Question

Apology. <3

Answer 1

Good Morning everyone. I am only logging in to formally apologize to Marziman for my outburst yesterday. However, I am not apologizing for why I outburst, just the way I did. I should not have said some of the things I said nor should I have handled the situation in the way I did. I was overwhelmed with a lot but that is no reason to have said and acted the way I did. I am trying to do the mature thing. I’m also sorry to anyone who was caught in the cross-hairs of the argument and may have gotten hurt in the process. Know that it was not my intention to hurt anyone. What I am not apologizing for is why I acted the way I did. There are many reasons as to why I share my story. As to why I let others know what I’ve been through. It’s not for attention nor is it to gain friendships. I share my story because my whole life I’ve been hated and unloved by the people who are supposed to love you the most. Are supposed to make you feel supported and cared for. I also share my story because I’ve gone 16 years of my life not having anyone there for me. I never want anyone to ever feel like they don’t have someone to talk to. I don’t ever want anyone to think they are alone. That no one will believe them. Because I felt that way for so long that now I don’t care. I act the way I do because I’m afraid to get hurt again. You can’t get hurt if you don’t let people in. My story is who I am and if someone decides that they don’t like the fact that I’m sharing then fine. So be it. Leave me alone and let me continue doing what I want to do. Don’t call me a liar and someone who is craving attention. That is the last thing I want to get attention from. So, in conclusion, I just wanted to apologize and show to you all that I don’t hate any of you nor do I have anything against any of you. I hope you have a great day and can find a way to forgive me in your heart. If not then I’m, once again, sorry for hurting you or making you look at me in a horrid and despicable way.

Answer 2

dah heck?

Answer 3

wah wah this is really boring

Answer 4

Then don't read it. It's not meant for you anyways.

Answer 5

@Marziman

Answer 6

The majority of this post wasn't even an apology lmao.

Answer 7

You're right. I'm not going to right a paragraph to apologize for something that doesn't really need to be apologized for. I was simply letting you know why I acted the way I did. I'm not trying to win you back or anything. Just trying to clear my conscious by doing the right thing. Are you going to be judgmental or accept my apology? I don't want any hard feelings or grudges with anyone.

Answer 8

Wait what, you just said you're not going to write an apology for something that doesn't actually deserve an apology....So how is there an apology to accept?

Answer 9

That's not what I meant. I'm only apologizing for how I reacted to the situation. Not why I reacted to it. I am sorry for making you think less of me as a person and calling you things that I shouldn't have said. But I'm not apologizing for why I did it. THat's all i'm saying. The only thing I'm sorry for is being rude and letting words get the best of me and cause me to have a hateful reaction. No one deserves to feel like they are horrible nor deserves to be hurt. I just want to apologize for hurting you or making you feel bad. I don't know how else to word it.

Answer 10

There wasn't a point where I felt like I was horrible, nor was there a point that I felt hurt. You annoyed me, especially with the lying.

Answer 11

I wasn't lying. Stop saying I was lying. And I'm sorry that I annoyed you. That was not my intentions. My intentions were to get you to understand why I am the way I am.

Answer 12

But it was self-loathing...

Answer 13

What was self-loathing? I wasn't lying and I'm not lying now. Okay. Why is this such a problem? I shared what's happened to me and i get criticized for my actions? I don't understand you. And I'm trying not to burst right now because this si getting ridiculous. I was trying to apologize, not start an argument. Just please stop calling me a liar. Stop saying I'm making this up. I have no reason to lie.

Answer 14

The way you behaved yesterday and the way you're behaving now. The majority of this post was about you and not an apology to me.

Answer 15

I said sorry. What do you want me to do? I am truly sorry for the way I acted. However, I'm not going to bend over backwards to get you to accept my apology. You said many horrible things. You Chickening told me to kill myself. I'm trying to be civil and just forget about it yet you're dragging it on. Why are you doing this? Why are you making it your mission to make me hate you?

Answer 16

Hold on hold on. I never told you to kill yourself, just like I never seriously asked you for nudes.

Answer 17

Excuse me? Yes, you did. You said, "put a bullet through it". How else am I supposed to take that? Then I asked, "Through my head/brain". Your exact reply was, "Sure, why not".

Answer 18

Can you just stop with this victim stuff? This was never an apology.

Answer 19

It was but you took it and twisted it around.

Answer 20

WHAT that is not the same thing as telling you to kill yourself. You said some garbage to me and I told you to blow all that stuff out of your head because you weren't going to get me to agree or whatever.

Answer 21

And you played victim by dramatizing it "WITH A BULLET?!!??!"

Answer 22

That's you, not me. You caused this problem, you perpetuate the issue and you continue to look for attention/an apology from me in your pseudo white knight attempt.

Answer 23

I just want to say sorry. Sorry for making you think any less of me. Sorry if I altered your mood. Made you have a bad day. Sorry that I said awful things to you. Sorry that I acted the way I did. Sorry for being obtuse and acting the way I did. Truly I am sorry. If you choose to accept it then fine. If not then that's fine to. <3

Answer 24

I don't accept. But thank you for making an effort.