Question

i have given everything i have
i have lost like a million thoughts
traveled a million miles
cried a thousand tears
and all for what?
your fears of death?
wishing everyone and everything was normal well its not
my life your life is a total flutter up
so yea
flutter u retriceole
and all for what your faith ?
what about me ?
did u even think?
are u even sorry ?
yea i forgot i am nothing to u bc if i was u would not have tried so hard tomake me forget u
so yea flutter u bc im done loving someone who hurt me
screw your life and your family
i thought u were different and your not
just liek everyone else
i give up
i know i have told u i have hated you before this time
im saying it with hate
you messed my life up bad
my arms contain one cut for every day you liked ot me

Answer 1

@Crissy15 im sorry i am not responding to any messages i have gvien all i have trying to forgive david i cant he lied to me saying he was dead im done with him

Answer 2

@ispike @johnp12 @chainedecho @HackberryAbby18 @KaloeMalia

Answer 3

I love it, it's definitely very powerful lyrics, and I can honestly relate to that too, keep it going
<3

Answer 4

@Destinycholie @YouSir @demonchild99 @simi_awesome. @J-bird @logan13 @uChezzy @YOUNGSUPERMAN @ashhhrodriguez @Edward_Cullen @k12andstudyislandhelp @paki @j57 @WWWHHHAAATTT? @kitteh♥ @Taylev105 @toxicsugar22 @Gokuporter @faithelizabeth @party_girl @NadiaElhaj_1 @undeadknight26 @shelby33 @One098 @OnePieceFTW @STARSHIP @SkaterBoyShawn @undeadknight26

Answer 5

@horsegirl27 @Data_LG2 @HazelLuv99 @LoveMeLikeYouDo @selena44

Answer 6

I really like this, but I feel it would be a better poem than a song. It just reads more like a poem. I really like this, it's powerful and very sad. Good job writing this!

Answer 7

@musicmaster @mun249

Answer 8

i was meant for someone who has caused me more pain than happyness

Answer 9

@danish071996 i like it inspiring keep it up

Answer 10

@MakaylaTracy the story behind it is really sad, and I'm sorry about the pain people cause you. But stay strong chica

Answer 11

i kinda understand cause i went through a lot from home to foster care

Answer 12

whnen someone lies bput dying and faking it that is wahts causes me to do away and hide

Answer 13

im not stay strong bc everydqy that person lied to me i have cuts of a totla 110 for all the days they lied ot me

Answer 14

i like it but i know someone who might relate @LoveMeLikeYouDo

Answer 15

@KyanTheDoodle @Destinymasha

Answer 16

IF U KNOW PEOPLE WHO CAN RELATE TO THIS TAG THEM sorry for caps

Answer 17

Makayla, sometimes people make a mistake, and to hide it they lie. Sometimes people realize their love may not be true anymore, but lie to protect you. People lie for a reason and they will feel guilt every time, but lie simply to try to fix it. I can tell you I made the mistake of lying to someone to try to prove myself and I regretted it every single time I did, and more now because I know the pain I accidentally caused while trying to make it better.

Answer 18

but was it supppose to happen when i wa at my worse when i was crying for 6 hours when i foudn out no

Answer 19

@musicmaster Thanks, but I think the suicide song relates more to me.

Answer 20

It's okay to cry...
but don't harm yourself because of someone's stupidity

Answer 21

i already have and will till he tells me why

Answer 22

sorry i kept leaving i'm writing a song for those who been in my kind of problems but i kinda get what you are saying @MakaylaTracy

Answer 23

i really dont know if i can kepeingbeing okay

Answer 24

i hav e tried cryingbbut it onlymakes it worse

Answer 25

Makayla please do not hurt yourself. That always makes it harder for the other person.

Answer 26

i like it .good job @MakaylaTracy

Answer 27

wasn't it his gf well ex who said he was dead

Answer 28

Nice

Answer 29

lie from him

Answer 30

tri to write it out or speak about it or breathe or just do hurt your self

Answer 31

i have my mo took my books and gave thme tomy docotrs

Answer 32

Trust me Makayla dont hurt yourself once u start its next to impossible to stop.

Answer 33

i have been doing it for 4 years

Answer 34

so it dont matter my body holds 2100 cuts and scars @LoveMeLikeYouDo

Answer 35

But it does matter. And if you try hard enough, which i know you can do, you can stop.

