thoughts on things recently....
It hurts living with the constant back-and-forth from my parents one day they act like they don’t want me, and the next they say they do, and I’m left trying to survive the confusion alone. Every day feels like a fight just to exist, and some days I don’t even want to be here anymore. The only reason I keep going is because of two people I cannot picture life without. One is my best friend, the person who knows me, who I need in my life because losing them would feel like losing a part of myself. The other is a boy who stays even when I make it hard, who shows up in ways that matter, and even if he isn’t officially mine, he feels like he is because of what we share. I’m scared that if I disappear or do something stupid, everything I love will disappear too and I don’t want a world where they’re gone from my life.
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