I don’t just overthink
I dissect love
frame by frame
tone by tone
pause by pause
I wonder if your silence
means peace
or distance
or the beginning of an ending
you haven’t said out loud
When you say “I’m fine”
I search for cracks
because I’ve learned
love doesn’t always leave loudly
I ask myself
are you tired
or tired of me
and those two thoughts
feel worlds apart
I replay the way you looked at me
trying to measure
if it was softer
than last time
I don’t fear being alone
I fear being almost loved
the kind where I stay
while your heart quietly packs
So I read between lines
that may not exist
and brace myself
for losses
that haven’t happened
If I pull back
it’s not manipulation
it’s self-defense
because loving you
means risking everything
And I don’t overthink
because I doubt you
I overthink
because I care so deeply
I’m scared of losing
what I finally let myself believe in
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Nina001:
red only halve 10/10
adreonnaRaeee:
you don’t love loudly, you love precisely. you listen to the spaces between words, the pauses, the almosts, because you’ve learned that silence can hurt just as much as sound. you aren’t pushing people away. you’re checking the ground before you step, making sure it won’t collapse like it did before. you love with awareness, with scars in mind, with your hands already braced for impact. that doesn’t make you difficult. it makes you someone who refuses to bleed for carelessness again. one day, someone will read your quiet the way you intend, not as distance, but as devotion trying to stay alive
seeker:
good one
Nina001:
@adreonnaraeee wrote:
you don’t love loudly, you love precisely. you listen to the spaces between words, the pauses, the almosts, because you’ve learned that silence can hurt just as much as sound. you aren’t pushing people away. you’re checking the ground before you step, making sure it won’t collapse like it did before. you love with awareness, with scars in mind, with your hands already braced for impact. that doesn’t make you difficult. it makes you someone who refuses to bleed for carelessness again. one day, someone will read your quiet the way you intend, not as distance, but as devotion trying to stay alive
oh wow
adreonnaRaeee:
@nina001 wrote:
@adreonnaraeee wrote:
you don’t love loudly, you love precisely. you listen to the spaces between words, the pauses, the almosts, because you’ve learned that silence can hurt just as much as sound. you aren’t pushing people away. you’re checking the ground before you step, making sure it won’t collapse like it did before. you love with awareness, with scars in mind, with your hands already braced for impact. that doesn’t make you difficult. it makes you someone who refuses to bleed for carelessness again. one day, someone will read your quiet the way you intend, not as distance, but as devotion trying to stay alive
oh wow
we've all been there :/
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Nina001:
@adreonnaraeee wrote:
@nina001 wrote:
@adreonnaraeee wrote:
you don’t love loudly, you love precisely. you listen to the spaces between words, the pauses, the almosts, because you’ve learned that silence can hurt just as much as sound. you aren’t pushing people away. you’re checking the ground before you step, making sure it won’t collapse like it did before. you love with awareness, with scars in mind, with your hands already braced for impact. that doesn’t make you difficult. it makes you someone who refuses to bleed for carelessness again. one day, someone will read your quiet the way you intend, not as distance, but as devotion trying to stay alive
oh wow
we've all been there :/
it was in a good way now I don't like it thank you
adreonnaRaeee:
@nina001 wrote:
@adreonnaraeee wrote:
@nina001 wrote:
@adreonnaraeee wrote:
you don’t love loudly, you love precisely. you listen to the spaces between words, the pauses, the almosts, because you’ve learned that silence can hurt just as much as sound. you aren’t pushing people away. you’re checking the ground before you step, making sure it won’t collapse like it did before. you love with awareness, with scars in mind, with your hands already braced for impact. that doesn’t make you difficult. it makes you someone who refuses to bleed for carelessness again. one day, someone will read your quiet the way you intend, not as distance, but as devotion trying to stay alive
oh wow
we've all been there :/
it was in a good way now I don't like it thank you
I just meant, like weve experienced this type of thing some way 😭
wasnt tryna start anything my bad 😳
unknownnnnnn:
kaylee luv this is good
LoverGIRL1:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
kaylee luv this is good
ty love
unknownnnnnn:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
kaylee luv this is good
ty love
ofc<3
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LoverGIRL1:
I don’t just overthink
I carry evidence
I remember dates
patterns
the way love changes
right before it breaks
I know how betrayal sounds
before it admits itself
how truth hesitates
and lies rush to fill the space
I’ve been promised forever
by mouths that already knew
they wouldn’t stay