Answer 36

i write it on paper then sing it out tell i fall to sleep it does matter

Answer 37

i dont sleep havent in 5 months

Answer 38

oh k then find someone u trust talk to them and they should listen because ur issue is worst than mines

Answer 39

never gone through that

Answer 40

Makayla, still have the twiddla link? I can talk to you more there and help you out

Answer 41

sorry i suck at advise i'm trying to help but sorry @MakaylaTracy

Answer 42

its okay i have heard worse when people say oh jsut do it already stop stalling

Answer 43

your adice at least its not horrible like that

Answer 44

its not good

Answer 45

but still thanks for trying to help me many people wold have just told me to flutter off and get a life and be someone im not but u just try to give me good adivce but it dont always need to be good advice

Answer 46

@adilalvi @ashhhrodriguez @animalfan1

Answer 47

well i rather be good witch should i talk to lots of people in the same situations and they talk to me about my life stlye

Answer 48

that is the thing i dont have a heart anymore it is black

Answer 49

i'm confused sorry oh nvm

Answer 50

yea i dont use pm anymore bc my accountwas hacked

Answer 51

ok

Answer 52

i'm thinking on how to explain

Answer 53

keep your head up not down and don't give up live to the fullestt

Answer 54

wow thank u so much for that words like this i am gettign tattoed on my body

Answer 55

ok think of it like this be strong others will look up to @MakaylaTracy i want to be her shes like a sister see

Answer 56

yes i do and my only fear is being able to make it though this

Answer 57

i'm still here to help u through might to suck at helping but i'm here to try tho

Answer 58

what if i fail tryingot mka eit

Answer 59

i have ur back i have lots of peoples back

Answer 60

Makayla, I'll always be here for you

Answer 61

i know what u have been thorugh bc so have i and its still happening to me and its jsut getgin wsore everytime it happens

Answer 62

I know i got your back to friends froever sista from another mother

Answer 63

our lives from the start were planned but was they palnned the way we are living them

Answer 64

like what i will say life didnt come with instructions

Answer 65

It's our job to figure out the instructions
we choose our path

Answer 66

u are the 2nd person i told i don't tell people online my life but i felt your are not the only here that went trough it

Answer 67

but what if we dont have the power to choose the right one and where it leads us will end up with me or anyone else being dead bc we coudl nto take what he set down for us ?
they will the owrld all falla part ?
will we have no one to tak ecare of us will we be different ?

Answer 68

thank u fro sharing that with me it reallyed helped

Answer 69

just don't tell anyone else u welcome

Answer 70

i will not i will take it to my grave

Answer 71

It's okay to choose the wrong path
people make mistakes
and people also forgive

Answer 72

but when people make so many mistakes will ti cause a way of life that can not be saved mor stoped?
i have tried to fogrigve and forget but i cant bc i am not me anymore u all knowme as a sweet person and a kind loving caing person but under all that i am hell

Answer 73

forgiving is a way to heal, but always have your guards up

Answer 74

@Crissy15 have u talked to nicole?

Answer 75

bc that is who i have been talkign to not daivd

Answer 76

ok o say well @MakaylaTracy message u the rest i'll just tell u all of it cause reading about u still going through it makes me fell i'm going through it to

Answer 77

thank u so much

Answer 78

yes i do

Answer 79

@horsegirl27

Answer 80

yeah?

Answer 81

yes i have it come on i am wating on u

Answer 82

ok

Answer 83

don't see you there...

Answer 84

ok

Answer 85

delete that comment so no one else comes

Answer 86

okay

Answer 87

@MakaylaTracy I have been talking to David and he once he is healed wants to go into the army, I say forgive him now and let this pass because he will be gone one day and you'll regret it trust me, that's why I treasure evr moment with a person because no one is promised tommorow.

Answer 88

he comes on send him to his room

Answer 89

lol,he's in a bed and cant get up

Answer 90

oh so u have been talkignt o david and i keeo gettign nicole i cried for 6 hours cirssy 6 just be she said he was dead

Answer 91

yea, she said the doctors had made a mistake, he was presumed dead so she told us he was dead but then they found out a little part of him was alive and that he was in a coma

Answer 92

I was talking to her when the doctors called her and said he was in coma and had waken up