you aren’t pushing people away. you’re checking the ground before you step, making sure it won’t collapse like it did before. you love with awareness, with scars in mind, with your hands already braced for impact. that doesn’t make you difficult. it makes you someone who refuses to bleed for carelessness again. one day, someone will read your quiet the way you intend, not as distance, but as devotion trying to stay alive

seeker:

good one

Nina001:

@adreonnaraeee wrote:
you don’t love loudly, you love precisely. you listen to the spaces between words, the pauses, the almosts, because you’ve learned that silence can hurt just as much as sound. you aren’t pushing people away. you’re checking the ground before you step, making sure it won’t collapse like it did before. you love with awareness, with scars in mind, with your hands already braced for impact. that doesn’t make you difficult. it makes you someone who refuses to bleed for carelessness again. one day, someone will read your quiet the way you intend, not as distance, but as devotion trying to stay alive
oh wow

adreonnaRaeee:

@nina001 wrote:
@adreonnaraeee wrote:
you don’t love loudly, you love precisely. you listen to the spaces between words, the pauses, the almosts, because you’ve learned that silence can hurt just as much as sound. you aren’t pushing people away. you’re checking the ground before you step, making sure it won’t collapse like it did before. you love with awareness, with scars in mind, with your hands already braced for impact. that doesn’t make you difficult. it makes you someone who refuses to bleed for carelessness again. one day, someone will read your quiet the way you intend, not as distance, but as devotion trying to stay alive
oh wow
we've all been there :/

Nina001:

@adreonnaraeee wrote:
@nina001 wrote:
@adreonnaraeee wrote:
you don’t love loudly, you love precisely. you listen to the spaces between words, the pauses, the almosts, because you’ve learned that silence can hurt just as much as sound. you aren’t pushing people away. you’re checking the ground before you step, making sure it won’t collapse like it did before. you love with awareness, with scars in mind, with your hands already braced for impact. that doesn’t make you difficult. it makes you someone who refuses to bleed for carelessness again. one day, someone will read your quiet the way you intend, not as distance, but as devotion trying to stay alive
oh wow
we've all been there :/
it was in a good way now I don't like it thank you

adreonnaRaeee:

@nina001 wrote:
@adreonnaraeee wrote:
@nina001 wrote:
@adreonnaraeee wrote:
you don’t love loudly, you love precisely. you listen to the spaces between words, the pauses, the almosts, because you’ve learned that silence can hurt just as much as sound. you aren’t pushing people away. you’re checking the ground before you step, making sure it won’t collapse like it did before. you love with awareness, with scars in mind, with your hands already braced for impact. that doesn’t make you difficult. it makes you someone who refuses to bleed for carelessness again. one day, someone will read your quiet the way you intend, not as distance, but as devotion trying to stay alive
oh wow
we've all been there :/
it was in a good way now I don't like it thank you
I just meant, like weve experienced this type of thing some way 😭 wasnt tryna start anything my bad 😳

unknownnnnnn:

kaylee luv this is good

LoverGIRL1:

@unknownnnnnn wrote:
kaylee luv this is good
ty love

unknownnnnnn:

@lovergirl1 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
kaylee luv this is good
ty love
ofc<3

LoverGIRL1:

I don’t just overthink I carry evidence I remember dates patterns the way love changes right before it breaks I know how betrayal sounds before it admits itself how truth hesitates and lies rush to fill the space I’ve been promised forever by mouths that already knew they wouldn’t stay I’ve been loved loudly in public and neglected quietly in private taught that affection can be performance So now I listen not to what you say but to what you stop saying when you think I’m not paying attention I notice the delay before you reply the warmth fading from words that used to feel like home I don’t ask for reassurance because I’ve learned people can swear loyalty with the same lips they use to betray you I don’t relax into love I brace for it because every time I trusted freely I was the only one bleeding I know how it feels to love someone who keeps options like escape routes To be loyal to someone who was only loyal when it was convenient So yes I question everything because love taught me it doesn’t always end with honesty sometimes it ends with excuses Sometimes it ends with “I never meant to hurt you” said by someone who knew exactly what they were doing I don’t fear heartbreak I fear deja vu falling for the same apologies wrapped in a different voice And if I hesitate if I pull away if I ask twice it’s not insecurity It’s survival Because I loved once without armor and it cost me parts of myself I’m still trying to get back So when I love now I love carefully not because I don’t feel deeply but because I feel everything And I won’t let someone teach me again that loving them means losing me And the truth I don’t soften anymore is this I loved my best friend’s boyfriend and in doing that I didn’t just lose him I lost her and I lost myself I crossed a line thinking my heart was special thinking feelings excused damage but they don’t He didn’t choose between us he used us both He fed two hearts half-truths and called it confusion So now I know some love isn’t love it’s a lesson wrapped in desire And some people don’t break you alone they make sure you break each other too I carry the regret the guilt

LoverGIRL1:

but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time

unknownnnnnn:

dont let him get between u and love yes he hurt u but he hurt me more by telling me he loved me then also saying it to u, which hurt especially since he's still telling u he loves u more then says im in the way. That fricking hurts i never did anything wrong but love him but he used that at this point he jst lonly and he doesn't have a life so he wants to hurt others just so he can feel special bc no one pays attention to him and not to be rude but he needs help even my mom said he needs mental help. hes not good to have people loving him and wanting him hes not good in relationships he hurts everyone and uses them. and i still cant believe u let all of that happen....

LoverGIRL1:

@unknownnnnnn wrote:
dont let him get between u and love yes he hurt u but he hurt me more by telling me he loved me then also saying it to u, which hurt especially since he's still telling u he loves u more then says im in the way. That fricking hurts i never did anything wrong but love him but he used that at this point he jst lonly and he doesn't have a life so he wants to hurt others just so he can feel special bc no one pays attention to him and not to be rude but he needs help even my mom said he needs mental help. hes not good to have people loving him and wanting him hes not good in relationships he hurts everyone and uses them. and i still cant believe u let all of that happen....
I hear everything you’re saying, and I need you to know I’m not trying to defend myself or soften what I did. You’re right to be hurt. You’re right to be angry. What he did was cruel and manipulative, but what I did still mattered, and I hate myself for it. I knew he was telling both of us he loved us, and instead of stopping it immediately, I stayed quiet. I let it continue, and that silence hurt you just as much as his lies did. I should have told you the moment I knew. I should have protected you instead of letting my feelings get in the way. Loving him doesn’t excuse betraying you, and I’m ashamed that I let something so selfish ruin the trust we had. You didn’t do anything wrong. You loved him honestly, and he used that. And I hate that I became part of something that caused you so much pain. I know saying sorry doesn’t fix what I broke. I know I don’t deserve your forgiveness, and honestly, I don’t even feel like I deserve to be your friend right now after what I did. I replay it in my head over and over every moment I should’ve spoken up, every time I should’ve chosen you instead of my feelings. I feel disgusted with myself for letting someone like him come between us. He played both of us, fed us the same words, and made us question each other instead of seeing him for what he really is. But I still take responsibility for my part. I let you believe something that wasn’t true, and that’s on me. I’m so sorry for the pain, the doubt, the embarrassment, and the heartbreak you’re carrying because of this. I don’t expect you to trust me. I don’t expect you to forgive me. I just need you to know that I know I messed up, and I’m genuinely sorry for being the kind of person who hurt someone she cared about. If losing me is what you need to heal, I’ll accept that. I just wish I had been better for you, and for us. —

LoverGIRL1:

unknownnnnnn:

look kay i cant forgive u for what happened but i can move past this and try to be friendly even tho ik u will lie agian to me in the future but now i have James who treats me right and cares for me and loves who i am and he doesnt use me like he did and he wont sneak behind my bck for a girl. ik if james lost feelings for me and liked someone else, he would tell me instead of sneaking around with someone else.