I’ve been loved loudly in public
and neglected quietly in private
taught that affection
can be performance
So now I listen
not to what you say
but to what you stop saying
when you think I’m not paying attention
I notice the delay
before you reply
the warmth fading
from words that used to feel like home
I don’t ask for reassurance
because I’ve learned
people can swear loyalty
with the same lips
they use to betray you
I don’t relax into love
I brace for it
because every time I trusted freely
I was the only one bleeding
I know how it feels
to love someone
who keeps options
like escape routes
To be loyal
to someone
who was only loyal
when it was convenient
So yes
I question everything
because love taught me
it doesn’t always end with honesty
sometimes it ends with excuses
Sometimes it ends with
“I never meant to hurt you”
said by someone
who knew exactly what they were doing
I don’t fear heartbreak
I fear deja vu
falling for the same apologies
wrapped in a different voice
And if I hesitate
if I pull away
if I ask twice
it’s not insecurity
It’s survival
Because I loved once
without armor
and it cost me parts of myself
I’m still trying to get back
So when I love now
I love carefully
not because I don’t feel deeply
but because I feel everything
And I won’t let someone
teach me again
that loving them
means losing me And the truth I don’t soften anymore
is this
I loved my best friend’s boyfriend
and in doing that
I didn’t just lose him
I lost her
and I lost myself
I crossed a line
thinking my heart was special
thinking feelings excused damage
but they don’t
He didn’t choose between us
he used us both
He fed two hearts
half-truths
and called it confusion
So now I know
some love isn’t love
it’s a lesson wrapped in desire
And some people don’t break you alone
they make sure you break each other too
I carry the regret
the guilt
LoverGIRL1:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
unknownnnnnn:
dont let him get between u and love yes he hurt u but he hurt me more by telling me he loved me then also saying it to u, which hurt especially since he's still telling u he loves u more then says im in the way. That fricking hurts i never did anything wrong but love him but he used that at this point he jst lonly and he doesn't have a life so he wants to hurt others just so he can feel special bc no one pays attention to him and not to be rude but he needs help even my mom said he needs mental help. hes not good to have people loving him and wanting him hes not good in relationships he hurts everyone and uses them. and i still cant believe u let all of that happen....
LoverGIRL1:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
dont let him get between u and love yes he hurt u but he hurt me more by telling me he loved me then also saying it to u, which hurt especially since he's still telling u he loves u more then says im in the way. That fricking hurts i never did anything wrong but love him but he used that at this point he jst lonly and he doesn't have a life so he wants to hurt others just so he can feel special bc no one pays attention to him and not to be rude but he needs help even my mom said he needs mental help. hes not good to have people loving him and wanting him hes not good in relationships he hurts everyone and uses them. and i still cant believe u let all of that happen....
I hear everything you’re saying, and I need you to know I’m not trying to defend myself or soften what I did. You’re right to be hurt. You’re right to be angry. What he did was cruel and manipulative, but what I did still mattered, and I hate myself for it. I knew he was telling both of us he loved us, and instead of stopping it immediately, I stayed quiet. I let it continue, and that silence hurt you just as much as his lies did. I should have told you the moment I knew. I should have protected you instead of letting my feelings get in the way. Loving him doesn’t excuse betraying you, and I’m ashamed that I let something so selfish ruin the trust we had. You didn’t do anything wrong. You loved him honestly, and he used that. And I hate that I became part of something that caused you so much pain. I know saying sorry doesn’t fix what I broke. I know I don’t deserve your forgiveness, and honestly, I don’t even feel like I deserve to be your friend right now after what I did. I replay it in my head over and over every moment I should’ve spoken up, every time I should’ve chosen you instead of my feelings. I feel disgusted with myself for letting someone like him come between us. He played both of us, fed us the same words, and made us question each other instead of seeing him for what he really is. But I still take responsibility for my part. I let you believe something that wasn’t true, and that’s on me. I’m so sorry for the pain, the doubt, the embarrassment, and the heartbreak you’re carrying because of this. I don’t expect you to trust me. I don’t expect you to forgive me. I just need you to know that I know I messed up, and I’m genuinely sorry for being the kind of person who hurt someone she cared about. If losing me is what you need to heal, I’ll accept that. I just wish I had been better for you, and for us.
