Question

here is a writing for anyone to read

Answer 1

feelings

when we don't let our feelings out they get all bottled up inside and it makes u wanna just leave
but when u smile and hide it all behind your smile everyone thinks that you are great and when they find cuts and scars
they ask us why have we been hiding and what have we been hiding from them
and if we tell them they will wanna watch us 24/7
and it cant happen so when someone ask you if your okay say yes but in reality we are breaking down inside and not being able to be fixed and it kills most of us bc we know nothing will ever be the same again
and when we die of a young age everyone thinks we were a happy smart teenagers
then the find all the writings all the razors all of the pain we have been feeling on a video before we died and wonder if they could have done anything different would it had made a difference in our life would we still be here
but it would have not made a difference we would hide all from you and him and it would just kill u to feel the pain we felt for a long time most of us have been sad for a long time and it would have just gotten worst
and it kills you knowing u could have made a difference well it would have only made it harder on us bc it would have bothered u some much till it broke u

Answer 2

but if it broke u it would have broke everyone and if that happen i have no plan for life but to die
and the truth behind it im already dead
i have been fro a while now
i just made it seem like im was okay and it killed me more and more till i could not bare it anymore and just would have ended it
i could never bring my self to do it till that day came and i cried so much i cried till i could not cry anymore and then it happened
i graped my belt and tried to hang my self and before i was gone for good my mom walks in a starts screaming and crying for my dad he comes running up the steps and grabs me and places me on the ground and starts CPR and calls 911 once i come to
i was closer to death than anyone before
and i dont wanna die bc i know now there are people who can help wiht depression and help me through these hard times
and it kills me so much
but im okay now i have lost a little bit of depression but im still at risk for 7 out 10 signs of depression but before it was 10 of 10 signs of depression

Answer 3

@YouSir
@Destinycholie
@Bush993
@One098

Answer 4

@Crissy15
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@wizfan
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Answer 5

>.< You used razors to hurt yourself?

Answer 6

yea

Answer 7

This is so sad.

Answer 8

yea i know that was only part of my story of my life

Answer 9

Ya, life is full of ups and downs.

Answer 10

"Life is not a movie, so stop waiting for someone to come along and write you a happy ending."

Answer 11

AMEN TO THAT SAYING

Answer 12

It's your profile pic!

Answer 13

i know

Answer 14

sad , although i just read a few lines

Answer 15

Its sad......

Answer 16

time for the ending

Answer 17

my signs for depression have gone down some what im only at 5 of 10 signs but i feel great i love to live with what i have and how i have in my life i still cry my self to sleep but that s normal for me. i have so many amazing friends that have got me this far and a guy ho whas made a big impact on my life and i am thankful for him and i dont know where i would be with him .
and to all my girl friends thank you for always being here for me to talk when im down i love all of you for that thank u so much .
and i want all of you to know that if my life ends bc of depression u dont have to be sad bc i made it as far as i could wiht all of your help
and i m not sure if i would have made it this far
and to the ones that made me this way i told u could only make me stronger and not break me
i just wanted to let u all know i love u so much and when im gone dont me sad be happy bc i had amazing friends

Answer 18

and if i could change just one this about my self it would be to make all of my scars away but i know it can't happen so i hide them everyday with makeup so they dont show as bad and they are some what gone
but these scars are what have helped me feel happy bc when i cause pain to myself it makes me feel better
some may think im crazy but when someone is sad all the time for the most of their life it gets old
and that was the only thing i could do and it would all just go away
but i haven't cut for a week or two so all those cuts are all old
but they were deep ones so they left scars
and im not proud of them who would be
the point im trying to make is that scars may look bad but they shaped the person who has them

Answer 19

Amazing.. And for me its so freaking true the first part..

Answer 20

Sad.

Answer 21

@Clalgee this one has many parts to it

Answer 22

Wow... This truly and deeply affected me mentally. I am truly speechless regarding this poem. It's very inspirational and yet sad at the same time. A true writer uses their pain and experiences though the words of figurative language. I love this poem. If I can get your permission, I would like to share this with a few friends whom I think will be greatly affected by it. Thank you for sharing.

Answer 23

sure u can share it with anyone u like @Clalgee