I don’t just overthink I dissect love frame by frame tone by tone pause by pause I wonder if your silence means peace or distance or the beginning of an ending you haven’t said out loud When you say “I’m fine” I search for cracks because I’ve learned love doesn’t always leave loudly I ask myself are you tired or tired of me and those two thoughts feel worlds apart I replay the way you looked at me trying to measure if it was softer than last time I don’t fear being alone I fear being almost loved the kind where I stay while your heart quietly packs So I read between lines that may not exist and brace myself for losses that haven’t happened If I pull back it’s not manipulation it’s self-defense because loving you means risking everything And I don’t overthink because I doubt you I overthink because I care so deeply I’m scared of losing what I finally let myself believe in
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you don’t love loudly, you love precisely. you listen to the spaces between words, the pauses, the almosts, because you’ve learned that silence can hurt just as much as sound. you aren’t pushing people away. you’re checking the ground before you step, making sure it won’t collapse like it did before. you love with awareness, with scars in mind, with your hands already braced for impact. that doesn’t make you difficult. it makes you someone who refuses to bleed for carelessness again. one day, someone will read your quiet the way you intend, not as distance, but as devotion trying to stay alive
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