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LoverGIRL1:
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unknownnnnnn:
look kay i cant forgive u for what happened but i can move past this and try to be friendly even tho ik u will lie agian to me in the future but now i have James who treats me right and cares for me and loves who i am and he doesnt use me like he did and he wont sneak behind my bck for a girl. ik if james lost feelings for me and liked someone else, he would tell me instead of sneaking around with someone else.
LoverGIRL1:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
look kay i cant forgive u for what happened but i can move past this and try to be friendly even tho ik u will lie agian to me in the future but now i have James who treats me right and cares for me and loves who i am and he doesnt use me like he did and he wont sneak behind my bck for a girl. ik if james lost feelings for me and liked someone else, he would tell me instead of sneaking around with someone else.
..........
LoverGIRL1:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
look kay i cant forgive u for what happened but i can move past this and try to be friendly even tho ik u will lie agian to me in the future but now i have James who treats me right and cares for me and loves who i am and he doesnt use me like he did and he wont sneak behind my bck for a girl. ik if james lost feelings for me and liked someone else, he would tell me instead of sneaking around with someone else.
..........
u got slack
LoverGIRL1:
I need u to answer jaz
@lovergirl1 wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
look kay i cant forgive u for what happened but i can move past this and try to be friendly even tho ik u will lie agian to me in the future but now i have James who treats me right and cares for me and loves who i am and he doesnt use me like he did and he wont sneak behind my bck for a girl. ik if james lost feelings for me and liked someone else, he would tell me instead of sneaking around with someone else.
..........
u got slack
I need to tell u what I just found out
LoverGIRL1:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
I need u to answer jaz
@lovergirl1 wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
look kay i cant forgive u for what happened but i can move past this and try to be friendly even tho ik u will lie agian to me in the future but now i have James who treats me right and cares for me and loves who i am and he doesnt use me like he did and he wont sneak behind my bck for a girl. ik if james lost feelings for me and liked someone else, he would tell me instead of sneaking around with someone else.
..........
u got slack
I need to tell u what I just found out
I cant lie to you again
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676767:
😁👍
adreonnaRaeee:
i think the best thing here is to let go, stop holding on or pushing. people got hurt, now you know who are real or fake. sounds really complicated, but sounds like Jaz needs some time, she said she'll be friendly but you have to realize you hurt her... and you cant keep pushing bc then you'll push her away.
i know this isnt easy for anyone. but it take time, sometimes you cant fix your mistakes but dont let it happen again.
realize he was hurting you both, you dont want that for each other or yourself. he fed you lies... and ik you believed them, but he wasnt the one.
im not trying to pick a side at all, because idk everything. but give it time, heal and grow and learn what to do or not to do :)
friends gets in arguments but you have to both be willing to work through it and forgive for yourself, because if you dont forgive yourself then how do you move on? hurt first (but stay strong) then forgive. have new boundaries.
ik you both will figure this out, it will hurt, but i know you guys can do it <3
LoverGIRL1:
we need a talk girl asap
seeker:
Guys this isn’t the place… am just reminding you’ll 😬
LoverGIRL1:
ty
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Daze01:
...
LoverGIRL1:
@daze01 wrote:
...
daze can we tlk
Daze01:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
...
daze can we tlk
idk? can we?
unknownnnnnn:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
Daze01:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
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unknownnnnnn:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
Daze01:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t
unknownnnnnn:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t
devil/void
Daze01:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t
devil/void
no he from QC
unknownnnnnn:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t
devil/void
no he from QC
he dated serria so yea hes on here and pad let
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Daze01:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t
devil/void
no he from QC
he dated serria so yea hes on here and pad let
oh my goshh not void...
unknownnnnnn:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
bruh i just got told by sav its him
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t
devil/void
no he from QC
he dated serria so yea hes on here and pad let
oh my goshh not void...
seeker:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t
devil/void
no he from QC
he dated serria so yea hes on here and pad let
oh my goshh not void...
😱
Daze01:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
bruh i just got told by sav its him
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t
devil/void
no he from QC
he dated serria so yea hes on here and pad let
oh my goshh not void...
welp thats not true then :)
unknownnnnnn:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
bruh who the frick is it daze omggg
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
bruh i just got told by sav its him
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@daze01 wrote:
@unknownnnnnn wrote:
@lovergirl1 wrote:
but it doesn't mean I wont love the person Im with I love him more and more careful this time
who is ur bf now???
u don't know?
no do u
he is on our padl3t
devil/void
no he from QC
he dated serria so yea hes on here and pad let
oh my goshh not void...
welp thats not true then :)
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