Question

What everyone does not know is that I’m ten feet under.
My new friends are the people I can trust. I thought we would be friends forever but behind that smile was a devil who picked me up and threw me and made sure it hurt. I never thought that you would do that to me. You said I was like a sister to you I guess not someone of course asks if you were sad that I left but you said “No, I’m happy she is gone.” Is that true? Now I think “Well what a misleading girl.” I truly miss you, but I guess that is something that I have to go through.

Answer 1

Do you think it is funny?
Do you not realize this hurts?
To be afraid to have people hurt you?
It is not fair with the way they mistreat you. It is not fair that you yourself have to actually believe what they say. No you did not think to care of what people say about you. You are as weak as everyone else Yuana. It is true.
Well cutting is not the answer.
Being sad should not even be brought in this situation. Do you not know that I get more drivel than what you dish me. It is funny how one day were friends and now we are enemies. I do not understand why.
Do you think this is nice for me?
To be hated?
To have another at this school hate me?
To have her tell you that the only reason why I am here is because no one liked me at my old school?
To have people trash talk about me?
Blame me despite the fact she is as guilty as I?
To feel like you want to fall apart?
Then go home and want to explode?
Life brings so much stuff that I want to die.
Do you think I want to be like this?
Do you think I want to cry at night?
Do you think my life is easy?

Answer 2

Do you think I wanted this to happen to me?
Do you think at all before you act?
No you don’t because you don’t think.
Im dying here but manage to keep a smile. I’m rebuilding my brick wall, but now once it goes up it is not coming back down. Honestly to have someone say they are your best friend and then next thing betray me is too much.
Why is it hard for me to not believe in myself why is it hard for me to try to have people like me?
Why is it not possible to become someone
why do I feel like in this world you have to lie to be accepted.
To have friends that think of you as so cool but don’t know the real you
All the time I hear “Your daughter is so happy and always brings joy to my class it's a pleasure having her here”.
Do you really think I am always happy?
My life is not perfect
you’re not perfect either…

Answer 3

im done im done with you with me with us with every bit of thing, I don’t need you I don’t need them all I need is my real friends and not my fake one’s
When you move you find out the people that were actually there for you , who actually liked you, who actually misses you, who is actually friends…
The time I spent telling you all of my secrets was I guess my waste of time…
I will never forget the time we spent together or the time we spent laughing it off XD When I told you my secrets and decided to cry in front of you
Is it over yet can
I open my eyes
is this hard as it gets
If anyone asks i’ll tell them we just grew apart
If anyone asks i’ll tell them we just move on
When people all stare ill pretend I don’t hear them talk
So exactly you say this all started because I called u a “fake friend” no it started because i thought u were my friend.