LoverGIRL1:

@unknownnnnnn wrote:
look kay i cant forgive u for what happened but i can move past this and try to be friendly even tho ik u will lie agian to me in the future but now i have James who treats me right and cares for me and loves who i am and he doesnt use me like he did and he wont sneak behind my bck for a girl. ik if james lost feelings for me and liked someone else, he would tell me instead of sneaking around with someone else.
..........

LoverGIRL1:

@lovergirl1 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
look kay i cant forgive u for what happened but i can move past this and try to be friendly even tho ik u will lie agian to me in the future but now i have James who treats me right and cares for me and loves who i am and he doesnt use me like he did and he wont sneak behind my bck for a girl. ik if james lost feelings for me and liked someone else, he would tell me instead of sneaking around with someone else.
..........
u got slack

LoverGIRL1:

I need u to answer jaz

@lovergirl1 wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
look kay i cant forgive u for what happened but i can move past this and try to be friendly even tho ik u will lie agian to me in the future but now i have James who treats me right and cares for me and loves who i am and he doesnt use me like he did and he wont sneak behind my bck for a girl. ik if james lost feelings for me and liked someone else, he would tell me instead of sneaking around with someone else.
..........
u got slack
I need to tell u what I just found out

LoverGIRL1:

@lovergirl1 wrote:
I need u to answer jaz
@lovergirl1 wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
look kay i cant forgive u for what happened but i can move past this and try to be friendly even tho ik u will lie agian to me in the future but now i have James who treats me right and cares for me and loves who i am and he doesnt use me like he did and he wont sneak behind my bck for a girl. ik if james lost feelings for me and liked someone else, he would tell me instead of sneaking around with someone else.
..........
u got slack
I need to tell u what I just found out
I cant lie to you again

676767:

😁👍

adreonnaRaeee:

i think the best thing here is to let go, stop holding on or pushing. people got hurt, now you know who are real or fake. sounds really complicated, but sounds like Jaz needs some time, she said she'll be friendly but you have to realize you hurt her... and you cant keep pushing bc then you'll push her away. i know this isnt easy for anyone. but it take time, sometimes you cant fix your mistakes but dont let it happen again. realize he was hurting you both, you dont want that for each other or yourself. he fed you lies... and ik you believed them, but he wasnt the one. im not trying to pick a side at all, because idk everything. but give it time, heal and grow and learn what to do or not to do :) friends gets in arguments but you have to both be willing to work through it and forgive for yourself, because if you dont forgive yourself then how do you move on? hurt first (but stay strong) then forgive. have new boundaries. ik you both will figure this out, it will hurt, but i know you guys can do it <3

LoverGIRL1:

we need a talk girl asap

seeker:

Guys this isn’t the place… am just reminding you’ll 😬

LoverGIRL1:

ty

Daze01:

...

LoverGIRL1:

@daze01 wrote:
...
daze can we tlk

Daze01:

@lovergirl1 wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
...
daze can we tlk
idk? can we?

unknownnnnnn:

@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???

Daze01:

@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?

unknownnnnnn:

@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u

Daze01:

@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t

unknownnnnnn:

@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t
devil/void

Daze01:

@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t
devil/void
no he from QC

unknownnnnnn:

@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t
devil/void
no he from QC
he dated serria so yea hes on here and pad let

Daze01:

@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t
devil/void
no he from QC
he dated serria so yea hes on here and pad let
oh my goshh not void...

unknownnnnnn:

@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
bruh i just got told by sav its him
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t
devil/void
no he from QC
he dated serria so yea hes on here and pad let
oh my goshh not void...

seeker:

@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t
devil/void
no he from QC
he dated serria so yea hes on here and pad let
oh my goshh not void...
😱

Daze01:

@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
bruh i just got told by sav its him
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t
devil/void
no he from QC
he dated serria so yea hes on here and pad let
oh my goshh not void...
welp thats not true then :)

unknownnnnnn:

@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
bruh who the frick is it daze omggg
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
bruh i just got told by sav its him
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t
devil/void
no he from QC
he dated serria so yea hes on here and pad let
oh my goshh not void...
welp thats not true then :)

Daze01:

go to chat

xjacob:

10/10 good job

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