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OpenStudy (demonchild99):

girl at five..i wanna be a rockstar girl at 12 ..i wanna be a chef girl at 15 ...i wanna die girl at 20...im in love girl at 22 im getting married girl at 30 ..i have three beautiful kids girl at 50 im so glad i lived

OpenStudy (demonchild99):

@MakaylaTracy

OpenStudy (anonymous):

i am not sure if i am ready to give upjust yet i still have people who care about me @demonchild99

OpenStudy (demonchild99):

just keep that in mind...you will always have someone care about you...as long as im alive i will care about u....so will your family

OpenStudy (anonymous):

my family don't even know that i am crying or i am cutting and i have no people who ill say that i will stand by u but i do know that the pople who will say that understand what i am ggoing through but they are so far away and im all alone in my house its so dark in here i dont want ot turn on the lights i cant even eat anything

OpenStudy (demonchild99):

u need to eat...push all of the pain out of your mind please....talk to soomeone....it get better....if not your parents then...talk to a friend...or another kid or someone...if nothing else...im here for u...im here for anyone....i try my best...i dont like seeing mpeople hurt or upset...

OpenStudy (anonymous):

well this is me all the time so im a toal mess im a horrible friend im a bad writier

OpenStudy (demonchild99):

your the opposite of all that...your an amazing writer...you not a mess...your going through something horrible...and...it will blow over....your a wonderful friend...and if people cant see that screw them...u need to see that u r an awesome person...just give it time...and everything will work out

OpenStudy (anonymous):

Idfk know what this means. This is weird, stahp it.

OpenStudy (demonchild99):

monster..ur clueless as always..if your not going to be possitively spirited...go away

OpenStudy (anonymous):

but why do i feel like in am nothing

OpenStudy (demonchild99):

becuz at some point someone told u that..and u believed them... need to push them out of ur mind..ur not a nothing..ur a beautiful inependent woman..and those who think otherwise can suck a melon

OpenStudy (anonymous):

It happens, you just needa smile, even if it means pretending sometimes. There are people who love you and will always care about you, no matter what, remember that, don't give up, push a little bit harder, and I swear you will get rewarded for it

OpenStudy (anonymous):

that is my probelm i hide it all behind my smile

OpenStudy (anonymous):

You needa mean it sometimes, force yourself to mean it. How old are you?

OpenStudy (demonchild99):

wise man once said...if you love someone let them go....well..im tired of letting go....ive never been good at anything...and ive never been the popular girl...or anything like that....always in the shadows...always looked down...well truth is..sometimes its good....you dont want to be noticed all the time...you...you just want to be invisible......well i was that person ..always picked on...never really cared for...i found a few friends...and even then i was alone....here i finally found a family... @fallenangelorchid ....i love him...he is the sweetest..he has his moments..but we all do..and you cant hold that against him.....im writing this becuz...i cant hold in my feelings forever..i cant stay silent anymore...ive put on a face and dealt with the cards life has given me..so what if im not loved by millions...i know he always has my back....and ill always have his...i ....yall dont know my past...like i said i put on a mask...everyone does...its called protection....i hide becuz im afraid of being hurt again...ive had many people leave me...and ...abandone me..and i dont want to feel the pain of it again....you see me as a loving girl who has nothing wrong...but in school...i was an outcast...at home im an outcast..and ...here...im an outcast...im lucky....to have met many nice people....but how long til you see my past...how many will stay and how many will turn away....i guess we will find out then..wont we.... >^.^< as said...forever mistaken and forever overlooked

OpenStudy (anonymous):

15

OpenStudy (demonchild99):

that was supposed to be my bio @MakaylaTracy

OpenStudy (anonymous):

Yes, here I am preaching. I am 15 as well, I have been where you are, hell I am where you are! But I try for the sake of my friends. Look in almost any chat and you will find someone just like us, who will be there as best as we can. You smile and cry at the same time, trying to deny each tear- I have been there. You lie, and try to pass everything off as perfect even though it couldn't be farther from the truth. it takes time to realize what you are, who you are and everything else that will be figured out in your future, if you ruin your life, all these unanswered questions will never be answered. You don't know anything about me, hell almost no one on here knows what I've been through, but after everything I am here telling you it'll work out. If it happened for me, it can happen for anyone.

OpenStudy (anonymous):

thanku both for making me wanna stay

OpenStudy (anonymous):

You are welcome. if you ever need anything pm me

OpenStudy (demonchild99):

weve all been there and we r here for u..always

OpenStudy (anonymous):

Ditto

OpenStudy (anonymous):

i just wanna cry and scream but i cant do either of them i dont have the power anymore

OpenStudy (anonymous):

I understand, i really do

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