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Warriorz13:

This seems as good as any place to post this.

Warriorz13:

@Elsa213 @theDeviliscoming @Allison @ThisGirlPretty @Falconmaster

Elsa213:

Warriorz, I kindly begged you not to post this. >.< Please close this post.

Allison:

Post what?

Elsa213:

I honestly do not know what he is posting. xD

Elsa213:

He was liek `I’m just gonna make a post. If I get banned for it. Oh well.`

Elsa213:

So I'm guessing it's nothing good. e.e

Warriorz13:

You five people are pretty much the only people I associate with on this site. It has come to my attention that others have been able to tell I have changed and to be honest, yes I have, I have changed drastically in the past two weeks. My dad and my stepmom constantly got into huge fights until he finally told her to pack her bags and leave, she moved out last Monday. They are trying to work things out but I am not sure it is going to work. I have fallen into a state of pure depression and anger. I nearly started cutting again.. my grades fell from nearly straight A’s to where I am failing 3/4 classes. I apologize for how I have been acting the past few days. I know it is not excuse for how I have been acting. I’m just tired of it... I get hate at home, at school, and on this site. I decided a month ago I am not taking sh!t from anyone anymore, but when I finally strike back people freak out and tell me I need to calm down. I have been bottling up anger, depression, grief, hatred and more.. I’m sorry for how I have hurt each and everyone of you. From this point forward I am sticking to my PMs where I can stay out of peoples way.

Allison:

Tristan..I've told you before and I said it this morning too, no matter what happens, I'm still here for you. And I am here to listen if you need to talk. I don't want you to cut or hurt yourself in ANY way. I love you so much and you're one of my first and one of my best friends. I did notice how you did back away for a while..And I messaged you on Hangouts and this morning, and stuff. I'm sorry your parents argue and all, and show me your homework, I'll help with everything I can. I can help with English, Algebra, Geography, Health, anything you want. Just don't harm yourself, and try to get out of your depression. It's hard getting out of it, but that's what I'm here for. Me, Elsa, Lux, everyone else. We're all here for you okay? ❤️

Warriorz13:

Gonna go ahead and....@Ultrilliam

Warriorz13:

Allison... no offense... but I hate to confide in you..

Allison:

Well. I tried being nice. You comeback as a jerk. Have a good day.

Elsa213:

Allison, you have me tearing up. ;-; <3 Although it wasn't written for meh. e.e But it's emotional <3 ;~;

Elsa213:

@Ultrilliam

Warriorz13:

I don’t WANT to confide in you because every time something happens you wanna write it off as f|_|cking karma or some other bullish!t. Because I can’t go a f|_|cking week without you trying to rub it in my face that I “cheated” on you. I’m so done with it.

Elsa213:

Well, you shouldn't have cheated on her in the first place.

Allison:

The cheating thing was so, what, 5 months ago? Let it go. I even forgot about it. And I stopped talking about it like 2 weeks after.

Warriorz13:

You only seem to even ask how I’m doing whenever I get depressed and ready to kill someone. Besides that you never seem to care... so why bother..

Allison:

I do care. You have NO idea what I'VE been going through. Unless you do, you'd understand why I haven't talked to you.

Warriorz13:

2 weeks..... okay... I’m getting the message... I’m just gonna leave everyone alone...

Warriorz13:

And I do think I know what you’ve been through... not the same scenarios.. no... but I’ve dealt with just as much Butter as you...

Warriorz13:

Also never got a text from you..

Elsa213:

Warriorz, Allison is going through more than you think. It's a much bigger situation than yours. You should be grateful she is trying her best to help out. You should take advantage friends are still alive. Because you never know if tomorrow they will be still on this Earth.

Allison:

Couldn't have said it better myself.

Allison:

Also, my Hangouts is locked out. So you'd know if you talked to me instead of being a jerk.

Warriorz13:

“And I messaged you on Hangouts and this morning“

Warriorz13:

I’m sorry I’m a jerk. I can’t help it. It’s my mental chemistry..

Allison:

I messaged you on Hangouts a while ago, this morning on here.

Warriorz13:

Im sorry.... I’ll leave you alone...

Allison:

I've been nothing but nice to you. I don't hate you, and no I'm not mad either. I just think you need to talk and let everything out because when you bottle it up, it'll literally end you.

Warriorz13:

I’d rather let it end me... I let it out... and look what happens..

Allison:

You didn't let out anything. Right now you're just being rude while I'm being nice v.v

Warriorz13:

I end up hurting everyone around me that I love... Well if I haven’t let anything out on this post then I have nothing to let out and you should just forget I exist because all that’s going to happen is you going to get mad at me and never want to talk to me again.

Allison:

Okay. I'll just let you be.

Warriorz13:

We all know that won’t happen... but okay... @Ultrilliam can you ban me please?

Elsa213:

I doubt Ultrilliam will ban you. cx He doesn't ban his users. ;p

Warriorz13:

*sigh* School is about to send me home early :/

Elsa213:

I'm proud when the school sends meh home early. cx

Warriorz13:

They are sending me home because more of less I’m about to break down...

Allison:

Get home, wash up, eat, and take a good long nap. You'll feel better.

Warriorz13:

I wish.... this will be the third time in the past 2 weeks... last time they sent me to guidance.. where I was sent to a therapy office... they ran test... and classified me mentally insane..

Warriorz13:

I love my stepmom... she’s always been there for me.. wakes up with me every morning, makes dinner for me, goes running with me... helped me practice for my driving test... and it infuriated me to see how my dad treated her I almost fought him..

Warriorz13:

I cried myself to sleep every night last week wishing she’d come back... I just feel lost... while my dad doesn’t even seem phased..

Allison:

I'm so sorry for your loss. I know one thing though, I'm sure she's watching over you and she wants you to be better and not be like this.

Warriorz13:

Ally she isn’t dead... my dad just kicked her out..

Allison:

Oh you said you love her not lost her. Jfc Allison.

Warriorz13:

She’s been in my life for the past 6 years...she’s more of a mom to me then my biological mother is..

Allison:

Still. I'm sure she still wants you to do good in school, stay calm, and be happy. Maybe when you're a bit older, you can move out and live with her.

Warriorz13:

Maybe.. until then... I’m stuck having panic attacks... and breaking down

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