Question

I smoke the pain away tell me why I feel so empty?
People judge me and they dont even know my sruggle its hard to carry on when there are only 3 people in your life.No one knows my struggle except my sister my girlfriend and my other sister tell me why you people are so judgemental and you dont even know why some one has burns on their chest or cuts on their wrist?
Tell me can you be the one to take my life?
I hope someone would be trustworthy other than those 3 people and you "civil-minded" crowds tell me suicide isnt the answer but what if nothing gets better but it all gets worst?

Answer 1

You may think im attention seeking but theres a red X at the top right corner of your screen so close this question...
Why is it that everytime someone promises me something they do the exact opposite?

Answer 2

@Crissy15
@MakaylaTracy
@demonchild99
@kathlyn98
@k_lynn
@amberxoxo
@Rosalina_Rose

Answer 3

i like it alot

Answer 4

thats two poems that almost exactly describe me...hey @wingspansson.Silvera01 you should see @I_Always_Smiling poem its kinda like this

Answer 5

I read it already @koolkat13

Answer 6

coolio then

Answer 7

Suicide is never the answer. Never under any circumstance. I have a friend who wanted to do that. Taking your own life isn't the answer. God created you for a much better purpose. He didn't create you just so you could kill yourself. There's a really neat poem/saying/quote that I think of whenever I'm going through tough times in my life or I share it with other people who are having tough times.

One day, a man was walking along the beach with the Lord.
There were two sets of footprints.
One belonged to him, the other to the Lord.
Across the sky flashed the scenes of his life.
The man notices that during the happy times,
there were two sets of footprints.
But in the saddest, and darkest times,
there was only one.

This troubled the man, so he asked the Lord
"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you'd walk with me all the way.
But in the saddest and darkest times in my life,
there were only one set of footprints.
Why, Lord, when I needed you most,
You would leave me?"

The Lord said,
"My son, my precious child,
I would never leave you.
Durring those times when you only saw one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

So you see that even though life gets tough, God carries you through it. You still feel the pain because it's like walking through a wind storm. God is carrying you, but you still feel the wind blowing hard against your face. But if God wasn't carrying you, there would be no way for you to make it.

Answer 8

yea i knew you were going to say something like that @ k_lynn...even though this is for him..or her..idk i dont believe in God soo...yea

Answer 9

How is the lord helping me if even my own mother hates me?
I am no factor in this world/life or sick joke with no punchline I have no purpose here and idk why someone would tell me that the lord is with me yet time and time again i ask for forgiveness i ask for redemption and everything just plays like a broken record
Over and over and over and over

Answer 10

I know. It's tough. My own life is a mistake. I wasn't supposed to happen. My grandparents hate my dad. It's hard to go through. I know. But when you have God, he makes it so much better. He closes the cuts and heals the bruises. Though the scars can never go away. When you ask for forgiveness, you have to mean it. And you have to make it your mission not to do whatever you did. I'm not sure how to explain it. God makes all the things in the world not important anymore. It's just this amazing thing, but it's so hard to explain.

Answer 11

@sleepyjess

Answer 12

my mother hated me...she was a prostitute who gave me up as soon as i was born...she nearly tried to kill my other sister..and she dissapeared without a trace laving my other half siblings alone.... and yet,.... i found an amazing family here...we have liars and cheaters and whatever...f*ck we have a cousin it...lol...but u know what..we all manage to stay together..and i know how u feel sometimes.... its like u wish to end ur life..and give in to all the pressure...but its not worth it ok?... i thought i was horrible...i was a baby and i was cast away.... but i found hope,...and u will too

Answer 13

i was supposed to die the minut i was born but no something kept me and idk why if its just going to cheat me like this

Answer 14

When my sister, Madison was born, she had two holes in her heart. The other cleared up, but one got worse. She had to have open heart surgery. They fixed that hole. But she might die when she gets older. THen she might not. All you can do is have faith that there's something better waiting.

Answer 15

And if God does take my little baby sister, I'll see her on the other side.

Answer 16

i was born with a 30 year olds asthma 4-6 holes in my heart and brain damage im not supposed to be here at all

Answer 17

maybe god figured it wasnt your time to go...u still had a purpose to lead and to live

Answer 18

GOD has a plan then, just keep on going, You'll get your reward XD

Answer 19

But God seen that you had a purpose. You're alive because He had something for you.

Answer 20

Right @demonchild99

Answer 21

You may think you aren't supposed to be here, but God has a reason for everything he does. You have a purpose in this life that he has given.

Answer 22

exactly, he has his reasons don't question just make the right decisions and let him lead

Answer 23

God's also kind of like a little kid. He likes to play hide-and-seek. Right when you think you can't find him, you taps on your shoulder and goes "Hey, silly. I'm right here."

Answer 24

Kool poem though @wingspansson.Silvera01

Answer 25

I know this really great song my Hawk Nelson. It's called Every Beat of My Broken heart. It's a really great song, with great meaning.

Answer 26

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