Story of my life of the past two years!
:) Hey booo booo just remember I love you and im in your life now :)
:) thanks boo i am glad i have you derek and david
I just want you to know you are not alone I am 16 I lived everyday of my life in living hell (to say the least) from the time I was 5 to the time I was in my early part of 16. Both of my parents were drugies and both killed themselves so I was adopted by my aunt (who I can’t stand)I was raped at4 to 8 years old I do everything wrong no matter if it was or wasn’t my fault I have ran away twice, I used to party all the time I didn’t care about school I didn’t care about myself for that matter I wished everday someone would kill me ( I felt I was just a waste of space) when I was in my ninth grade year of school I was taken out in put in connections academy because I wasn’t doing well in school (getting isr osr and all of that) I will admit that it was the best thing to happen to me I really figured out who my true friends were when I got there not very many people came around me after that that’s how I knew I was surrounding myself with the wrong people and yes some of my “friends” I just can’t let go of (maybe I feel they will shange or something idk) but I love my aunt to death now you know I have my days but I appreciate everything she has done for me and I always will maybe somethings weren’t the best but they eventually will get better until then know it could always be worse just smile when you get the chance because there may come a day you can’t :) sorry for all the spelling and grammatical mistakes I was typing fast :)
thanks that means a lot and sorry about some of those things but things will get better i am getting ready to move back with my mom i was forced to go to my dads or jvey because i wouldnt listen and everything so i am glad someone can understand and im not alone because it hard when you feel alone but thanks and dont worry i spell things wrong alot to when i type fast lol
Hey well your story is very beautiful similar to mine. i no how it feels to loose someone and then have no one there for you. my parents slowly took everything away from me. im trapped in a house 24/7 unless i have to go with my parents somewhere. im 15 and my parents are sending me to a school were there's a lot of people that i don't know. i don't hate my parents but i got to say i do envy them at times. i do get the wanting of leaving and never coming back. let me to you this i no that you just want to do different things to get away but find that one this to get away from it but your still there like me i do poetry, listen to music, or just go play with my pets. since we are minors we really cant do much.
yeah it just makes me mad that my dad comes into my life after i have to find him and takes me from my mom and everything like dont get my wrong i went 13 years withs out knowing my dad and now i am 15 and only new him for 2 years but he thinks i am scared of him and i aint which my aunt said she thinks there is no respect because he comes in takes me or says if i dont go with him i go to juvey so yeah and my grandfather aint doing well now either so
oh well me its wether i behave and stay in the skool i want or if i do something bad its boot camp, juvey, or the school my dad chooses. its kinda hard to be good in my house cuz no one has your bak everyones always on your back. i only feel better wen i go see my lil baby girl shes my world now and she makes me happy :)
yeah i cant walk into my moms without someone jumping down my trough and the only person i cna really tell baout it is my brother derek or my best friend david with out them complaining they help me and mikaela she does to and i help her but its hard when people always at you and how old is she
shes 19 days old :)
aweee what color is her eyes?
oh she has her daddys big brown eyes :)
here ill but her as my picture :) ok wait
aww she is so adorable :)
she so cuteee lol
thanks shes my life now i love wen i see her.
yeah lol just message me
kk :)
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