Question

Heyy I wrote this (First comment) will you read it?

Answer 1

Silence. That is the only thing that follows his words. The words that broke my heart as soon as they left his mouth. “Mistake.” “Nothing.” Those two words are in the forefront of my mind, repeating themselves over and over again. After seven, almost eight, months of giving him everything. Giving him every minute of my life and it’s over like that. Sure I was the one to end it, with good reason, but he promised not to ever treat me this way. He promised he would never cuss at me, that he would protect me until the day he died. But just like that, it was broken.
I guess I deserved it though. I had promised him I would never leave him and yet there I was, speaking those terrible words to him as if I had never cared at all. But what he couldn’t see is how much it was breaking me inside. How much it hurt just to think of him and how much I must have hurt him.
It was all getting to be too much. I mean it was never my intention to leave. I never wanted to leave the safety of his arms. It was where I thought I belonged, but I see now that I was mistaken. He was just using me to fill the empty space in his heart where someone else belonged. He was allowing me to feel loved and safe while he searched for his true love.
He gave me so much to remember. My first date, our first kiss, our first time. He was so sweet, so careful. He treated me like a princess. But it was all just an act. I wish I could’ve seen it sooner so I could have saved myself from this heartbreak. I wish I would have never said yes to him in the first place. Now I am sitting here feeling numb and empty, wondering if he really loved me like I loved him. But I probably already know the answer to that.
However I regret nothing. I don’t regret falling so madly in love with him that I almost lost everyone else. I don’t regret getting close enough to his family that they considered me one of them already. I don’t regret planning our wedding already. I don’t regret anything. If anything I would like to thank him. Thank him for the memories. Thank him for all of the times he showed me how a real man should treat a woman. Thank him for giving me so much of his time that he almost ditched his friends for me.
I know I will never be the same. I know there is always going to be a place in my heart for him, but it is better this way. We both deserve someone who will correspond with us perfectly. Someone who is the light to our day. Someone who will show us what we really deserve. He deserves a girl just like him, not his polar opposite. I know what I deserve, and I’ve been told so time and time again, however I see it now. There is going to be a guy for me who will treat me like a queen and give me, not only what I need, but what I wan’t.
I want everyone to remember something. Never regret anything and never try to hate someone who gave you so much to remember. You’ll just end up hurting yourself in the end. Be civil toward one another. Don’t cuss or throw insults at each other. Just thank them for everything they had given you and the lesson they taught you and if you want to, give them a second chance. But after that, if they hurt you again, don’t go back because if they are willing enough to hurt you twice, just leave.
It will hurt, for a while, but eventually it will get better. You will find someone who will treat you like you deserve to be treated. When that time comes, remember every mistake you made so you don’t make it again.

Answer 2

That's great! It gave me a very realistic mental image of today's society. Keep up that epic work!

Answer 3

Thank you!

Answer 4

wow im crying that was good.

Answer 5

Thanks @PierceTheCrys1115